Betrothed to the sun (diary, selfies, videos)

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Great TV series https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rI55SRM6uhs

Some Malaysian music is so good https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JE1S8-e7J8k

Diary. The equation I am = I am. I am what I am. The first part is what I really am in reality, and the second part is my ideas about myself. These two parts must match. The second part should not contain additional identifying, elements, codes. ... Metaphor. Magnetic star in space. She (or It)))) moves freely as long as she is what she is. Every particle in space has its own unique code that generates unique magnetism. Unique code and unique magnetism give absolute freedom from everything else in space. If you write someone's third-party, someone else's code in your mind, you lose your freedom and begin to attract elements from the external environment. The magnetic star will attract foreign particles and build a prison around itself. ... I am a self-aware belief system. ... How to determine the presence of external codes? The answer is repetitive images in consciousness. What comes back in consciousness constantly and strains or torments - this is the external code. The psyche is like a body trying to reject the alien element. ... The image of my body. Body shape. I need to understand that the body is not my property, but the property of the Earth, it is a child of the Earth. The body was given to me for rent, not like property. Like a car for rent. The strongest values ​​and virtues hide the most important blind spots in the psyche. When you extol something in yourself and celebrate and are proud, you are unlikely to analyze it and peer into it. For me it is the value of the health of the body and the body itself. Appreciating the body and wanting to possess it, appropriating it to yourself are two different things. It is very easy to encode an algorithm of possession in your mind when you do not understand this difference and do not know what you really are and what you are not. Let go of everything. Do not wish to possess anything. It's enough for me to have myself. I can interact with everything, but not to possess. Don't need anything, because NEED means you lost your freedom. When there is «Need» (addiction and dependence)  there will be no «Appreciate» (love and freedom).