1/6/26 (No new episode this week..)

Hallo everynyan!

Here's the art i've been doing in my free time if there's even any free time.. sorry they're not that well done my shoulders been killing me so bad lately.. 😭😭 the worst part is that i dont think I can even finish the next episode by Friday so I might really have to take a week delay.. for it, im so sorry for being late again as always, i'm just so burnt out and i knowwww thats not an excuse i just hate that im mentioning it every freaking post like pls dont worry about me.. I just need a week hiatus to rest from drawing and i'll be back to normal soon.. I'm so sorry that the first art post of the year is me asking for a week hiatus but ... Let's just hope the rest of the year doesn't look like this, I really really just wanna focus on the webtoon for now..😭

I see so many artists doing the art summary for the year post and I've been thinking about doing one too but i really really hate looking back at my old art cause i barely see any improvements, half the time i just get reminded of how good my art looked before my shoulder and back started hurting and gets really sad how i'll never be able to draw like that again.. idk art summaries just makes me so depressed for some reason and it really adds to my hatred of my own art i feel like everything i draw sucks ass and i can't even paint properly or render anything well enough to sell as prints... I kept talking about how I'll do cons and make merch but in my opinion my art's really not good enough to kill trees over and i already feel like im scamming everybody by posting shitty doodles every week like IM SORRY THAT I APOLOGIZE SO MUCH.. I REALLY HATE BEING SO SELF DEPRECATING BUT I REALLY JUST DON'T FEEL GOOD ABOUT SELLING MY ART WHEN MY ART LOOKS LIKE THIS.. i hope i can improve more in 2026 😭..

But yeah.. tldr I'm taking a week off from posting art on patreon so I can work on the webtoon more.. I'm drawing way too slow and my back hurts so bad.. There won't be a Cherry Crush episode this week but it'll be back to normal starting next week.. I promise.. and I'm gonna stop doing the NSFW comics until I finish the webtoon, I'll still do the polls for the hole post like last month but long form nsfw comics will be put on hold until I actually get my shit together again, I really really apologize.. this is such a bad time for me and I'm still so grateful for your support as always.. thank you so much everyone for still being here during my flop era..😭 Also im sorry for missing your comments patreon really stopped showing me messages for like 3 weeks now and idk how to fix it...