Sabine Esmeray

Entering my fuchsia demon era

Added 2024-01-13 16:36:10 +0000 UTC

She was always a part of my soul, locked away deep inside. I could always hear whispers of her song, feel her dancing inside my heart, but I was terrified to let her out. When I finally followed the melody and walked into my darkness, I learned how much I needed her. She is so beautiful and she deserved to be free. She is a goddess of fearless creativity and love and I never realized how little I was living until I fully embraced her. It occurred to me that I was never afraid of her, I was afraid of what people would do to her. But when I took her hand and we became one, none of those fears seemed logical. Everything we do, we do with love, and with that magic, no one can touch us.

This is a self portrait of the color of my soul, and my favorite dice! Listening to Hiatus Kaiyote and basking in the happiness and creativity that being unapologetically authentic brings.

I’m not afraid to be myself anymore and that makes me so happy and my heart so full I could cry.

I always drew the woman I wanted to be, the woman inside me. But now I am her and it feels fucking incredible.