This was a very difficult drawing for me, and the colors didn't work as I would've hoped, I still tried to make it look nice as much as I am capable. I'm sorry I am not posting as often lately..
My quality has been going down and it's not something I can easily control, just keep working, one drawing at a time, and hope for the best.
2024-02-17 19:19:30 +0000 UTC
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New drawing for Dusty,
I like the colors here, this drawing turned out very nice and soothing. I deliberately placed a dark background behind Fluttershy to add contrast. Tree and grass is blue because ponies have a lot of pink on them. There are so many variables all working together and depending on each, and it can quickly get overwhelming....
2024-02-01 17:22:16 +0000 UTC
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I'm sorry for being away for so long, this was a very difficult drawing, I had never made anything like it before. It's the first time I draw something Christmas related, and I couldn't get this tree right, I tried and failed many times.
I believe it looks nice now, I love the girls and I especially love the shading.
I want to draw my own ...
2024-01-24 13:45:00 +0000 UTC
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This drawing was quite difficult, I wanted to get a combination of snow and something gold or fiery, but couldn't get the colors right.. I still tried my best
2023-12-20 18:21:03 +0000 UTC
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This drawing took a lot of time, I did linework, color and shading first, and then tried to construct background, though it appeared to be very challenging for several reasons. After many attempts I found something that worked, I deliberately placed a dark curtain behind Maylina, so she'd have more contrast - it would also help move the la...
2023-12-08 20:24:36 +0000 UTC
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This was a difficult drawing and it took more time. These are very beautiful characters and I was worried I would not be able to make a good drawing for them. I still tried my best. It turned out very soothing, warm and sunny~
2023-12-05 16:28:54 +0000 UTC
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Happy drawing for a very important person in my life
I am very grateful for being here, even if it's very difficult. I hope someday I can look back and think to myself "those were very dark times, and I felt lost, but I know I gave it my all and tried my best" - and it would be no more than a scary adventure story then) And I'm glad I have go...
2023-11-20 21:05:18 +0000 UTC
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I want to thank everyone who is supporting me here, it means the world to me. With your help I can live and work, and not worry about the next day. It is very special.
Things are very simple here, you can always see everything I post if you're a supporter. If you have any ideas about what you would like to see here, feel free to share.
Y...
2023-11-11 12:51:00 +0000 UTC
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I missed drawing Kirarane, she's one of my favorite OCs
Not everything works out the way I imagine, I combine together many different parts, one after another, to find something that works. I look for solutions to the problems and limitations that I have. Try and fail and try again.. Finished drawing can often feel random.
I like to watc...
2023-10-27 17:35:19 +0000 UTC
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It appears Patreon will cancel all payed subscriptions starting November, as a result of some changes on the platform. If you wish to support me further, please don't forget to renew your pledges
2023-10-20 20:17:27 +0000 UTC
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This was a very long, difficult, crushing project. When I started I had no idea it would be that hard, I did not know I need to draw a fully white character and I wasn't ready. As I went half the way through the work I realized I have to start over from the beginning, because there was no way to make it work. So I had to adjust her design, to lo...
2023-10-20 20:03:02 +0000 UTC
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This was very difficult and painful. I could not make a good background or find the right colors, and nothing worked. But I still tried..
2023-10-12 12:44:34 +0000 UTC
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This was a very difficult drawing, I have tried many new things with shading, background and color. And I'm not used to making backgrounds like this, it's very complicated and so many things have to go right for it to all come together. First few attempts did not work, I had to start over and try something different. It often feels impossible wh...
2023-09-20 13:26:09 +0000 UTC
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Created a new character together with a friend. I was trying my best to give her more personality, it's not a style that I draw well, but I still want to practice and learn. I admire anime art, I look at it and it's hard to believe a living person can create something so fantastic and complex. My attempts always seem to be a strange mix of both ...
2023-09-14 17:31:15 +0000 UTC
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Birthday gift for a wonderful friend. I was absolutely happy drawing this, it turned out looking so cozy and soothing. It's the best thing ever if a drawing makes someone happy
2023-09-11 11:47:27 +0000 UTC
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Trying something science fiction again, it's a lot harder than it looks, but I want to learn.
It looks very cozy and fun, I imagine she goes out there somewhere and operates some huge piece of machinery,
after having time to enjoyi herself ^^
2023-09-07 20:31:59 +0000 UTC
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A bit anime style with Hikari~
Someday I want to be able to make those beautiful splash art. For now this is as far as my skill and strength can carry me
2023-08-15 19:02:20 +0000 UTC
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New drawing with Friya and Archie, they feel very cozy and happy here ^^
Drawing two characters hug is very difficult, I remember when I first tried it went really poorly. But I want to learn, because it's the best thing ever. Even if it is still a bit awkward here, it still makes me feel very hopeful and forget for a moment all worries
2023-08-15 18:40:41 +0000 UTC
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Adorable new drawing with cats ^^
This background was rather challenging, I'm used to drawing nature, forest, or a bedroom, this was very new. I wish I had the ability to give it a more detailed render, most my backgrounds are just a mixture of blocky shapes. I often look at anime backgrounds - it's unbelievable how something like that can be...
2023-08-01 19:34:50 +0000 UTC
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Very kind and warm drawing for Kayla.
I keep trying and persisting, even if things are really hard and if I know I will fail. Maybe it's human nature - to keep getting up every time, even without any hope and purpose. Or maybe I'm just stubborn and refuse to give up
2023-07-26 13:05:36 +0000 UTC
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New sticker set for a wonderful friend, singing and sport loving fiery Pix~
2023-07-26 12:52:16 +0000 UTC
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I adore books, and cozy places that evoke a romantic fantasy feeling.
This was rather difficult, with three characters and a background, but I love how it turned out. I want my drawings to bring comfort to people and help them feel better, that's the whole purpose after all. Though it doesn't always work out and I end up upsetting someone. Bu...
2023-07-18 15:56:37 +0000 UTC
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Lovely new art for Gabriel, it went through a lot of iterations, especially the background. I originally intended some kind of lab environment, with a lit table, in the end I thought it would be too dark and too difficult to shade. But nonetheless, I wanted something futuristic and with perspective, I love how it turned out.
I love speedrunni...
2023-07-01 20:00:52 +0000 UTC
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Very warm and sunny new drawing with Freya, I was incredibly happy drawing her~
I want to thank everyone who supports me here, it really means the world to me, even if it's a little bit, I greatly appreciate it all, and it helps me live another day.
I'm just learning, I want to become better for everyone who helped, supported and believed...
2023-06-24 10:48:03 +0000 UTC
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Birthday gift for my friend and a fantastic artist Lobezno the Wolf.
I don't want art to be this constant battlefield, we all admire work of top tier professional artists and try our best to live up, but if it was all we ever got to see, world would be a very sad, lonely and violent place. Instead, I wish it was more comforting for smaller ar...
2023-06-16 16:51:43 +0000 UTC
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Lovely new drawing for Crossfire. I think I'm starting to understand how to draw grays better, it's very complicated and delicate
2023-06-07 20:15:46 +0000 UTC
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Very lovely happy drawing for Tappy and his friends, Maylina and Ari <3
I so wish I could be there and experience this, it's something very heavenly. Drawing takes me sometimes into a different world, where there's no guilt or fear anymore, where I can let go of my failures and shortcomings, and just be myself and be free
2023-06-03 11:08:40 +0000 UTC
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Very nice and calm drawing for Auro. I love rain, I'm always excited for the first summer thunderstorm, I love how rain brings life and color with it, and fresh air. I love looking at the clouds, all the massive shapes they form in the sky, floating islands, mountains and caves, and I imagine what would it be like to fly there
2023-06-03 10:34:48 +0000 UTC
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New drawing for Aurora
I tried my very best to make it warm, cozy and welcoming, she looks so fluffy~
I love drawing clothes too, I hope I can get better at it with time. I have also put her heart gem on her belt, it's usually on her collar, but it would not be visible from this angle
2023-05-24 07:58:41 +0000 UTC
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As an artist I learn to value my time more. Every hour is precious, I have to carefully plan my work. If you look at the art on the internet, a whole lifetime isn't enough to experience it all. But me, one artist, there's only so much I can do until my hands fail or my eyes don't see. I want to be a better artist, improve and learn, and hopefull...
2023-05-19 17:33:00 +0000 UTC
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