i don’t want to say goodbye...
Added 2025-02-10 21:40:23 +0000 UTCi don’t know how to do this. i don’t know how to pretend this is just another goodbye, like i am not counting down every second, like i am not already feeling the weight of the space you are about to leave behind. my arms are locked around you, holding on like i can somehow keep you here, like if i just hold you tight enough, time will give up and let us have just a little longer. but it never does. it keeps pulling you away from me, no matter how much i fight it. i bury my face into your shoulder, breathing you in, memorizing everything, because soon this is all i will have left. just memories. just a space where you are supposed to be.
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Oh, wow 🥹 just wow. 🥹
Leah
2025-05-17 07:58:44 +0000 UTCI keep listening to this. I’ve tried to put my thoughts and feelings into words but I just end up crying. Multiple times now. My heart hurts. 🥲🥲😮💨😮💨😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😢😢😥😓☹️ I would do almost anything for the right love, for the right man. Probably would do anything. My bounds of care, love, and expression know no limits. Or at least I haven’t found one yet. It’s fucking crazy how love can make us think, feel, act…ways we swore we’d never do. How it strips us bare and remakes us as one with that person, that love becomes woven and sewn into every single particle of us. But that kind of love? It’s so worth it, especially when the love is such a special person with a beautiful soul. That’s what I hope and dream of. 😇🥰 I’m scared that the universe or God *IS* punishing me for something. It feels like that sometimes. For what, giving up on romantic love for so long? But I got past that, opened my heart and mind to it again. I frantically, frustratedly search my brain and past actions trying to figure out why me, or why not me. I just want the small things. Nothing big. Just mutual reciprocated love and personal connection. I struggle with keeping my heart open when I feel like this. I want to become stone, or ice. Or to just not feel the ache I feel. 😢💔 One day it won’t be like this. But when? And will I make it there to that *day* in one piece or will I have given up for good by the time it finally does come my way? Sending everyone love who feels the difficult, sad, complicated feelings no matter what or who causes them. May you have moments of joy and peace, even during stress and sorrow. May you comfort and restore yourself and have others in your life that help that way too. May all the love and good things work out in your favor in the end. Which means it might suck now, but work out in your favor for good eventually. Love you all!! 💕💘💕💘💔💔💔
Kay Jay - Celestial Aquamarine🌙🔮🌌
2025-02-14 19:36:33 +0000 UTCthis audio esp about five minutes in is giving me the same vibes as the bridge scene in the amazing spiderman 2
Ally
2025-02-14 00:43:01 +0000 UTCThere genuinely was no need to make me cry like that okay 🙄
unholy babygirl
2025-02-13 18:58:23 +0000 UTCI just started my period. I did NOT need this right now😭
🥀📚Kenzie📚🥀
2025-02-13 04:55:56 +0000 UTCExactly, I almost dropped my phone.
Kitten🐈⬛
2025-02-12 15:16:26 +0000 UTCthat's that two seasons of bridgerton and twice in a row pride & prejudice watch talking here 🤌🏼✨🥹
Kitt
2025-02-12 12:50:04 +0000 UTCBased on the description, I thought we died 😭
Angel
2025-02-12 00:34:35 +0000 UTCMy heart❤️🩹
Aiza
2025-02-11 23:49:48 +0000 UTCnoo bc i read the description for this and was like h0 is we cool wym???? 😭😭
Caelum
2025-02-11 23:18:35 +0000 UTCMe too 😭😂
smilehoyaaaaa💜
2025-02-11 18:46:15 +0000 UTCthe “ho” has me dyinggg ☠️
Rose
2025-02-11 17:44:19 +0000 UTCho is u an actor or smthn
katmat0
2025-02-11 15:46:06 +0000 UTC⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️🤩
bunny
2025-02-11 13:16:08 +0000 UTCYea collective hug to the big guy <3
Lyn
2025-02-11 12:53:29 +0000 UTCHe’s so good at acting (at least I hope it’s acting and not him actually feeling sad!)
Caitlin
2025-02-11 12:32:18 +0000 UTCThe way you’d move heaven and earth for her is so beautiful 🥺❤️
Aiza
2025-02-11 11:23:21 +0000 UTCHe has so much potential, someone convince him to do a whole series 😔😔
Lyn
2025-02-11 10:21:30 +0000 UTCI would come back from the dead to listen to angsty K
ewa
2025-02-11 10:05:43 +0000 UTCI LOVED THIS IT WAS SO EMOTIONAL
🥐
2025-02-11 08:10:35 +0000 UTCHaving been in this situation so recently, im fucking crying 😭, counting the days down till September
Fab
2025-02-11 07:49:56 +0000 UTCin the clurb we all cry 😭
ewa
2025-02-11 07:18:13 +0000 UTCThis audio has GOAT Long Distance tag vibes. 🫢✨👌❤️
Kickis
2025-02-11 06:18:27 +0000 UTCThere’s so many long distance audios… my heart is breaking.
C
2025-02-11 05:12:07 +0000 UTCwell this just hit me right in the chest ✌🏼
rhi rhi
2025-02-11 04:54:07 +0000 UTCcan we get a „longing” tag? thx
Grt58
2025-02-11 04:36:04 +0000 UTCGirl that’s a solid night routine I’ll give it to you 👏🏼👏🏼 I was at work when this dropped I’m so happy I didn’t get a notif and had my heart drop
Kalilea
2025-02-11 04:24:06 +0000 UTCI wonder how many people couldn’t have this beautiful yet heart breaking moment with these detainments happening as we listen to this. that’s where my mind went to. I hope one day everyone is able to be united with their loved ones soon💚
lexoxle
2025-02-11 03:36:00 +0000 UTCI saw the notification and thought we were dead ngl
Ally
2025-02-11 03:02:29 +0000 UTCi just want to fight 🗣️
ashley
2025-02-11 00:14:44 +0000 UTCEither way, my heart is breaking 😃😃
Lyn
2025-02-11 00:08:40 +0000 UTCI'm glad he said we're not breaking up its not a choice because i was about to lose it
Jess
2025-02-10 23:55:50 +0000 UTCme when i ask for some argument conflict and he’s like no <3 but here’s long distance reverse comfort ENJOY ☹️
linds
2025-02-10 23:52:09 +0000 UTCMe, angst enjoyer: God, I wish K liked angst audios 😔 Also me whenever he drops a sad audio: 🥲🙃😢😔😭
Lyn
2025-02-10 23:48:07 +0000 UTCK...my god...why did you do this to me?? I had such a lump in my throat, I felt sadness for someone who isn't even mine but would defy gravity for lol and if it were physically possible, I would've been coiled around him like a damn snake, refusing to let go. Didn't know what a real broken heart felt like but that was it...
Caitlin
2025-02-10 23:17:50 +0000 UTCThe run time of 12:34 helped my heart a little bit after that ordeal 😅
Destiny
2025-02-10 23:07:25 +0000 UTCEverytime K is sad or crying, my soul literally dies
Caitlin
2025-02-10 23:04:02 +0000 UTCOk, there was no need to give me a heart attack with that title 💔😭
Destiny
2025-02-10 22:56:30 +0000 UTCu better stay i just got here gdi
⃞
2025-02-10 22:54:15 +0000 UTCSo K chose violence to start the week...good good...I'm fine I did not just have an existential crisis followed by uncontrollable sobbing.
Carrie
2025-02-10 22:47:22 +0000 UTCThank you🫶🏼
Aiza
2025-02-10 22:40:41 +0000 UTCThis was cruel💔 and yes I cried😭 This is so painfully beautiful. Hearing your voice tremble, and the crying tone in your voice broke my heart and crushed it up❤️🩹 This is so raw and emotional 🥺
Aiza
2025-02-10 22:39:17 +0000 UTCOkay so I'll save this for when I can slot in some crying time😭🤧
ReneeX
2025-02-10 22:31:56 +0000 UTCAm I the only one who thought the listener was about to die after reading the description?😂
Gabrielle Wing
2025-02-10 22:29:57 +0000 UTCThis has, “Wherever you go, i go. You ride, i ride. You fight, i fight. And if you ever die on me Dominic Toretto … I’m gonna die with you” vibes ❤️
Rose
2025-02-10 22:27:00 +0000 UTCi almost broke at the “ i need you” part. that shit hurt 🥺😔
Rose
2025-02-10 22:23:23 +0000 UTCMy heart skipped a beat reading that title omg
Len
2025-02-10 22:12:42 +0000 UTC🥺 nooo..
Flower
2025-02-10 22:11:47 +0000 UTCI was drawing and didn't have my phone next to me so I actually got the notification through my mails, the way my heart dropped, this is not a funny title 😭
Lyn
2025-02-10 22:11:42 +0000 UTCOnly just read the description and that alone is tugging hard on my heart strings 🥺 don’t go K, bubba nooo
Caitlin
2025-02-10 22:11:03 +0000 UTCHappy Birthdayyy 💙
Len
2025-02-10 22:09:38 +0000 UTCoh naah 🥺 I'm on my period and am teary eyed after reading only a half of this description 😭
ewa
2025-02-10 22:00:03 +0000 UTCThe caption almost did me in. 🥺💔 But I'm a glutton for angsty fiction. 🙈
WatchTheStars
2025-02-10 21:59:26 +0000 UTC💋💋💋
Michaela Ameise
2025-02-10 21:57:59 +0000 UTCMY SHAYLA
alisha
2025-02-10 21:57:27 +0000 UTChere i was minding my own business procrastinating sleep with my nightly routine of playing project makeover and listening to bedtime kaudios... and then he dropped this?!
maia
2025-02-10 21:55:14 +0000 UTCTime to get the tissues out 😔
Lani
2025-02-10 21:54:24 +0000 UTCThe notification for this definitely had me doing my Doechii breathing exercises 😮💨
Colleen
2025-02-10 21:53:22 +0000 UTCThis is the only moment I’m happy I’m not getting notifications 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Kalilea
2025-02-10 21:52:13 +0000 UTCThank you❤️
Aiza
2025-02-10 21:49:43 +0000 UTCno the tagssss… conflict 😭😩 i can’t wait to go home, lay in bed, and cry to this
⋆. 𐙚trina ⊹ ࣪ ˖
2025-02-10 21:48:56 +0000 UTComg k the title scared me
sapphire
2025-02-10 21:48:40 +0000 UTCi’m ngl this title scared me LMAO #team ABOLISH ellipsis
kennedy
2025-02-10 21:48:36 +0000 UTCHappy birthday 🥰
TheSweetForever
2025-02-10 21:48:06 +0000 UTCk i’m in tears already im not even 5 minutes in
Amy
2025-02-10 21:47:49 +0000 UTCWhy would you scare me like this?! I thought this was the end of our virtual relationship 🥹
TheSweetForever
2025-02-10 21:47:23 +0000 UTCK!! Now why would you try to bring me to tears at 5 in the afternoon???😩
KoffeeBeanss
2025-02-10 21:46:52 +0000 UTCThe notification of this just scared the 💩 out of me....it was just Kithaniels name and the title...
Kitten🐈⬛
2025-02-10 21:46:21 +0000 UTCI'm glad there's a "long distance" tag, because I thought someone had died 😅
Shenise
2025-02-10 21:46:04 +0000 UTCthe way my heart literally dropped when i saw the notification pop up on my screen...
maia
2025-02-10 21:45:41 +0000 UTCHey so descriptions like this make me cry 🥲👍🏼
K’s babygirl
2025-02-10 21:45:25 +0000 UTCThank you!!🤍
Aiza
2025-02-10 21:45:24 +0000 UTC“I burry my face into your shoulder, breathing you in”💔🥺 my Shayla
Aiza
2025-02-10 21:44:55 +0000 UTCoh this description already has me tearing up
harmony
2025-02-10 21:44:32 +0000 UTCperfect timing im just abt to get into bed (i will probably cry myself to sleep listening to this)
alisha
2025-02-10 21:43:41 +0000 UTChappy birthday!!🤍
morgan
2025-02-10 21:43:31 +0000 UTC1234 for the time!!🙌🏼
Aiza
2025-02-10 21:43:24 +0000 UTCOh so you plan on breaking my heart on valetine’s week?? Rude (i actually love angsty audios)
Mter26
2025-02-10 21:43:15 +0000 UTCI love a gut wrenching long distance audio😭❤️🩹 The description has me in tears already!! Ahhhh🥺 My heart is breaking😔
Aiza
2025-02-10 21:43:00 +0000 UTCare you trying to make us cry in the middle of the afternoon mr. k 🤨
nako niko
2025-02-10 21:42:53 +0000 UTCoh this is definitely gonna make me cry
Ally
2025-02-10 21:42:52 +0000 UTCAnother birthday audio, thank you K!
Aiza
2025-02-10 21:42:40 +0000 UTC
