Plenty of luck...all bad.

Hey guys.  So this past weekend September 10th the actress that plays Charese (Sara) and a number of other characters on VBS and I got together to kind of plot out ideas and whatnot for the future of the channel.  Pages of notes were written and we were hopeful about where things would go and in high spirits about the future of the stuff heading your way.  Then out of the blue on September 14th my grandmother passed away.  To add insult to injury, Sara's father passed away on the same day.  It's been a hectic weekend for both of us.  It's crushing to lose a parent.  And while my grandmother was 81, she was in excellent health and not a single member of my family expected she was anywhere near her end.  Her home was centrally located in sort of a sweet spot where the majority of my family lives and her home was frequently visited by many of us about once a week if not more.   My grandmother was not a forgotten relative that lived in another state that we only saw every year or two.  She was an integral part of all of our lives.  She was very active, ambitious and out going.  She didn't sit around in her rocking chair doing nothing all day.  She was involved with everyone helping in any way she could, and there was not much she didn't have a thumb in.  Whether it was babysitting, or making clothes, gardening, and canning food, painting, prepping for natural disasters while reading up on conspiracy theory, or tooling around in her old Buick, Grandma wasn't wasting her time.  It wasn't even a month ago, I was complaining about a company discontinuing one of my favorite work shirts.  Two weeks later she presented me with a new one.  She had made it by reverse engineering one of my old ones.  I have since found out that she was in the middle of prepping to make several more that were going to be a Christmas present for me.   And it wasn't just me she looked out for, but her nine other grandchildren and eight great grandchildren. She lived for those she loved and she loved her family unconditionally.    But just like that she's gone.  I was sitting and talking with her on September 8th and by noon on the 14th she doesn't exist anymore.  I am thankful for the fact that I had seen and spoken with her recently and hugged her goodbye like I always did.  But, god damn guys. . . what a kick in the gut for myself and Sara too.  I'm sorry to say I have no idea when things will get back on track with the channel.  I will do my best to post some remastered versions of older recordings, but I can't say when Sara and I will be able to bring you anything new.   Hang in there, fans.  We're gonna do the same.