Update + Updated October Upload Calendar!

hello hello!

first off, i want to say thank you so so so so much to all of you who left me a comment, or sent a message my way through here or discord after my last update. it truly means so much to me and i really really, from the bottom of my heart, thank you so much. the reason i posted that wasn't because i wanted anyone to feel sorry for me. i know a lot of people have far worse problems than me. i posted that because i was late on work and felt like i owed you all an explanation. my heart goes out to you if you too deal with mental illness or any other sort of issue in your life. your problems are just as valid and you deserve to find peace and happiness in your life just as much ♥️

i woke up this morning and had a notification from a motivation app on my phone that said "you are going to stay stuck if you don't confront your fear." and it just made me feel so motivated, so i worked out (bulgarian split squat squad where u at) and was finally able to record! i updated the calendar for this month to reflect the days i took off for my mental health and i'm confident i'm set for the rest of the month as far as recording.

i also want to point out that i usually do 3 patreon exclusives and 3 early access, and this month there are FOUR early access audios despite the fact that i'm doing a months work in a week and a half essentially. i want to do this because i really am so fucking grateful for all of you. a few of you also went out of your way to get me gifts for my birthday and stuff too and i swear you all make me feel so loved and so less lonely. i really really appreciate every single one of you guys.

i am also going to be doing a thing on my discord server from now till the end of november where i give away an audio to the most active patron in my server. i haven't announced it yet but basically we have a bot in the server that ranks all the users in the server based on how active they are and the patron who wins will get a 10 minute audio thing from me! so if you're interested in participating, all you have to do is literally talk in the server so don't forget to join!

i think that's all i have. i hope you guys are stoked for the rest of the month because i am.

thank you again for your support and kindness. it really does mean the world to me.

-m