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saying goodnight properly (sfx)

saying goodnight properly (sfx)

you were already fast asleep by the time i came to bed. you were curled around your pillow and sleeping so soundly that i couldn't bring myself to wake you. i give you a kiss and whisper, "i love you, goodnight," in your ear so you can just stay asleep. a few hours later, though, you wake to find me next to you with no recollection of me...

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saying goodnight properly (no sfx)

saying goodnight properly (no sfx)

you were already fast asleep by the time i came to bed. you were curled around your pillow and sleeping so soundly that i couldn't bring myself to wake you. i give you a kiss and whisper, "i love you, goodnight," in your ear so you can just stay asleep. a few hours later, though, you wake to find me next to you with no recollection of me...

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the reason i'm better is because of you

the reason i'm better is because of you

i wake up to the feeling of your hand on my forehead. i open my eyes and see you looking down at me, still worried about how i’m doing. i’m feeling so much better. i know i’ve been in rough shape the past couple of days, but i’m finally starting to feel like myself again. and honestly, the only reason i’m feeling better at all is becau...

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finally feeling better

hey beautiful,

just wanted to let you know that i’m finally starting to feel better. my voice is still a bit hoarse, but at least it’s back, and i’ve just posted the updated calendar. i’m going to start easing back into recording today, and i’m so excited to finally be able to get back to it.

thank you again for all your pa...

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under the weather update

hey beautiful,

just wanted to give you a quick update, i’ve been pretty sick the last couple of days and, honestly, i was really hoping i’d be feeling better by now but i’m still feeling absolutely awful. my voice is completely shot and i’m not in any shape to record yet.

i’m really sorry for the quiet lately. i know it’s...

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tv night: bluey s1e12, e13, e14, e15

tv night: bluey s1e12, e13, e14, e15

it's late and you don't want to go to bed just yet. you ask if we can watch a couple episodes of bluey before bed, and of course i say yes. let me cuddle up next to you, and we can watch a few episodes together. tonight we're watching bob bilby [s1e12], spy game [s1e13], takeaway [s1e14] and butterfly [s1e15].

What you will nee...

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catching you at your new vanity

catching you at your new vanity

i've been looking all over the house for my wallet, i must have left it somewhere. when i come into the bedroom to ask if you've seen it, i see you sitting at your brand new vanity, doing your makeup. i forget all about my search as my focus shifts to you. you've done so much with it, bringing over all your makeup, decorating it with little meme...

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calling me crying

calling me crying

i'm at work today when i feel my phone vibrate, and when i look down and see it's you, i know something must be up. you never call me during work. when i pick up the phone and hear your voice, all my suspicions are confirmed. i step outside for some privacy so i can hear exactly what's going on. when i hear the news, i feel the weight of it, and...

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by my side: one more before bed

by my side: one more before bed

it's a little after midnight and i'm in bed with you. you're exhausted, barely able to keep your eyes open, while i'm still watching videos for work. you really want me to go to bed, even though it's still somewhat early for me to sleep. i know you want me to get a good night's sleep, and i promise after this video i'll close my eyes and...

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june calendar

june calendar

hey beautiful, i'm finally starting to feel a bit better <3

youtube videos will come out Wednesday, Friday, Saturday, and Sunday at 3pm EST. 

the cutie series will be released on Mondays with two released on Monday the 23rd.

nsfws will be released on Sundays and Thursdays with a nsfw releas...

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Movie Night: Casablanca

Movie Night: Casablanca

i couldn't believe it when i saw it, that casablanca actually won this month for movie night. i love casablanca, there's something magical about this film that i can't explain. over the years it's become a comfort movie for me, something i can just put on in the background and enjoy whenever the moment strikes. so come close, grab something yumm...

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cuddling your headache away

cuddling your headache away

i catch you pacing back and forth, gripping your forehead. i know exactly what it is. your head's hurting again, isn't it? i pull you down onto the couch, putting your head onto my lap, seeing what if anything i can do to make the pain go away. close your eyes and just let me take care of you.

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the following morning (sfx)

the following morning (sfx)

you wake up still completely dressed from last night. you half remember what happened, you remember being out but as the night went on your memory gets a bit hazy. the only reason i went out was to hang out with you and there was no chance i was going to leave without making sure you were okay. you ended up coming home with me but nothin...

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the following morning (no sfx)

the following morning (no sfx)

you wake up still completely dressed from last night. you half remember what happened, you remember being out but as the night went on your memory gets a bit hazy. the only reason i went out was to hang out with you and there was no chance i was going to leave without making sure you were okay. you ended up coming home with me but nothin...

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put the phone down, princess

put the phone down, princess

i hear the soft tapping and can feel the glow coming off your screen. you're still awake. you swear to me you just woke up and picked up your phone to 'try' to go back to sleep. we both know your phone isn't going to help you with that. it's time to put it down, princess, come close, and actually try to sleep. i guarantee if you really try, you'...

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by my side: we don't want to wake up

by my side: we don't want to wake up

we're both exhausted this morning. you're barely even awake as you curl up into me, asking if we should make the attempt. i can tell you're still basically asleep, so it looks like we're getting at least five more minutes. then that five turns into ten, then more, and eventually, we do have to get up, even if we're still very, very sleep...

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post work out (no sfx)

post work out (no sfx)

we went to the gym together tonight, which was lovely. you felt much safer having me there to help you work out, and i thoroughly enjoyed the company. you were getting looks all night, and i know exactly why. i made sure everyone kept a respectful distance so you could just focus on yourself while you were there. now that we're home, i c...

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post work out (sfx)

post work out (sfx)

we went to the gym together tonight, which was lovely. you felt much safer having me there to help you work out, and i thoroughly enjoyed the company. you were getting looks all night, and i know exactly why. i made sure everyone kept a respectful distance so you could just focus on yourself while you were there. now that we're home, i c...

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your first kiss in your bedroom

your first kiss in your bedroom

i met your parents tonight, which was a major milestone for us. you were incredibly nervous about how the night would go, but i think you're pleasantly surprised by how it turned out. after dinner, we're wandering around your childhood home, and we stop to take a look at your bedroom. it hasn't changed a bit since you lived here, perfectly prese...

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your boyfriend builds a vanity for you

your boyfriend builds a vanity for you

ever since we moved into this apartment together, you've wanted one thing. for the longest time, we didn't think it would fit with our bedroom setup. but i decided to move some furniture around and made some space so a vanity could fit. i ordered the exact one i know you've been eyeing for some time, hopefully in the right color. my plan was to ...

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tv night: bluey s1e8, e9, e10, e11

tv night: bluey s1e8, e9, e10, e11

the way you were curled up in bed and the look on your face told me everything i needed to know. of course we can watch bluey together if that's what you want. lemme come into bed, cuddle up next to you and we can watch a few episodes together. tonight, we're watching fruit bat [s1e8], horsey ride [s1e9], hotel...

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undressing you (sfx)

undressing you (sfx)

i love the way you look naked. there's something really special about you that way, the way it's only mine, that i'm lucky enough to be the person you share it with. but beyond that, you are so incredibly sexy to me, every curve, every part of you that calls to me. it's a pull of wanting to be close, to be near, to be wrapped around you,...

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undressing you (no sfx)

undressing you (no sfx)

i love the way you look naked. there's something really special about you that way, the way it's only mine, that i'm lucky enough to be the person you share it with. but beyond that, you are so incredibly sexy to me, every curve, every part of you that calls to me. it's a pull of wanting to be close, to be near, to be wrapped around you,...

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coming home to your boyfriend in bed

coming home to your boyfriend in bed

you come home to find me asleep in bed, the tv light casting shadows against my sleeping form. you're exhausted, just getting off a nightmarishly long shift. the only thing you want right now is to undress and be in bed next to me. you hover by me, watching me sleep for a second too long, and i stir, my eyes opening to find you looking down at m...

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by my side: calming your anxiety

by my side: calming your anxiety

it’s one of those days again, you’re feeling anxious, not really able to pinpoint it to anything in particular, but you definitely feel it, which is always awful. i hate when you're feeling anxious. all i want to do is take it away. until it fades, i'll sit here beside you, my body wrapped around you, my weight pressed against you. i...

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you always get what you want (sfx)

you always get what you want (sfx)

you’ve been repeating it all day, that you never get what you want. we both know that’s not true. you’re just being cheeky, playing difficult because you know i think it’s cute. we were debating it earlier, but i think we both know the answer. more often than not, you get exactly what you want. but if that’s how you want to pla...

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you always get what you want (no sfx)

you always get what you want (no sfx)

you’ve been repeating it all day, that you never get what you want. we both know that’s not true. you’re just being cheeky, playing difficult because you know i think it’s cute. we were debating it earlier, but i think we both know the answer. more often than not, you get exactly what you want. but if that’s how you want to pla...

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late night study session

late night study session

we've been studying together for the past few weeks for this exam coming up. you've been so stressed out with this class, even though I feel like you have a handle on the material. it's the test, and I understand, I have test taking anxiety too but you know your stuff. how about this, if you get over a ninety percent on this upcoming test, we ca...

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eavesdropping on my phone call

eavesdropping on my phone call

you hear me on the phone with dave and immediately come into the room to overhear what’s going on. you're hoping we're talking about dave's girlfriend, and you were completely right. dave called me up to ask whether or not he should say a certain four letter word or if it’s still too soon. of course, you're over the moon and want to run off ...

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painting your nails for you

painting your nails for you

you walk into the room, holding bottles of nail polish in your hands. you look at me pouting, like what you're asking is a big favor, even though we both know i'll say yes. you settle beside me, stretching your legs across my lap, toes wiggling gently as i take your ankle in my hand. i take my time, painting slowly and carefully, doing my best. ...

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