Are You Trying Turning Me Into A Sissy

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Chapter 52 - Salon opens  

Mary came back to work the next week and I took her through her first day to show her a couple of changes that had been made and let her get settled.  

The rest of the week was spent getting the new salon ready for the opening on Friday.  

Most of the work was done by Jess and myself, with the new apprentice helping out one of the days. I turned up in jeans the first day and again Jess marvelled at how I had managed to get them on. 

I didn't like trousers but there were times when they were the only solution.  We got dirty that day.  The following day I did not want to wear a skirt as it would be impractical and the jeans were dirty.  I decided to wear exercise gear, black leggings and a top with trainers.  

I noticed Victoria giving me a funny look before she left but she did not comment.  When I got to the salon Jess was already there, "Holy shit!  That is indecent." 

 "What are you talking about?" 

 "Well those trousers or whatever you call them are tight fitting and you must have had that top before you had them," she pointed to my chest.  

"It is a bit tight but will be fine." 

 "It will be fine for you but let's hope that there are no men around or there are going to be erection issues.  And I think that your bum and hips look bigger too."  

"They are a little filled out.  The top is okay isn't it?" 

"Oh it's okay but there is a possibility you may be indecently assaulted."

 "By who, workmen?" 

 "Maybe by me.  Shit, you are sex on legs."  

"Don't be stupid.  You and Victoria are both real beauties."  

"I will not argue with you but I think that you need to understand that you just look so sexy.  Haven't you seen how people look at you?"  

"Yes but so what?"  

"Lissa, at some point someone, probably a guy, is going to come on to you so I strongly suggest that you need to think about that."  

"Not a girl?"  

"No, girls don't work like that.  But don't rule me out."  

"You know that is not an option." 

 "More's the pity." 

 "But you like girls."  

"What do you think that you look like?  A fucking hot girl.  One with a bit extra.  I never said that I didn't like a man's sexual equipment, the problem is what it is attached to.  

Look cards on the table, I don't know who I would rather fuck, you or Victoria but neither is likely to happen."  

We got on with the work and things were going well when we decided to stop for coffee.  

"Come on upstairs."  

We went into Jess's flat and she put the kettle on.  "I see that you have been doing some cleaning and eating here by the looks of things."  

"I stayed here last night." 

 "But you weren't moving in until Sunday."  

"I had a bust-up with my dad last night.  

He's not happy about me moving out, thinks that I am going to behave like a hooker and will end up pregnant.  The real issue is that he will have to fend for himself.  He threw something at me and I grabbed a few clothes and bailed out.  

I went to the supermarket, got a few groceries, a microwave meal and some crockery and came here.  I used the new bed.  It's fab."  "Glad that you like it." 

 "Only problem it's big and empty."  "You will have the space to find someone without having to worry about having to go home."  "I'm an ungrateful cow, but you're right."   

 The opening went well and there were a few clients over the weekend.  We had two part-time women who dealt with the older clientele but also two young girls who Jess knew through college and they were much trendier and likely to draw the clientele that we were aiming for.  

Jess moved her stuff and got settled that weekend and her flat was looking great by Sunday evening.  

It took a couple of weeks before the salon became busy and it was clear that it was going to be a success.  

Jess was in her element as a senior stylist and everyone deferred to her, she was so talented.  I just made sure things ran smoothly.  

A few weeks later Victoria and I were in a local restaurant, nothing fancy, but neither of us wanted to cook.  

We were talking about the salon and Victoria's work.  

She had to go back to Manchester for a few days work and was going to see Gina again.  Victoria looked serious.  "How are you doing?" 

"Business is good, so fine."  "I meant you.  

How is this?"  She pointed at me. 

 "I feel great.  I love how I look and how I feel.  I'm glad that I did this, that we did this.  It feels right.  I know that there has to be something wrong.  

I have never felt that I was born in the wrong body but I know that I feel right looking and dressing like this. 

The heels, the make-up, the hair, everything."  "The breasts?"  

"Yes those too.  You know how sensitive they are and you like playing with them."  "Yes I do and the other part.  You have to keep that."  

"I never thought about doing anything else." 

"What else would you like to do?  Do you wish that they were bigger? More tattoos, I don't know." 

 "I admit that they seemed huge, too big to start with, and that they could not really have been bigger without complications but I would have liked that.  

Nothing that I want to change.  I have thought about tattoos but no decisions as yet."  

"What about Jess's idea for eyeliner?  What about getting them pierced like mine?" 

 "Could I do that?" 

"Which?  You could do both." 

 The conversation was interrupted as a man with a young girl appeared at the side of our table. 

 "I'm sorry to interrupt but I thought that I would say 'Hi' as I was leaving." 

 "Hi, Clive.  Hello, you know Victoria.  Victoria you remember Clive."  

"Of course, nice to see you again.  Who is this young lady?" 

 "This is Karen my daughter.  Her mother is out at a function this evening and I'm enjoying some quality time with Karen."  

The girl was quite tall and beautifully dressed in a nice dress and jacket.  Her blond hair fell in waves down her back.  

She had very pale colouring which emphasised her huge pale blue eyes and very pink lips. I'm not an expert on young girls but I suspected that this one was going to break hearts in a few years.  

"Have you had ice cream Karen?" 

 "No, I said that I was too full, but I'm not anymore."  

"Why don't you join us for a coffee and I can treat Karen to a sundae."  

"Thank you, Victoria."  They sat with us.  Karen was quite taken with Victoria.  "You are very kind and very pretty.  I like your earrings.  

My mum won't let me get them pierced.  She says that I'm too young.  Do you think so?" 

 "Thank you. You are very pretty as well and I think that your mum is right."  "I like your bracelets."  She stroked Victoria's arm.  Victoria unfastened a silver chain that had two small pink stones on it and fastened it around Karen's wrist.  It went round twice.  

"There that looks lovely and better than earrings."  

"Look, Daddy, do you see?"  

"Yes, but you have to give it back to the lady."  

"Actually Clive, she doesn't.  I have lots of jewelry and she is so delighted with it.  It is a pleasure to give it to her."  

"Victoria that is very generous of you.  Karen, what do you say?"  

She put her arms around Victoria's neck and hugged her.  

"Thank you, Victoria, may I call you Victoria?"  

"Yes, you can, now let's deal with this sundae."  

Victoria and Karen chatted like old friends.  Clive was telling me about business and then said, "Would you do me a favor?  I have a function to attend and need a date." 

 "Me? A date that's not...  I mean, no I can't go with you."  

"When is it?" asked Victoria.  

"A week on Friday in Sheffield."  

"She will go with you and be your date.  Text her the details.  No, text me the details."  Clive and Karen left soon after that. "She is adorable.  

Just for a minute, I thought that I would like to have had a daughter like that and then realized that an hour might be fun, but forever would be too much."  

"What were you thinking?  Me going to a function with Clive."  

"Actually he said that it was a 'date'.  It will be fun, you're friends, he likes you and has supported you."  

"But not a date." 

"Look we were talking about this earlier.  You look like, live like, and behave like a woman.  You need to do some other things.  Go on this date and enjoy it."

  "But ....?"  "But what?  He likes you.  Actually, he is intrigued by you.  He cannot really believe that you are Chris or were Chris.  Go and enjoy it."  "But ...." 

 "If you say 'but' one more time I will thump you.  Do you think he is going to want a blow job or to fuck you?" 

 "Keep your voice down.  I don't think that he would want that."  

"Actually, he is a guy, he would want a blow job.  You just need to use your wiles.  It will do you no harm to learn how to deal with that. Unless of course, you want to give him a blow job."  

"Don't be stupid." 

 "Look I don't know.  You have gone through some real changes and there must be mixed-up emotions in you.  I would not encourage you but I would not discourage you either.  You might learn something."  She lowered her voice. 

 "In any case, we know that you like the taste you have eaten enough of it." 

 "Yes, mine from you."  

I have no idea what happened for the rest of the dinner or journey home. I could not get that idea out of my head.  It vanished when we got home and went to bed.  I ate Victoria out and then fucked her.  Then I ate her out again.  When she had come down a little she said, "See you do like the taste." 

 "But that would be unfaithful.  What would you do that night?" 

 "I would go out for dinner with Jess.  Maybe we could find a couple of guys to give blow jobs to and maybe we could feel each other's tits."  "I thought you told me not to use that word."  

"I did.  But now I'm horny again and I need you to stick some fingers in my cunt."  I was astonished.  

Victoria did not use that language but I did as I was asked.  She became quickly aroused and then said, "Put it all in, fist me, please, please, push it in right now."  

I pushed forward tentatively.  

"Oh shove, push now, please." 

 I shoved and in it went.  

"Oh yes, push it back and forth, and lick my clit. Don't be so gentle."  

Afterwards, we lay side by side.  

"Thank you.  I love having you inside me and cleaning me and everything but now and again I need that.  I feel so full and dirty and excited and I cum so hard.  I know that you worry about hurting me, but you don't, well only in a good way. 

 The feeling of being stretched is incredible I love it." 

 "I worry that it could damage you."  

"I have seen videos and you don't need to worry.  Some women have taken two fists inside them." 

"No!"  "Yes.  There is a lot on the internet.  There is anal fisting, girls and guys taking it.  Some show a fist in each and one even shows a fist in the anal passage and two in the vagina."  "But you would not want that, would you?" 

 "I'd like to try two fists."  

"What really?"  

"Yes.  I would and now is as good a time as ever.  I can imagine Jess sucking on my nipples and you giving Clive a blow job.  Get the lube from the drawer." 

 I was in shock.  I got the lube and managed to gently work my left hand back inside.  

I probed with the fingers of my right hand and Victoria kept encouraging me and asking for more.  I managed to get almost all of the way in when she screamed and came and asked me to stop." 

 "Are you okay did I hurt you?"  "No, the hurt is a good part of it.  I came so hard and it was so erotic. I think that it may take time to manage two hands."  

"You want to try that again?"  I was amazed.  

"Oh, we are going to try until we manage it, rest assured of that."  

"You are turning into a pervert."  

"Listen to the man with tits.  Sorry!"  She was quiet for a while and then spoke again, "I saw a video and the woman had her outer lips pierced." 

 "I am assuming that you mean the lips between her legs." 

 "Yes, sorry.  She had a couple of rings on each side. 

 In one of the videos, she had pulled them right back and fastened ribbons holding herself open.  I thought that it was really slutty."  "You thought that it was slutty but you have also thought about getting it done haven't you."  

"Yes but have not finally decided yet."  

Over the next week, we practiced our technique.  

We never got both hands fully inside because Victoria's climaxes were so violent.  After a couple of days, Victoria produced a butt plug.  She certainly enjoyed having that inside her whilst being fisted. 

 This was something that she had just acquired.  It was longer and wider than the butt plugs that we owned.  It was clear that she loved this type of sex and it was quite something to know that I was causing it and seeing it gave me pleasure as well.    

Chapter 53 - Victoria goes away.

Victoria left early on Wednesday morning to catch her train.  She had business meetings and was staying with Gina until Monday.  Her parting words were, "be ready for me Monday night, I will need a heavy session. I have not gone without sex for this long since I was last away and I was climbing the walls then.  After work that day Jess took me out for dinner.  

We discussed Victoria being away and my big night out on Friday.  

"Why don't you stay with me tonight?  I've never had an overnight guest and have stayed with you plenty of times."  

When we left the restaurant we had to pass my house so I popped in to get a change of clothes.  

We chatted for a while and then headed for bed.  This was a new experience for me.  When I came out of the bathroom Jess was already in bed. 

 I climbed in behind her only to find her naked.  

"Let me cuddle up to you."  She moved backwards.  

"Are you shy?"  "What do you mean?" I asked puzzled.  

"You have a shirt on and I've never seen them since you had them done."  I pulled the shirt off and Jess rolled to face me.  She stared at my breasts and I watched her.  She was fascinated.  "Can I touch them?"  

"Is that a good idea?"  

"Yes," she reached out and very gently ran her hands over my new breasts and touched a nipple.  I thought that I was going to explode.  

She moved her hand away and said, "Thank you.  I'd love suck on them but guess that is a bad idea."  She was sitting up and I could see hers including her rings and the chain. 

 "Victoria said that you had talked about getting them done like this," indicating the piercings.  "It was mentioned in passing." 

 "She wants you to get it done."  

"How do you know?"  

"She told me stupid.  She also told me that she was thinking about getting some other piercings."  "She mentioned that as well?"  "Yes, very few secrets.  I have looked up some of the stuff that she had been checking out.  I think that I might have it done as well." 

"What exactly did she say that she had been looking up?"  "She had seen the piercings when she was investigating fisting and she was looking that up because I told her about it."  "I see."  But I did not say anymore.  

"I know that you know the story about me.  Don't be so shocked I'm a big girl now.  Go to sleep and cuddle me.  I love you."  

She leaned over and kissed me and rolled away spooning me.  This girl was amazing.  It was so comfortable here beside her.  This was an odd lifestyle that we were living. 

 She was not asleep as I found out when she pulled on my left wrist that was under her and placed it right on her left breast. 

 "That's better, goodnight."  Jess was up sharp and going down to open the salon.  I was finishing coffee and told her that I had a couple of things that I wanted to check in the accounts for Julie who was coming over later that day.   

Jess, I left Melissa to sort out whatever she was doing and went and opened up. Our first customer was in and I was checking some stock when Julie arrived, "Good morning.  Quiet still?"  

"Next client is in half an hour and then busy all day.  Would you like a coffee?"  We were heading for the kitchen when Melissa walked in.  It was obvious that she had just come from my flat. 

 "Oh, hi Julie.  I was expecting you later." 

 "What the?  Have you slept here all night?"  I was annoyed.  

"Yes, she has, why?" 

"Victoria is away and you two spend the night together.  You both told me that there was nothing going on.  

Does Victoria know?"  "I doubt if Victoria knows that Lissa and I slept together in my bed last night but then neither of us has spoken to her today.  Nothing is going on.  It's not the first time we have slept together."  

"What?"  

"Chill.  We slept in the same bed.  We did not and never have had sex. I've slept with Victoria as well but in the same bed.  We are all friends.  I know that may seem odd to you but stop being judgemental."  

An hour later Julie was leaving and I decided to wind her up a bit more because I was still angry at her.  

"By the way, I will be sleeping with Lissa again tonight, but in her bed."  Melissa and I laughed at the look on her face as she stormed out.  "I hope that is okay. 

 I'll cook for us tonight.  I promise that I will behave as well."    Melissa  That evening we spoke to Victoria on the phone after dinner and Jess told her about our previous evening and Julies ranting. 

 "I'll call her but you two do need to behave." 

 Jess laughed, "But we have no idea what you and Gina are up to.  You could be out picking up guys, giving blow jobs in a glory hole or fisting each other like sluts."  I was stunned. 

 "None of those things, it's quiet here."  The call ended.  

"What the hell was that?"  

"Well, they could have been doing any of those things.  But I would have been annoyed."  

"Why?"  Victoria doing it behind your back and leaving me out of it?" 

"What?"  

"Lissa, do you only know questions that start with a W?  Have you never read or watched porn?  You can't imagine Victoria picking up random guys and going to a glory hole, can you? I can't either.  Actually, I can imagine it and it turns me on but I could never do it, and neither could she." 

"What?" 

 "I knew it was another W question.  Come on let's get another drink."  

We went to bed early and as we were getting ready Jess said, "Thank you for holding me last night.  Please do the same again."  

"But I had my hand there."  I indicated her breast.  

"Yes, you did.  So, same again unless you want to do something else." 

"Like what?"  "Go to sleep with one in your mouth," she laughed.  

"Very tempting."  We did go to sleep as she suggested.  It was lovely.  

I woke up in the middle of the night to find that I was lying on my right side and Jess was spooned right behind me.  

Both of her hands were on my breasts.  It felt good but I fell asleep again.  Over coffee, Jess asked, "Can I help you to get ready for your date with Clive tonight?"  "It's not a date."  I was defensive.  

"Looks like a date to me.  I'd like to stay over as well if that's okay. Unless of course, you are not planning on coming home." 

 "I will be home, but it would be nice if you were here."    

Jess did my hair at the salon before we headed back to my home.  She did my make-up and helped me to dress.  

Stockings, underwear, and a beige dress that showed cleavage.  It was cut down the back almost as far as the top of my panties.  

Victoria had bought this dress so that it displayed my butterflies and my cleavage.  It was slit above the knee on both sides.  I was stunned about two things.  

Firstly I looked so incredible and I loved the look.  

Second Jess and Victoria had planned the outfit.  I threw a wrap over my shoulders and checked my clutch bag.  

Make-up, spare stockings, wallet, phone tampons, and several condoms. 

 I looked at Jess.  "It's just to make sure that you are ready for all eventualities. And you might need these to mop up something."  She handed me a small pack of tissues. 

 I was scared to ask what she meant but I suspected that I understood the inference.  

Clive had said that he would send a car for me but he was there at the door.  I have to say that he looked really good in his dinner suit. 

"Wow, you look fabulous. I am going to be the talk of the evening with a beautiful woman on my arm.  Hi Jess."  

"Just make sure that you get her home to me in one piece.  Don't do anything that I would."  We chatted in the car and when we arrived Clive was the perfect gent.  

He took me by the elbow to the function room and to the bar.  He introduced me to several people and stood close to me with a hand on my waist.  

He was dragged off by a business associate and left me with a couple that I had been introduced to.  Then the man disappeared and his partner asked how long we had known each other. 

"I've known Clive for a few years and did some work with him a while back." 

 "What do you do?" 

 "I run a hair salon and do some accountancy work.  You?" 

 "I'm a housewife, school runs, soccer practice.  Do the two of you see much of each other?" 

 "Not really.  We bumped into each other a couple of weeks ago and he invited me along."  

"Do you do your own hair?"  I did not give much thought to my answer.  

"No, my girlfriend did it for me this evening."  

"Ah, girlfriend."  

"Yes, a friend who is a girl and who works with me."  

"Sorry, I thought .. I don't know what I thought, I'm a nosey cow.  It's nothing to do with me."  "Don't worry about it.  Come let's go and find the men." 

 We found the men and went to dinner.  It was lovely.  The conversation was lively as well.  Clive was attentive, perhaps a little more than he needed to be.  After dinner, we danced.  

He was good and I was thoroughly enjoying myself.  During one very slow number, I felt something.  "Have you forgotten that I did not always look like this?"  

"No, I have not.  To be honest I have watched you all evening and I cannot believe that you and Chris are one and the same person even though I know that you are.  I am dancing with a gorgeous woman and that has turned me on, hence the eh...."  He did not finish that sentence.  

"Why did you ask me?" 

 "When I bumped into you I felt that it was destiny.  

I had been trying to pluck up the courage to call you anyway." 

 "Really.  What do you expect?"  

"I expect nothing except your company and having a stunner on my arm does my ego no harm at all. 

 I know that you are happily married, even if your lifestyle is a little off of mainstream."  

"Good that is all settled.  Let's have a good evening and a blow job later and all will be great."  I walked away back to the table.  

He followed.  

"Did you say....?"  

"What?  "A blow job?" 

 "Must be something wrong with your hearing."  

I danced a lot and with lots of guys.  Victoria and Jess were correct, I was very popular.  My ass was stroked and squeezed quite a lot.  I know that it was wrong but I liked it.  We were late leaving and in the car, I thanked Clive for a lovely evening.  

"You were good company, I thank you." 

 "No blow job though." 

 "No I was kidding and in any case remember what I am really.  You wouldn't want one would you now?  "Actually I would and I have thought about it several times and I would not care."  

"Sorry to disappoint you."  

"Would you go out with me again if I asked and the occasion arose?"  "Perhaps?  It would depend on what, where, and why."  The car drew up outside the house.  I leaned over and kissed him and as I did so touched his leg.  Actually, something else got in the way.  I gave it a light squeeze and said, "Goodnight, sweet dreams."  Despite the fact that it was after 2am Jess was waiting, she had been sleeping on the couch.  

"Well, how was it? Did he try it on?  Did you do anything?  Come on tell me."  I told her about the evening in detail, "Sorry nothing happened.  I need to be faithful to my two girls." 

 "You've been very faithful to one of them and left the other one having to fantasize.  Come let's get to bed so that you can hold my tits again."  That was how we slept.  I woke with an erection.  Jess noticed, "Now that looks interesting.  I could kiss it or we could find a place to hide it." 

And she grinned at me. 

 "We could do both of those things but we are not going to, now get a move on or I'll spank you."  She threw herself on top of the bedcovers with her backside up in the air and pulled a pillow under her. 

 "That sounds like fun.  Spank me and then we can move on to other fun stuff."  Her backside was beautiful and I was tempted but I went to make coffee.    

Jess and I went to work and had a very busy day.  

Once again she came home with me.  We ate and only had a single glass of wine as I had decided to cut back a little.  We talked about news issues and speculated about what Victoria was up to. 

 "I have no idea but she had been friends with Gina for a long time."  "But Gina had split up from her partner.  

How do you know that she isn't out clubbing and on the pull?"  "I don't, but I trust her and she trusts me."  Jess nuzzled beside me whilst we watched a film.  

During the last part of the film, my mind wandered.  

I was lying here on my couch with a beautiful girl and we were cuddling as close as Victoria and I would have been.  I knew that I could so easily have taken this girl to bed although I was not sure if she felt the same despite her teasing.  

I realized that I loved her, not as a sister it was much more than that.  We went to bed early and cuddled again. I must have rolled away from Jess and something woke me.  I opened one eye, and I saw the bedside alarm. 

 I could only have been asleep for 10 or 15 minutes.  Jess was breathing heavily and realized that she was playing with herself.  

I was about to speak but decided to remain silent and through narrowed eye lids I watched her.  She was feeling her nipples and playing between her legs whilst struggling to stay silent.  She did not really manage it and realized that I was watching her. "Sorry," she said as she blushed. 

 "I doubt if you are sorry, maybe embarrassed at being caught but it was very sexy to watch," I leaned over and kissed her and then rolled onto my side facing away from her.  She wrapped her arms around me.  

Moments later she moved and finding my erection said, "Nice to know that you were turned on by it.  Good night."  I whispered good night in reply and then fell asleep somewhat humiliated.    

It was not mentioned the following morning.  After breakfast, we dressed and went for a walk, fed ducks, did some window shopping, and relaxed in the company of each other.  Just like a normal couple.  

I spoke to Victoria that evening and she promised that we would make up for her having been away the following evening.  Jess and I slept in the same bed again that night and we cuddled.  

As I fell asleep it occurred to me that it was no different to sharing a bed with Victoria except there was no sex.    

Victoria and I chatted about her trip over a light dinner before she dragged me through to the bedroom.  We were lying in each other's arms when she said, "Did Jess sleep in this bed every night?" 

 "All except the first night."  

"Where was she then?"  

"We slept at hers and Julie arrived the next morning and realized that we had slept in the flat.  She was not amused but Jess told her not to be nosey." 

 "I knew that she had been here as I could smell her scent.  Did you behave?" 

 "I did nothing with her except hold her." 

 "I've done that and it's not that innocent." 

 "I did catch her playing with herself one evening," and described what I had seen.  "Was she embarrassed?" 

 "A little.  Are you angry?" 

 "No."  

She was quiet and then followed up with, "Perhaps a little jealous."  "Because she and I were in the same bed?"  "No, funnily enough not because of that.  This is a bit difficult.  I was jealous because it was not me sleeping next to her."