metalfox

Monthly updates and thank you's

Added 2015-06-23 22:03:31 +0000 UTC

I wanted to give you some more updates on things. As you've noticed it's been more quiet on the patreon shared folder. But there's been lot of work done in the background.

I've also dropped some of the commissions from the list since I've had so much stress about the real life things. I felt like I couldn't deliver as well as I wanted to. Been seeking for jobs but, yeah. You know how hard it is to land a job right now no matter where you live.

So every cent I've gotten from you I've been saving for a bad day. I can't thank you enough from the bottom of my heart.

I've done some trailer work behind the scenes when I've taken time off from doing commission work. I'm still aiming to do it. I've gotten hold of some people who can help in doing some voice overs if needed.

I don't like to complain much, but I'll open a bit to you all. I suffer from kind of PTSD sort of symptoms. (anxiety disorder) could be the diagnosis as well. I've suffered alot from it since I decided to move in with my mate a bit over a year ago. I basicly feel well when I'm alone at home but I really crumble when there's another person around me all the time. Could be also hypersensitivity or something like that. Basicly I'm constantly anxious what's going to happen next, am I needed somewhere... did I forgot the dishes and so on.

I'm from a family where my dad used to abuse my mother, moved from a stepfamily to another. Alchohol, no food and no money. It made me stronger but it also has had an effect on my mental well being. But you're all helping me piece myself back together in a way.

So when I need a break I'll let you know, don't ever feel obligated to pay your share if you're in a pinch or just don't feel like it right now.

If I'd be here all for money, I would not do this. I've now saved about the same amount I used to get monthly from the job I needed to quit because I couldn't mentally take it anymore.

You're asking in what time?

About two years.

And I'm still happy either way. Thanks everyone!