We now celebrate milestones with whip cream.
I'm a very journey type person and honestly, I do stuff that I learn from experience and growth. I posted my first video on Yewtube with Demura and honestly, I didn't expect much but it went a whole different direction. I struggled with compromising what I want to do to meet guidelines or people's expectations but now I have a clear idea of what I want to do.
First, the corner that I record on is a corner. I'm pretty sure I made a video about how the corner was created but I'll probably make another one as a reminder. Some people think its my room or a closet but it's just a corner of my room.
PS: This is gonna be a long post
Due to the enclose space, my lightening and makeup look the best in this corner which is something I noticed while experimenting on different parts of my house. Therefore, I will stick with this corner. For this upcoming new year, I need to work on sound (this hasn't clicked for me yet but I'll get there). I don't like mic pumping and just like a lot of you, I do prefer lotion sounds. I will continue doing overhead stuff but I need a new tripod since my old one is broken.
I will not do nud3 stuff at all (this is something that's been in question). I like the idea of teasing and amateur content. I have been getting constant pressure from some people of complete nud3 and I don't want to go that route since it doesn't seem like me. Teasing is better for me so yes-things like pasties I like. Think of Dita von Teese.
I will not restrict myself to just red hair. I really struggle with keeping one hair color and I don't want to limit myself.
Lastly, Yewtube will be used as an advertising platform for me. There is no middle line or agreement when it comes to their guidelines. I think the reason why my main account took 7 months to go away is because I used an old account I created in 2014. I have a new main Yewtube account which is just been chatty and mouth sounds cause that is the safest videos to make and it will just stay like that so it can be a hub point but it will not be my main platform. If you see any other accounts then it just me trying to attract new people cause I already know the account will get taken down.
Right now, my main platform will be Patreon and X. I recently got approved for a Fansly so I will be working on that account in August.
Regardless, thank you all for your support and just making me feel comfortable with myself. With Demura, I have brought out sides of me that I didn't even know I have and honestly, I have no regrets in starting the character.
DB
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