The Struggle and a new Patron Perk
Added 2024-03-24 21:32:18 +0000 UTCHey I've been massively depressed for four months and I owe y'all a bunch of stuff because you've supported me anyways. I'm very sorry for my absence. I've been oscillating between lethargy and self sabotage, and haven't been all that productive or happy lately.
I've started streaming on the main channel every weeknight around 5-6, and it's been one of the only things that brings me joy. I make new songs, assets, and bits pretty much daily for the streams - so if you're missing the ro ramdin touch, they might be your fix. I figured I'd give Patrons exclusive access to the VODS of these streams. So here!
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLiDHyPS73qtkAb1qBhHX-eV3bZBXRRR2G
If you have any suggestions on what you'd like to see here, please let me know in the comments. I've been much more "engage and create for a smaller core audience" pilled lately and I want you all to know your consistent support has literally been keeping me housed. Thank you so much. Hopefully I'll post here again soon, and maybe I'll see you on a stream! They're presently unmonetized (no ads, memberships, donations etc.) but I'll try to figure it out soon so I can get a bit more stable. More money more time more energy you know how it goes. Thank you. Talk soon. ❤️
Comments
Love you the most, I have the money and no time to watch anything rn anyway so I love that ur on a content break. Pls keep doing what makes you happy (within reason 😉)
Anna House
2024-03-29 05:04:10 +0000 UTCtake care of yourself and we’ll be here to support you through the ups and the downs. thanks for all that you do- your content makes me very happy and has gotten me through more than a couple of rough days. sending love and peace 💖
Olivia Smith
2024-03-28 13:51:06 +0000 UTCLove youuuuuuu
Inane Blather
2024-03-25 01:19:40 +0000 UTCro this is perfect ive been trying to find the vods now i can finally eat. with youtube. thank you. u r awesome
sird
2024-03-25 00:42:23 +0000 UTCIts okay queen take your time and breathe 💖💖 we aint going anywhere xoxoxo been going through it like hell recently and your streams have given me something to look forward to at the end of every day these past couple weeks xoxo im glad theyve been a release for you too!!! Soz to be such a non wiper TDA. Please accept my +2 updoots and wholesome award as my apology
LILIANA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2024-03-25 00:26:35 +0000 UTCHush and take my money.but seriously take your time and ease back into things at your own pace
Aureanna Hadley
2024-03-24 23:50:07 +0000 UTCYou dont owe anything! we choose to support u bc we believe in u. hope things ease up for you soon, while im not as into the streaming content (honestly mostly just because im a twitch girlie sawwwryyyy) ill still support u in exploring that avenue and am happy to hear its bringing u joy. peace & love
Clementine Blue
2024-03-24 22:34:03 +0000 UTCThank you so much for the update! I hope things can go well for you soon 💕
blossompuppy
2024-03-24 22:20:07 +0000 UTCthank you for this! I've been meaning to tune in to a stream but I've been too busy, so it's cool that I can still watch them. love your stuff and wishing you better times ahead <3
Hippy Pants
2024-03-24 22:17:40 +0000 UTCWishing you peace and happiness 💖
Kat Padmore
2024-03-24 21:51:04 +0000 UTCalso ro seriously don’t worry about it too much, people still wanna support you either way, or else everybody would have left by now lollll take care of yaself and if you’re having fun streaming, keep on doing that! the streams have been super fun, partially because you’re obviously enjoying it. content isn’t as good if the person making it doesn’t want to make it anyway, so don’t force yaself. (sorry for the paragraph i know i’m being a traumadumping andy rn 💔 but fr have fun we love ya (in a parasocial way))
urmomdotcom
2024-03-24 21:36:38 +0000 UTCnon wipers rise up
Ivy Perkins
2024-03-24 21:35:42 +0000 UTCi hope you start feeling better soon! thank you for sharing with us. i was just feeling bad for myself because ive been self-isolating and afraid to reach out to anyone. although i wish you didn’t relate, it was a reprieve to read this and know i’m not alone. sending good vibes
Olivia Bishop
2024-03-24 21:35:01 +0000 UTCI’ve been watching the livestreams and they’re so fun to watch!! Glad you’re getting joy out of them too
Julian Saliani
2024-03-24 21:34:38 +0000 UTCYEAHHHHH STREAM VODS LET’S GOOOOO
urmomdotcom
2024-03-24 21:33:32 +0000 UTC