i kinda ate with that thumbnail no?
references -- all videos dropped on the screen are also linked in here (they'll be carded on the youtube version ofc)
Music: ECLIPSE - Velvet Sunrise -
2025-08-24 17:00:10 +0000 UTC
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woke up on my first day off SICK. so sorry this is late.
August What I Watched (aural record/$5 tier)
monthly read and review (audio note/$3 tier and up)
i will edit the 3 hours of raw footage for The Reaper At The Gates and get it on this platform by the end of July - uh August or so help me<...
2025-08-02 23:40:53 +0000 UTC View Postcontent? on my patreon? more likely than you think.
i really love doing these because they illuminate how much more visually i could be thinking than i do the first time through. that being said - the visual aid in today's upload is a bit hungry. but we're working. we're thinking. we're prossibly rewriting the script. and doing i...
2025-07-30 17:00:14 +0000 UTC View Post
i could rename these to thirty minute thoughts but that's too much pressure
also yes that was a “B. Rad G” reference I tried to make. also also I realized while editing that I should’ve added that: the misogynoristic reactions of non-Black women like Huda are in part also fueled by the fact that they partner with self-hatin...
2025-07-20 22:00:07 +0000 UTC View Posti feel like every time i open my mouth to talk about content, there first comes a disclaimer about my unfortunate lack of free time. but i want to keep expectations (for you and myself!) realistic.
so while this is what's on the docket, all dates are subject to change.
June What I Watched (aural record/$5 tier)
the word of the day is “harrowing." i've got content banked up to record and edit, but so little time and much less energy. i hope you'll take this half scripted rambling review about one of social media's latest instigators of Disk Horse in the meantime.
CW, discussions of sexual assault: 13:45 -
good news: I'm starting a new (seasonal 😔) job tomorrow
bad news: executive dysfunction is beating my ass and I'm not as far on content as I would like to be ahead of this shift in my schedule. everything planned for this month is still coming but the timelines are a bit delayed.
we'll reevaluate in July, beloved but, i just wante...
2025-06-16 00:58:42 +0000 UTC View Posthappy Pride! remember to put sunscreen on 15 minutes prior to leaving the house, beloved.
as a bit of a personal update tambien, I took a week long trip in the middle of May and ya boi still a little discombobulated. but with the grace of Jupiter moving into Cancer, we will get this shit together.
May What I Watched ...
2025-06-01 16:00:16 +0000 UTC View Post
I read three, count ‘em three, books this month and tried to talk about them all equally. As you can see from the time stamps, I did a very good job.
Also totally forgot that I rate books when I read them so that’s below as well
0:32 - Carmilla by Joseph Sheridan Le Fanu
3.5 sexual awakenings out of 5
2:14 - The Ri...
2025-05-31 19:00:05 +0000 UTC View Post
the title is very much Still In Progress; but fresh off the cutting room floor is the early release for the next main channel video.
i edited this with enough time to make a separate uncensored version just for y'all!!
no resources link this time, this was brewed organically.
EDIT: it looks like there is a Pa...
2025-05-11 19:00:05 +0000 UTC View Postkwan kwan kwan kwankwankwaaaaan, welcome to May.
coming up this month:
April, What I Watched (aural record/$5 tier)
monthly read and review (audio note/$3 tier and up)
lol remember when i said we wouldn't be coming back to Ember in the Ashes for while? this time i mean it cause i've got four books...
2025-05-01 18:00:07 +0000 UTC View Post
chile this damn near blew up my laptop. CW for discussions of torture, genocide
timestamps:
5:55 - summary
1:20:35 - thoughts
1:35:35 - rating
sound effects from Zapsplat & Pixabay
no music cause we're trying something new/to avoid the aforementioned laptop explosion
i know i know "grandpa i'm tired of exploitation" well that's too damn bad
the world's shortest work in progress but, as i kinda detail at the end, i'm considering different ways to create which also involves the post/editing part of this process!
also Tay Zonday was right and we all laughed (this is in reference to my loud breathi...
2025-04-19 17:00:08 +0000 UTC View Post
you would've thought i was recording with my window open, goddamn
mentioned:
girl this is one big spoiler, my bad
rating: 22:05
2025-04-09 15:00:09 +0000 UTC View Postand we have won another battle (ie. made it through a hectic array of astrological nonsense)! welcome to april, beloved.
on the docket this month:
March, What I Watched (aural record/$5 tier)
striving to have this out by April 5/6
monthly read & review (audio note/$3 t...
2025-04-01 19:00:07 +0000 UTC View Post
i have a new found respect for Booktubers after recording and editing this special edition read & review. i mentioned this in the video but i'm only doing this Extra Version for Sabaa Tahir's series (currently). other read & reviews of one off books will be the usual podcast format.
also i'm sorry i recorded in my living room, the ...
2025-03-23 22:00:14 +0000 UTC View Post
the title is more of a suggestion than a solid structure but say hello to a new patreon exclusive form of content! this is very much in the spirit of my What I Watched videos for the aural record tier -- which is to say, kinda chaotic and full of me interrupting myself.
edited with a greater priority for listening pleasure than viewing, p...
2025-03-15 19:00:07 +0000 UTC View Post
recorded, edited and uploaded this within 2 hours - please clap. some would call this a glorified whatsapp audio message from a tipsy friend on a Sunday evening. i prefer the descriptor "impromptu media commentary."
*hit post so fast the audio hadn't finished uploading, sheesh
Mentioned:
did you remember to flip your wall calendar over to March yet, beloved? do you have a wall calendar? it's actually very help to be able to see the month, not on a screen. will i use it to schedule this month's planned slate of videos? now that you mention it, i should.
February What I Watched
"Ten" Minu...
2025-03-01 21:00:10 +0000 UTC View Post
we listen and we don't judge - or do, but just know i'm still reading
Rebekah Weatherspoon's Book Bundles
2025-02-25 01:21:50 +0000 UTC View Post
an after upload thought from the latest video
Article on Lucie Salhany (she originally worked for Fox; i said it backwards)
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like a real idiot i'm uploading this at the same time as the youtube version. by the time you see this, just know my laptop was hovering 6 feet off the ground to make it so.
∷ Eaton Fire Donation Spreadsheet: h...
2025-02-15 03:54:26 +0000 UTC View Postchile, not me forgetting the first of the month. happy federally acknowledged Black History Month y'all.
January What I Watched
i'm editing it right now! trying to get it out by tomorrow
early release: why we lost Black network TV
already recorded, just need to edit. my goal is ...
2025-02-04 18:46:25 +0000 UTC View Post
the amount of procrastination that had to be beaten back for this to be created is embarrasing
3:56 - the good
don't fear the reaper, date him
9:03 - the disappointing
20:26 - the surprising
a lil something new, something different. just reading through the list of nominations and giving my 2 cents on what i would've voted for vs predictions of what will actually win
alt title: No Music: O...
have others asked and answered this before? probably. but we're doing it again. enjoy this snippet from February's video.
also i'm sharing the resources page with y'all early; i'll be updating it re...
happy new year! i hope you all are safe and fulfilling any and all beginning of the year practices with ease and intention. i was hunkered in bed for warmth when it hit me that i hadn't update y'all yet.
so here is what's coming down the pipe for this, our first month of 2025:
December, What I Watched
I'm curr...
2025-01-01 22:38:04 +0000 UTC View Post
gee wiliker pete! this took a lot longer than I intended. 2025 I want to get fast enough at editing that I can give y'all an uncensored version (maybe with longer clips too? idk patreon upload speed is trash) but for now I bring you, the last video of 2024.
happy winter solstice!!
🜃 watching golden girls at a young age knocked aw...
2024-12-21 18:00:08 +0000 UTC View Posti've once again poorly arranged my time so this month is going to be InterestingTM.
here's what's planned for the last month of the year [cue airhorns]:
November, What I Watched:
pretty much written all the notes; I'm aiming to record and have this up by the end of the week.
December e...
2024-12-02 06:41:36 +0000 UTC View Post