I have something to tell you for a moment
Added 2024-09-06 00:30:28 +0000 UTCMy video upload has been delayed a lot lately, right?
The reason is that my mental state is not very good. It's because of Twitter.
My account has lost a lot of followers because of Search ban, which started in February. And there's not much time left to drop below 100k soon. So far, Search ban has not been solved
Still, I made the video with effort, but the exposure of the posts is getting lower and lower. As this situation continues, I don't feel confident and only have anxious thoughts when making a video.
When I see myself feeling lethargic because of this anxiety, I get so sad, I get a headache, and I don't even know what I'm doing... Did I do something wrong? I'm just doing what I like... Should I give up...?
But every time I get these gloomy thoughts, I see your comments.
I want to gain a little courage from watching all of you who have been watching, thinking, and liking me! Watching funny jokes or horny things makes me really happy!
I don't ever want to give up. I just want to try harder to see what you guys like. It would be very sad if my Twitter followers fell below 100k, but I think I've achieved my little goal. But... I'm going to get a little bit of a shock.
Thank you so much for always loving my Twitter and Patreon. I will gain confidence thinking about you guys and make a lot of videos!! And I'm sorry to keep you waiting
Comments
I beleive I feel u cuz I likewise expereince some ways. :0 Having a big followering before for just SFW, makes me temp to make a NSFW twitter account, just specially for those followers. Seems temping. Idk, maybe one day. Also yes, always happy and waiting patiently when u get well in general! < 3
Cylitrix
2025-01-20 02:17:54 +0000 UTCTry not to push yourself poka we all love you
TomahawkTricks1125
2024-09-26 07:25:18 +0000 UTCIt's always a lot of fun to see your posts, be it funny ones, tease one or horny ones, You seem like an enjoyable person to be around and fun to meet, i hope you will not give up !
Tinium
2024-09-14 18:10:43 +0000 UTCWe love ya, PoKa! π
Skampidoo
2024-09-07 01:32:16 +0000 UTCPoka your posts are something I look forward to they make me smile we ran into each other in vrc and you were fun to hang around then too no matter what you do we will support you because we care it's there lose really
Holo
2024-09-06 04:40:19 +0000 UTCHey, it ain't no rush to you Poka, you just keep doing what you want to do, and I'm sure either way well enjoy what you give us <3
Ashlley VonGore
2024-09-06 00:59:27 +0000 UTCPoka, your stuff is amazing! I always look forward to your content
I like art
2024-09-06 00:52:37 +0000 UTCLove ya poka your doing a great job so donβt let it get you down and keep pushing we are here to support you
Phantom Sage
2024-09-06 00:51:28 +0000 UTCYou got this poka your doing a fantastic job you can only do what you can do so donβt push yourself too hard
Polemos
2024-09-06 00:40:08 +0000 UTCIt's all good, Your mental health takes priority. Take as long as you like and we will enjoy what ever you decide to make.
Generalmadhater
2024-09-06 00:37:03 +0000 UTCKeep up the great work we love your vids πππ₯°π₯°
Balas
2024-09-06 00:34:40 +0000 UTCWe'll always be here to support you
Fraeya
2024-09-06 00:33:57 +0000 UTCYouβve always been an amazing sweetheart PoKa. Whatever you may do, you have people and friends that still support you βοΈ Miss ya, you cute dork π
Detective Zero
2024-09-06 00:33:56 +0000 UTCPoka I will always be here to support your awesome tits!
JAQK
2024-09-06 00:33:17 +0000 UTCWe understand sometimes we reach a moment where we feel stuck like we failed but you havenβt and I believe in youπ«ΆπΌ
Pablo Polanco
2024-09-06 00:32:11 +0000 UTCTake all the time you need we all support you
chris giering
2024-09-06 00:31:52 +0000 UTC