Itโs been a couple of years since I last looked at them, I think. Itโs almost been 4 years since I was there but it still feels so fresh in a lot of ways.
Iโve been doing a lot of work on Violapse this week and it's been Really Good. I had a breakthrough in the writing that solved a lot of the problems Iโve been having and Iโm just feeling really motivated to work on it in general so you can expect some content for that soon (finally omg..)
I think the reason why I looked at them is because I didnโt want to lose sight of why Iโm making Violapse in the first place. As a reminder of where I was but also of how far Iโve come.
In more ways than Iโd like to admit, I define myself by what happened to me. I donโt talk about it often because I know people would think itโs very ugly but Iโm incredibly motivated by spite.
I want to be successful because I want to make myself untouchable. I want to be safe. But also because I want him to see how much Iโve built for myself and know that nothing he ever did to me could break me.