I was just sitting right now (before I drew this) and it felt good to just be sitting. Not meditating, not thinking, not being on my phone. Just sitting. I usually "just sit" right after I'm done crying but I didn't even need to cry right now.
I was just sitting and letting my eyes wander. Then I was staring at Maau snoozing next to me and then a bunch of thoughts flooded my head. Mostly about how cute he is and how lucky I am to have him and how much I'm gonna miss him when he dies. Yeah, it's a wide range of thoughts to happen within seconds. I hate the latter end of the thought spectrum.
Then I stopped thinking and started drawing him in the Notes App. He looks like a fat fish. A cat fish. A fat cat fish.
I'm also feeling a little unwell. Fever and bodyache. Taking meds. Hopefully I feel better by the end of the week. Thank you for reading. Off to bed now bye bye π€Έπ½ββοΈππ¦ποΈπ‘