Sort of, maybe, important (life?) update

HEY! so, the usual to start with, although i did warned this would happen, content slowed down once again. Learning japanese has gotten harder, so i had to focus on that but... that's not the only thing.

I don't actually know if this affects anything, if it will change something depending on what your feedback is or not, but i feel like i need to let you guys know so i don't think this just by myself. even if you don't reply or see this, i think doing this at least would help me a little clar things up for myself. speaking my thoughs.

It will sound like i'm retiring or something but that's not the case, just want to clarify that, because it does sounds like it.

For the past 2 or so months, my schedule has been: work on the mornings, go to classes and work on nights. and that has been a pretty good schedule for my way of being. the issue is that for most of that time, i haven't actually been working mainly on porn.

As some, if not just a couple of you might remember, i had started a SFW project a couple of years ago, probably 4 or 5? (briefly anounced probably just last year) although it was conceptualized around 6 or 7 years ago. That was my side passion project, but latelly, as things had been coming together there, i have feel motivated to work more on it. neglecting my content here, hence the actual reason for the lack of content (... that i feel is the case, i remember some of you telling me is actually around a normal degree of updates)

The thing is. I any serious "hobby", you spend a lot of money in it, and making a game isn't cheap, normally. And being NSFW my only source of income kinds of sucks consideriing i have to work on it to get income to work on what i'm actually wanting to work on... not that i don't want to work on nsfw, in fact, i have a little animation coming soon. But i want this passion project to see the light of day. sooner than later. i don't feel like it's a passion project anymore but a proper project.

But i don't want to stop making NSFW, so you see the conflict i have.

I have noticed how most of my work hours are spent on this project rather than nsfw and even commissions, if i'm honest... Yet i don't want to stop.

While i do have unfinished business with the animal girl hotline series, i already told you i'll stop doing those collabs after i'm done with the series. making it easy on my schedule, but... that's at best 2-3 years from now if i get to animate the whole thing. by then my student visa will be over and have to figure out either enter an university or work somewhere to get to stay in japan, which i don't want to leave.

That added to the recent stuff with idiots making life impossible for adult creators, it doesn't make it better exactly. A "good" thing about that for me is that i'm in japan, transitioning to japan banks, using japanese websites, so soon enough i'll be free of this pressure of some day being absolutley fucked onen last time.

All this to say that, i'm PLANNING (not deciding) on perhaps changing my work methods. not giving in and doing sfw only, but leave nsfw as mostly commissions, making them be always open, while i also open a............... patreon........... for updates on this no-longer-passion project. as well as maybe sfw commissions as well.

I don't know, genuenly, i don't know what to do exactly, and it's fortunately not in a bad way (yet, at least) but stressful nonetheless.

So that's just about it.

I want to finish my passion project that's not NSFW

I want to finish the animal girl hotline series

I want to keep commissions open

I want to be able to at least have some revenue from comming from my SFW project...

Yet, not sure if this will lead to anything. i don't know if from tomorrow onwards i'll update you with daily NSFW content, like this post didn't even happen. I don't know, i'm confused

But i'm perfectly fine, and i'll be better once the transition is over, where i won't have to worry about credit cards or some puritan trying to fuck me like they have been doing in europe and fellow crators.

PS: my sfw project is actually this https://x.com/GsTanukiProject just noticed i didn't plugged it, despite not posting anything there for ages, the idea is to restart soon enough