Starting to remember who I am! And how I should be treated. By others *and* myself ~ ✨
This year began with such promise... of finally acknowledging trauma, all the various barricades in my path, and getting myself back on track. Little did I know as I began this journey, life would soon be throwing MORE curveballs and turmoils at me hah...
2025-11-11 15:54:20 +0000 UTC View Post
I guess it's kind of fitting I'm posting this on Halloween!
I've been feeling like a ghost as of late. Navigating heartbreak has had me moving through the days half mist, half memory. The lines blurred between logic and longing, presence and absence.
Some endings don’t make sense at all. I’m trying to understand how love can coex...
2025-10-31 15:33:06 +0000 UTC View Post
Oh so curious to see what Autumn will bring.
Or, what I'll cultivate for myself within it more like! I realise that initial statement sounds so.... Passive? And expectant. We often wait to see what will happen instead of realising and utilising our power to be present and proactive.
I will craft the cosy and creative, safe and stab...
Wedged within hardships & emerging from fractures.
This year has been one upheaval after another ~ and yet I'm still determined to encourage myself to be grateful for it? Though the rocky edges are teaching, they are also painful. I am being shaped more and more, I feel like I'm being relentlessly carved out of stone. I don't know if ...
Getting my costume together ~ !
Some changes on the horizon...
As much as I love the summer, my body is yearning for the soft embrace of Autumn!
My skin calls for the friendlier temperatures, my bones ache for the rustling of leaves beneath my feet and my soul salivates for the calmer atmosphere ~ less frantic fomo and saturated schedules, more steady breath and gentle balance.
And just how de...
I've been absolutely revelling in being home alone and how the peaceful solitude has been so nourishing for me since I landed back from Glastonbury. I really needed this little window to myself, grounded in my own space before I'm on the move again!
From crafting in the afternoon, to 3am in the garden hanging up laundry with the moonlight...
Another cute thing we do at bin camp at Glasto, is hold a binnie market on the first weekend we're onsite! It's such a cute idea and I love that we've started doing this, so many bin painters are so crafty so it's a lovely icebreaker if we have new people joining us and a wicked way to support each others ventures 🥰
These are the littl...
It's a full blood moon and I cannot sleep!
Here is a photo dump for June, the absolute best month spent painting in the fields with the most wonderful crew ~ nourished by sunshine, painting and community. I'm so lucky to be a part of this! 🥰
Also.... One of the other binnies, the lovely Tracy, painted me on a bin as my pirate fo...
Hello lovely supporters!
It is me! And man do I feel better. Writing this post from the bath with a Guinness. Fresh(ish) out of the fields and feeling fine (also ish!)
But no really, I am feeling much better. Only fine-ish because there is of course still recovering to do, but overall things are very much looking up. After that big...
It's my birthday!
It's all been so much recently so I'm taking myself away for a couple of days with my partner in attemptedly the most affordable way possible ~ a couple of nights in a lovely place up north to just rest and decompress and reconnect. A much needed mental health break after the last six weeks turmoil!
I'd much rathe...
As requested! More shots from my days with Martin 😊
Realising revelations recently ~
Any blockages in my path I can balance myself around,
Any obstacles in my path I can overcome,
Any aches I can use for art.
📷 Orson Carter
Graceful days with the glorious Orson Carter!
Some people are just fucking fantastic to work with in every sense, and Martin is one of them. He ticks all the boxes, not just is his work truly stunning due to his perfectly honed style, lighting knowledge and epic timing - but he's also just the nicest guy. A day shooting with him absolutel...
Hi lovely ones!
Things are looking up! The universe has been sending me so many signs and so many glimmers and so I just can't shake the feeling that everything is going to be okay. It's a really horrific thing I went through but finally acknowledging it, even if it had to intensely drag me under, really has meant that I am now able to he...
Hello my dudes.
Thankyou so much for the kind words. I'm truly overwhelmed by how thoughtful all the messages in my various inboxes are, the comments and all the general support. I'm lucky to be surrounded by such wonderful people. 🫶
It has been a real rollercoaster! I am doing okay and moving forwards step by step. In the meant...
Hello patrons ~
So this is me. Bare naked and vulnerable. I've always been a fierce advocate for self expression without limits and creativity unchained, so here goes attempts at holding true to that (with wavering bravery).
A few years ago I went through something. I didn't quite realise I had been carrying it with me so achingly,...
I'm travelling up north today so I'll be getting back to your messages whilst on route, but for now have some fresh forest invigoration imagery from my first shoot with the wonderful Nick! Who is not just an all round lovely bloke and talented photographer client of mine, but also a generous supporter of my work in multiple ways ~ being also a p...
2025-04-17 13:36:15 +0000 UTC View Post
So this was a massive rush job last summer when we tackled the freezer and had a looooad of little critters to process in practically one afternoon!
The fox was one I was desperate to get the hide from though, but after being in the freezer for over a year, being a poor little victim of the road and also us being in a rush, she sadly wasn...
Feeling fierce again in this epic artwork by the wonderful Terry V. I absolutely love working with this guy! This job and being able to create like this really does so much for healing my inner demons and the way I view myself. Raaahhh! And Terry is just such a brilliant, soothing and kindred spirit to work with too. I've got so much awesomeness...
2025-04-16 20:08:27 +0000 UTC View Post
March was hard.
My health dipped, my energy waned and most days felt heavier than others. Even so, amongst the hardships & internal struggles, there's always growth beneath the surface.
As the days stretch a little longer and the air softens, life does get lighter. March tested me many a time, but between the perilous moments t...
What a perfect time to post these absolutely JOYOUS outtakes from a gorgeous shoot with my dear friend Kelsey!
I loved working with her ~ she was also the one who originally got me into 'professional' modelling so to speak! Before then I was just creating and sharing and rambling about all things feminism, body equality, nudism, body hair...
Springtime is so close I can almost taste it! Fresh faced yet wild & bare as the earth before its bloom, I meet the wind, the sun, the soil. The quiet pulse of a season reborn ~
2025-03-06 17:50:56 +0000 UTC View Post
This week I've been working non-stop on transforming my room!
I'm super lucky to have the most incredibly cushty attic room and it's always been my cosy little safe haven of a den where I'm squirreled away safe in the rafters ~ but wow has my clutterbug tendencies meant it's usually a MESS!
I've been working away on it a lot throug...
I LOVE how much I feel like a painting here! Renaissance reflections ✨
Working with Strussler is always an absolute dream. I'll have more to show you from this shoot soon, this was just my favourite one!
I'm actually feeling pretty excited about how much work I have to upload here now?! I've been working pretty hard behind the sc...
Here's a little discount treat for you!
It's been a while since I've gotten crafty and I miss it! So whilst I get myself reacquainted with foraging & tinkering up new pieces ~ in the meantime I thought I might aswell put a little offer on here for you guys!
I've got a few mini mossy mushroom terrariums up for grabs! These can e...
First ones from January's shoot with the legendary Orson Carter!
📷 Orson Carter
January really is the Monday of the year!
It can be all too easy to be swallowed whole by harsh winter winds and bitterly cold brain demons. Spending this January holing up at home, resting and recuperating was the best choice I've made in a while!
Of course it's extremely difficult now finances are suuuuuper thin (...-ner than usu...
Of course these got flagged on Instagram! So I shall squirrel them away safely here incase of deletion over there on the nonsensical platform!
Really loved doing this alternative cupid shoot! Hope everyone had a gorgeous Valentine's weekend 🖤
📷 Timothy
Happy Valentine's Day! I don't think I ever shared these here and obviously on other socials they're at constant risk of deletion so eeeek, glad I've got this space to share judgement free!
But yes. Cupid, but make it dark and ominous! I loved making up this character!
I'm not big on the consumerist vibes with holidays such as Vale...
First post featuring some images from one of my London shoots back in December! This was my first time working with Pete and it was AMAZING. Such an all round good egg and the day was just filled to the brim with laughs, good chat and heaps of kindred-spirit fuelled creativity!
He's generously given me permission to share all the results ...