My Dearest Rival (Reese Version)
Added 2025-03-11 12:30:01 +0000 UTC
[Alternate Text: A header image of an off-white sheet of paper with a fancy fountain pen resting on its surface. The pen's tip appears closer to an arrowhead with how sharp it is. There are grooves along the pen's shaft like it was carved from obsidian rock. The title is: 'My Dearest Rival' in Edwardian style cursive font that retains a certain flowing elegance. ]
'Dear [Surname],'
'I hope this letter finds you as well as can be.'
'I am sorry for your loss, but I believe you have likely had your fill of that sentiment by now. I know that I have because myβ'
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My heart & soul are shredded like pineapple nowβ¦ I canβt even how why the pizza no so wrong so bad my beloved my lobster it hurtsβ¦π¨ππͺππͺβ οΈπ«πβ οΈππ΄β€οΈβπ©Ήππ¦π€β€οΈβπ₯
Stephanie
2025-03-12 08:44:15 +0000 UTCI'm on my hands and knees, augh π "glimpse of painstakingly color-coded paper" - on my second read I realized what that was supposed to be (I think). God, R Verner and their gigantic, sentimental heart that they keep hidden from everyone else.
Annabelle
2025-03-12 07:43:54 +0000 UTCI can't wait for MC to be able to comfort Reese eventually about the insecurity still lurking under there. James is so sweet and my MC loves him so much, he's so familiar and solid and safe, but Reese has been there for her almost as often, and something about being seen as better than everyone else to him helped with her self esteem, both growing up and in her adulthood. It still does. James was her best friend so of course he thought the world of her -- Reese had no reason to think so except that, well, maybe she was worth the attention. At least to him, anyway. I have so many thoughts about themmmm
Kiana Lee
2025-03-12 02:01:29 +0000 UTCThat insecurity about his connection to MC compared to James... π₯Ί
Notice me senpai~
2025-03-11 16:38:35 +0000 UTCI wish I could just gather them up in a hug along with J and never let go, the two of them are honestly the sweetest most awkward and self depreciating beans. I'm so glad that the MC goes back Fernweh, for better or worse the two of the really need them.
CinnamonSylvie
2025-03-11 13:31:30 +0000 UTCNeed to take them by their shoulders and shake all those bad thoughts out of them. And Aelsa, the angst was β¨οΈdeliciousβ¨οΈ (just like pineapple pizza /j)
Hedban
2025-03-11 13:25:47 +0000 UTCMY DEAREST RIVAL,$^,;%%^>>[;,???? Not even 3 words in and i already feel like i got shot 57 times in the chest I cant possibly be taken out on the TITLE This is a new low IM SO ILL DEVASTATED HES JUST A BABYYYYYYY THE SELF LOATHING IS UNREAL I NEED TO SHAKE THEM Trying to keep their composure even while completely alone, theres no audience BABY YOU DONT NEED TO PERFORM FOR ANYONE ELSE ITS NOT A WEAKNESS PLEASEEEEEEE ππππππ The furthest he has ever gone writing those letters and it was probably not even a whole page π BOLDING THE WORD RIVAL NOOO OH THIS IS SO VILE R has so much trust, faith and respect for the MC this is tearing me apart π LIKE NOOOO ITS NOT SELFISH TO MISS THEM OR TO WRITE THAT LETTER OR FEEL THAT WAY God its so crazy how R worries about being selfish when it comes to the MC Like R in Bloodletting wondering if it was selfish to still watch over the MC, and now this.... like babe i know you might have gotten the cruel candy on that stupid, ???infected candy bowl but you are far from it and i WILL NOT HEAR ANYONE ELSE ON THAT TOPIC You cant change my mind π 'I'm sorry for that too. For me.' Would you look at that You can actually pinpoint the moment my heart broke in two perfect halves, and the quarters and eighths Me having war flashbacks to that ???RO nightmare in book 1 like "You still could have done better; something that fits better with youβ¦" THERES NO DOING BETTER THERES NO APOLOGIZING FOR BEING YOU Im gonna kill him and then myself He makes me so sad R comparing their letters to Js..... oh okay πππ How their actual *friend* is doing things vs him a rival.... Also Ms Verner im sorry but we are legally mandated to square up idc idc VERNER LETS NOT GO THERE IT WOULD *NOT* HAVE BEEN BETTER IF YOU HAD DIED She hasnt even looked at them.....that hug is NOT making things better queen π«Ά The your friends in quotes.... THEYRE YOUR FRIENDS TOO STOP TRYING TO INSULATE YOURSELF BABY YOU ARE *KILLING* ME I feel so bad this is awesome, thank you Aelsa π
alex
2025-03-11 12:46:13 +0000 UTC