父と白鳥(Father and the Swan) P35

次に次にと汚れた男根をあてがわれ、俺は掃除を続けた。彼らを喜ばせるのが俺の役目。だからどんな行為をされても「好意」を装う。こいつらを満足させなければ俺は館に居場所がなくなる

竿だけでなく同様に男達のどっしりとした玉の裏も…それはまるで臭さを濃縮したように、物によっては竿の何倍も強烈に匂うものだ。ぞんざいな扱いをされてきたその玉は皮の皺ひとつひとつに何十年という雄の汚臭が染み付いている。それらを必死に拭いながら思い出す。あの夜の作也様との約束を。

玉や竿の奉仕の合間には、雄のフェロモンを煮詰めたような唾液を代わる代わる何度も口に注ぎ込まれた。どぎつい雄の匂いで満ちた俺の唾液は、それを欲する男達の唾液とさらに混ぜ合わされ、それをまた口に注がれては、また相手に移し、味わってはまた俺の口に戻す。それをひたすら何人もの男と交互に繰り返され、口の中は腐ったような耐え難い匂いで充満する。

しかし俺にそれらの行為に抗う権利は一切ない。微塵も残されていない。当時、作也様の世話役という身分でありながら、外に子を成してしまった私の罰。産まれると同時に母を亡くした征士郎を男手一つで育てていくため、この館に居座らせて頂くために作也様と結んだ約束。その「一つ目」。客人との特別な接待。

肛門の掃除はいつだって難を極める

それは汚物そのものだ。この汚臭に慣れなど来ない。だが、征士郎がこの館で不自由なく暮らしていけるなら、何も問題はない苦痛だ。

男を相手にする処世術は心得ている。

嫌悪する男相手に対して竿を立てる事も、汁を漏らす事も、全て先生に叩き込まれた。何度この体を先生の前で下衆の男の慰み物にされて来たか。そして、作也様との「二つ目」の約束。生涯における自慰の禁止。有り余る精力を持て余すのは時には苦痛だが、今日のような日にとっては都合が良い

「いいなぁその格好、自分でオマンコおっ広げられてエライエライ、エライぞ源三ちゃん」

何だべ？ケツに流してるその汁は？

ん？油か？」

「カシラが作也先生に頂いたもんじゃ。なんでも、男を狂わす漢方が混ざっとると。これが源三さんによく効くらしいべ。」

「へへへぇ、そりゃおもしれぇ。

今まで見た事ないよがり狂う源三さんが見れんのかいな、楽しみだべぇ」

そして間もなく俺は

底なしの性欲を持つこの老いぼれ達の

精と便の種壺にされる

One after another, I keep cleaning this dirty cock. It's my job to please these guys. So no matter what they do to me, I gotta pretend I'm into it. If I don't satisfy them, I won't have a place in this mansion.

Not just the shaft, but also the heavy balls... they stink like they've been concentrated or something, some even smell way worse than the cock. These balls, treated roughly over the years, have decades of male stink stuck in each wrinkle. While desperately wiping them, I remember my promise with master Sakuya that night.

Between servicing the balls and the shaft, I've had to swallow their saliva, thick with male pheromones, over and over. My saliva, now filled with the harsh scent of men, mixes with theirs, gets passed back and forth, and fills my mouth with this unbearable, rotten smell.

But I have no right to resist these acts. Not even a shred. Back then, even though I was supposed to be master Sakuya's attendant, I got someone else pregnant out there., and this is my punishment. To raise Seishiro, who lost his mother at birth, all by myself in this mansion, I made a deal with master Sakuya. The first part of that deal: special hospitality for guests.

Cleaning assholes is always a bitch. It's literally dealing with shit. You never get used to that stench. But if it means Seishiro can live here comfortably, then it's just bearable pain.

I know how to handle men. Even if I hate them, I can get hard or leak for them; that's all thanks to what the master taught me. How many times have I been used by those low-life men in front of him? And then there's the second promise with master Sakuya no masturbation for life. Sometimes it's painful to have all this pent-up energy, but on days like today, it's convenient.

"Damn, nice getup, spreading that pussy yourself, you're a good boy, Genzo-chan."

"What the fuck is that juice you're drippin' down your ass?

Huh? Oil?"

"That's some shit I got from Professor Sakuya. It's got some kinda Chinese medicine that drives guys wild. Seems like it's gonna work real good on you, Genzo."

"Hehehe, now that's fuckin' interesting.

I might get to see you go absolutely nuts in a way I've never seen before, this is gonna be fun as hell."

And soon, I'll be turned into the cum and shit repository for these old geezers with their insatiable lust.