I dress for you, laugh prettily for you, I scent myself with roses- all for you. Because I want to be perfect, the way you are perfect. You mingle with your cologne, something noticeable but pleasant, warm hands holding me just so. Together we shape ourselves into an amalgamation of loveliness.
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(Don’t look but I completel...
2022-07-10 17:50:12 +0000 UTC View Post
Aging, greying, but endlessly wanted.
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Working title, trumpet twink.
Very happy with this one, I was super excited and a little intimidated to do so much running water again, I had to look at a painting from a year ago to see how I did it the first time.. ALSO rly pleased with the scars!! Sometimes poses aren...
2022-07-07 16:25:31 +0000 UTC View Post
Any time I do foliage, I’m like, next time let’s make it even MORE of an endevour!!!! And this sure was something. I feel like I’m learning to do so many things though, and im sure I’ll be implementing this kind of greenery in future paintings, same with what I did for the Ric & Hor paintings with all that grass!!
Figuring out ...
2022-07-03 17:14:06 +0000 UTC View Post
And right where we belong.
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Thought I’d jump in and quickly post this before the month is over!! I know I haven’t been creating as much as usual, mental health and all, you know it by now- so I wanted to still leave this here before July starts as a little treat for being so patient with me!
I h...
2022-06-29 17:50:39 +0000 UTC View Post
Even when old and weary, some things would- Could, never change.
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Hor is madly in love and terrible at hiding it (Ric doesn’t see it because he’s an oblivious fool) Rics face is my fav thing in this though, he’s exhausted
I had a lot of fun trying to make them look a bit older, I’m sure I can improve ...
2022-06-27 15:41:18 +0000 UTC View Post
He was singing now, chirping those lovely words with melodic rhythm. Asking Him to forgive his transgressions of this evening, promising a better life lived tomorrow.
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Often Jones just wants to forget his troubles, King helps, be it with something like this, a warmed cup of spiced wine, or an hour or two reading tog...
2022-06-22 14:01:07 +0000 UTC View Post
Horatio's eyes were closed, first blissfully, then in concentrated hunger. Then his teeth were fangs and Jones' lips were prey, and the rigid body against Jones' soft one trembled. The young man opened his eyes and marvelled silently, proudly, at what he could do to the other, knowing he was the only one capable.
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2022-06-19 19:07:12 +0000 UTC View Post
AHHHH im so happy it’s done, not because I was getting sick of it (altho maybe I was a little) but because I just needed to compare it to the mental image I had made in my head. And all in all I’m pretty happy!! (I added a second image where I show the color mock-up)
(I do now see I should’ve made Horatio look quite a bit older but ...
2022-06-16 16:54:07 +0000 UTC View Post
Was thinking about this for a while, and i kinda wanna show my lineart again! Im not used to not posting as much as i did, idk, a few months ago? So to make up for the lack I wanted to show more process if you guys like that!
This one actually was a super old sketch I left behind back in November. But lately Ive been going over more of the...
2022-06-13 16:08:55 +0000 UTC View Post
He’d tried to be patient, but his Love wasn’t quite grasping the severity of the consequences- was their little sceme to go wrong. Anything could happen, but he’d insisted on a date. As he should, really, Horatio had neglected him for a few months too long, no checking in, no nothing.
Naturally, the brat wanted a grand ...
2022-06-09 11:59:55 +0000 UTC View Post
The only way to get rid of a temptation is to yield to it. Resist it, and your soul grows sick with longing for the things it has forbidden to itself, with desire for what its monstrous laws have made monstrous and unlawful.
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(Story bit taken from the book)
Finally drew Jones as Dorian Gray and i co...
2022-05-16 11:41:30 +0000 UTC View PostHi guys, I don’t tend to make a lot of these kinds of posts but I’ve been thinking about it for a while now and I don’t wanna just not say anything.
My mental health is pretty appalling right now, to the extend where I’m not getting much work done. (It’s of the crippling anxiety variety) and it’s terribly draining.
So thi...
2022-05-12 09:05:49 +0000 UTC View Post
These were not dreams. No dream would haunt him so. Dreams were as sweet as summer wine and left the sleeper rested and calm of heart. No, these were not dreams. These were the terrors that plagued him at night. That which caused him to jolt upright at the hour of the wolf, soaked in sweat.
Sobs would wreck him, hands tremblin...
2022-05-09 16:19:44 +0000 UTC View Post
I’ll just go out and say it but DAMN THATS A BIG DICK.
More and more of Riccy and Viccy!! Quite in love with them again, more so very pleased with myself that I managed to finish this today!
Had a lotta fun rending this, day one was spend lining, putting down washes of color and general shade, as well as render the two gents. Day ...
2022-05-03 18:45:13 +0000 UTC View PostAccidentally somehow despite me clicking them off, send the latest painting to all patrons 🤡
Sorry for the porn Moth and Water Lily tier peeps !!
(Just to ask, I set the tiers to the right level again right, can you as a lower tier supporter still see the painting in your email despite the change on my part? I’ve always wondered...
2022-05-03 18:20:05 +0000 UTC View Post
Springs first kiss, the first words of devotion, almost spoken as if for a ritual- it all happened in nature. Because what could be more natural than this?
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Roman’s got me bad!!! Vic and Ric, my loves , always so happy to draw something with them and I thought this pose was just perfect for them. Also I love love ...
2022-05-01 16:54:11 +0000 UTC View Post
Flavius and Junius to end the month with! Haven’t had a lot of time to paint this past week, on top of this painting simply being REAL BIG and REAL DETAILED
Flavius I might’ve mentioned in the 1930’s story, but he was part of the Roman au first! He’s a vile one- a master manipulator, disgustingly wealthy, and Junius is his favourit...
2022-04-26 18:20:07 +0000 UTC View Post
He tended to them, or at the very least, he did the bare minimum to keep the plants alive. But he’d often forget, and they would wilt, resulting in him returning to a barren room with keepsakes he barely recognized, and a flower pot, emptied by the maids.
“They started to reek, Jonesy.” Lewis would scoff, taking what tin...
2022-04-11 17:37:35 +0000 UTC View Post
It was night when you ended my life. A night much like this. A sky blotted with stars and the odd stray cloud hanging dark and foreboding over our heads. Tonight I find a peace I have scarcely felt before, not since that night, when you took what wasn’t yours.
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Edit; I changed his jaw!! I completely forgot to post...
2022-04-07 16:42:10 +0000 UTC View Post
Some more pals being bros being friends ☺️
For real tho, painting this pose was really fun. Jones looking blissed out of his mind and a smug Xue knowing it was damn well his doing, just a delight to show some sweeter erotic interactions. Not as weighty as scenes with Jones and King or Horatio. It’s a nice change for once.
I mig...
2022-04-06 11:18:22 +0000 UTC View Post
Once they got started it was hard to stop. He was dragged along barnacle laden rocks, stripped to the bone, until, at last, euphoria.
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Ghah I love these two so much, I always have fun with’em!! This is just a tiny lil painting though, i had to get the horny brainworms on paper, but mostly I finally wanted to add t...
2022-04-03 10:10:44 +0000 UTC View Post
There, in the dark of the castle, the beast held its spoils of the hunt. Rightfully won, left to do with as it pleases. Once, the roles had been much reversed. Once. But no longer.
Broken free from its shackles in a dark, dank chamber, forth sprang Lucifer’s most beloved child.
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I haven’t written an...
2022-04-02 13:08:34 +0000 UTC View PostI intended on posting one more painting this month but My throat is in the worst pain imaginable, so I’m gonna take it slow. I’m exhausted and everything aches, but as far as I know (with the help of at home tests) it isn’t Covid. (Big win) Partner is sick too so it’s been fun!
So probably no more paintings for this mont...
2022-03-24 09:05:22 +0000 UTC View Post
Was inspired by some 50’s 60’s art so had to do a little study but make it gayer 😎 Coming up with Jones’ outfit was super fun though, I absolutely love anything 20’s and 30’s related in terms of clothing, and I felt like it would suit Jones perfectly.
I didn’t add any of Jones ‘blemishes’ because I’d imagined it was o...
2022-03-21 15:28:50 +0000 UTC View Post
His love would buy him jewels, fine silk robes, anything his pretty head could conjure. He’d lavish him with one expensive gift after another, wine and dine him in New Yorks most splendid hotels- and all Jones had to do was grace him with a smile.
Besides, they both knew very well there was but one way for him to pay for all...
2022-03-18 17:31:52 +0000 UTC View Post
Junius had been send here to appease him, he knew that much. Not even an hour back in Rome and Flavius had already heard about Horatius’ return, had washed and dressed his most precious pet, and send him on his way. Perhaps to spy in the hopes that Horatius let slip some new-found knowledge from his travels. The man truly had eyes and ears...
2022-03-14 16:55:45 +0000 UTC View Post
Someone’s taking Jonesy for a ride 👀 Could be anyone really 🥴
Posting has been pretty slow because we’re currently redoing our apartment! So everything is a bit of a mess, plus this is the time of year where the sun will be shining straight into my eyeballs from 10 to 1, which makes working a little harder 😔 (That and mental h...
2022-03-07 16:32:56 +0000 UTC View Post
Vicus and Rictus again, it’s been a while since I did anything with them together!! I love Vic being more of a bottom, I like a big character that can split someone in two in the gladiatorial ring but still speaks in a soft voice.
This one took a while to sketch out, composition is.. hard, and please don’t look too closely at the archi...
2022-03-03 16:40:58 +0000 UTC View Post
Horatius fantasizing about Rictus and himself, sharing something he could never have in real life.
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Altho doing the foliage almost made me lose it, I loved painting this one. I’ve found that whenever I’m painting for the Roman au, the painting will always inevitably turn out huge. There’s to much pretty architecture to pl...
2022-03-01 12:35:47 +0000 UTC View Post
Because of what I see and feel, I scream -
What the eye sees, the heart remembers.
I will forge a dagger with a tip of steel and
destroy my sight to set free my heart.
- Baba Tahir Uryan
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So we’re redoing the flat, and I found my book of Persian love poetry! This one was quite fitting I f...
2022-02-21 14:29:29 +0000 UTC View Post