Thank you so much for the messages / compliments / comments / criticism / advice. Got some distance. Borrowed another camera i'm actually comfortable with, shot some new stuff this week that turned out decent (i think); feeling a lot less dire about this.
Rage quit revoked, but still intending to fridge or indefinitely pause this patreon on dec 1st, while i work to change and improve some things. We'll see how this month goes...
Will be posting a couple sets today.