I have no clue what to title this? News? Update? Information? Where Have I been?
Added 2025-02-07 02:04:59 +0000 UTCOK so this is going to be quite a long post to be honest. If you read it all then you will know basically everything that I have been up to since my last post. But to try to have a bit of a bulletpoint thing of what I will be covering:
1. What progress has been done on the next MH update?
2. Why has there been no news or info for such a long time?
3. What did I do during this whole time?
4. Plans for going forward.
So onto the first topic:
As I have said before this update is going to take awhile as it is needs an entire new town, and multiple new areas created for it.
During the beginning of the game I mostly just used premade maps and edited them a bit here and there to try to give a feel for what I was going for but really not much of it was made from scratch.
I originally never had any plans for making maps from scratch, but after a mapper joined up with me and I promised the house remodel thing, I really liked the idea of making maps from scratch, then that person just ghosted me so I had to learn how to make it all myself. Which I think I did a pretty alright job at that. No where near as good as a professional 3D modeler could do but the best I could using the tools that I knew how to use. So that means going forward all maps will be made custom. which takes FOREVER! I can usually make around a room per 8 hours of work. I am not sure how will that translates to making a city map. But I was able to get a basic model for the Migurd Village done in a day. But I REALLY done like it. I can not figure out how to make proper hills and rocks and stuff like that. So I basically just looked at an image of what one of the houses looked like. Tried to find a model for a turtle shell, just the shell part, realized that model does not exist in the mods I have, looked for multiple hours online and still couldn't find one said FUCK IT a giant clam shell gives the same vibes so I'll use that. Tried taking a Sand pile and making it massive to act like a sand hill realized that plan wouldn't work as I could not link 2 of those together properly to give a top of the hill vibe (Rokari's house is meant to be at the top of a hill if you didn't know....)
I then built the house underneath the clam shell idea and was like damn that looks like shit... but kinda close.... so fuck it for now move on to something else. I then grabbed a premade desert map threw a bunch of those houses around it and some premade shack models and was like fuck it for now that works, but I will want to come back and fix it at some point. But since for this update the Village area itself isn't going to be featured much it doesn't matter to much.
Currently my only planned interactions for inside village itself is the player seeing some migurds doing their little popping telepathic thing off in the distance while making their way to Rokari's house while carrying...um spoilers there but carrying someone.... The vast majority of the time spent in this update will be in the city or in Rokari's house itself. The village will only be a transitional map that doesn't matter too much right now.
The same for the battlefield map, which is why I haven't started that yet. So here is my todo list thing for the maps I need to make for the update and where I am on them.
Maps I need to make for the new update:
Teleport Area Forest - Done - Feb 3rd 2025
Teleport Area Desert - Done - Feb 4th 2025
War Torn battle area - Not Started
Rokary Town - Done - Feb 5th 2025
Inside of Rokary's House - Done - Feb 6th 2025
Town Area to walk through and add some NPCs in.
(Needs to be rather large with alleys, shops, merchants) - This area is started But no where near done as it is a HUGE area. Needs to be around 3-4x of the last city map area.
Atofe's Castle (Need an exterior + a few navigational interior maps + Boss Room Map) - Not started
Obviously after the maps I need to actually get the images and put characters in places and code and all that so making the maps is LITERALLY only step 1.
But it is the most time consuming step for me. I hope to have these all done in the next week, with (Ambitious) hopes of having them done sometime this weekend, which is probably impossible to do unless I revert back to the working 20 hours a day schedule I had before...
Though I do have plans on using some of the premade cities maps that are in the game for certain areas of the town. To be honest it is kinda difficult to try to explain how the idea would work.... BUT lets try and you all can let me know if it made sense.
So basically all of the moveable areas in the game are essentially first person perspective camera angles that I save so I can go back to them, I then put a model in front of the camera and pose them moving them and the camera around to give an idea of movement. Make sense?
So there are some premade city maps that bits and pieces of them give a vibe of what I am going for so I feel like I can do a bit of cheating and have some areas like the back alleys, dock, shops, and market area just be made from premade maps and kinda stitch it all together.
Kinda like how the main city in the first part of the game is actually 3 different city maps stuck together and only uses a couple of spots from each city map. Does that make sense? Point is I can get the entire city map done in a day or 2 that way or around a 2 weeks if I make it from scratch...
One of the biggest issues I am going to be facing while making this next update is my broken keyboard. (Yea it's still broken...) Around 25% of the keys on my keyboard don't work on the first press and since one of the keys that almost NEVER works is the left arrow key I can't just go back and ix thingsI instead have to delete the sentence and retype it, making things like even this post taking far too long, and I know the main part of making the game the coding part is going to SUCK because of it. But it is what it is gotta move on and keep working on it.
SO now onto the 2nd point of this post. Why haven't I posted any updates in such a long time? To be honest it is a combination of things. At first it was burn out. That hit me hard and fast, I was taking that break to work on finding a job, which I was never able to do by the way. Then I was ashamed that I had not posted in so long.
After that I was upset with myself, then I told myself well I need to take some time away from it anyways to cure the burn out. And I will come back feeling better.
So after 2 weeks of not really doing too much my nephew wanted to play Black Ops 6 with me, since it had just come out he bought it for me for my birthday. I then told myself well once I get the Nebula camo (The top weapon camo in the Zombies mode) Then I will go back to working on MH.
Finished that. Then it was Once I hit Prestige Master I go back to working on it.... Did that, Went and checked the f95zone comments and saw a bunch of rude and mean comments which made me even more demotivated. So I changed it to when I get the Dark Matter Camo maybe then I will go back to it.Finished that by the end of November.... I still kept having those comments in my head. For the record to this day I still have not went back to f95zone to see what has been posted since. Like do you have any idea that when you go out of your way to open and honest with everyone. To be told "Your a Liar, you're just like all the other Devs, money hungry lazy and a piece of shit"
Like I was busting my ass DAILY and thats how people felt about me.... What the fuck is the point in any of this then...? So I just took some more time off. There were a few days here and there that I tried to get back to work.
But I do have severe anxiety and depression issues so it is difficult for me sometimes to even get motivated. But I tried mapping things here and there, never anything worth keeping at all, but still everytime I attempted it I kept thinking about those comments.
Which made me want to stop. This carried on throughout all of December. I debated just shutting everything down permanently but I remembered the fact that I haven't finished Her Fall yet. I made a commitment to complete that game in full. And I damn well will. Even if everyone hates it I don't care I always keep my word.
So why am I not working on that game instead? Honestly because it would be over to quickly, and I am trying to get myself to stay motivated again like I used to be. So after that, in January I had no interest in working on either game yet, I started just playing mobile games like a lot. Like A LOT A LOT.
I made 2 more free to play alt accounts for Bleach Brave Souls, I started playing Solo Leveling Arise again, and made a new alt account for it. I was still playing Eversoul, and Master of Garden off and on depending on how I felt that day. Depression fucking sucks idk if any of you struggle with it.
But combined with Anxiety its a bitch. Basically your too depressed to be motivated but when you want to be motivated to too anxious about what people will think that you lock up and freeze. So after all of that what made me decide to give this a try again? I got to the point that I was so bored of gaming,like the new zombies map came out I played it twice was like... well this sucks.. I then went on to play Car Mechanic Simulator for 10 hours a day and that was when I realized.... If I have all of my alt accounts on games planned out that I have 10 hours a day left over where I am doing literally nothing but watching youtube while I play a fucking mechanics simulator I can at least do something productive, seeing as how I still have yet to find a job, I may as well at least do something productive with that time, which is when I was like well..... I can give it a try? And then anxiety clamped down on me as soon as got to the part where I would make a post on patreon. To let people know I was working on it again.
Which is why I have been working on it for the last 3 days without telling anyone. It took me 3 days to work up the guts to even type this out. Which for the record I am tying out in a .txt document on my VS Code program because I still have not worked up the guts to even open up patreon yet because I am stressing that I will see comments from upset people.
As you can see the f95zone thing fucked me up a bit. To be honest I don't know if I will be posting anything there for a bit.
OK so I think that about covers points 2 and 3. Why I havent said anything and what I have been up to.
No onto what's Next? When should you expect an update? and all of that.
Well let's see how this post goes first. Because I have a few options available to me at the moment. I can A. Just buckle down and get this new town and castle area finished then start getting the images and start coding it all right away. And quite possibly have the big update out before the end of february.
OR I can make a patch that only adds some new positions/remade scenes (That is still bugging me that those are not done yet.) But that would only take me realistically a couple of days to make that update. Since I already have most of the code there it would just be adding new code for new positions. The remade stuff would just be swapping images and video files. OR I can just focus on writing the story for the last 2 updates for Her Fall and spend 2 weeks finishing that game completely. That is something I need to figure out for myself. But my current plan is to get the maps done for at least the first part of the demon continent.
While I am getting that done I am also going to be taking in any feedback you want to give me on here. Then making a decision based on that. Though I do plan on doing a few scenes for the patrons here soon, because I feel like a dick for not making those in so long.
So now I will send some images of the maps I have done over the last 3 days, and some ideas for premade map area ideas I can use for external locations for the city.
Outside of the Forest Teleport Ruins - Inside is done as well but all teleport ruins inside will be the same so I will post that below
Outside of Desert Ruins Teleport Location
Teleport Ruins Inside
Migurd Village - BETA NEEDS TO LOOK BETTER BEFORE I ACTUALLY PUT IT IN THE GAME!!! I need to add some walls, fences, remove some of the buildings to free up space, and make a farmland type of gardening area. But this is what I have for it so far.
Overview of Rokari's House - This is what I spent 10 hours on today. I actually like how this turned out. Apparently I am better at interiors, than Exterior maps...
Looking Left after walking inside
Looking Right
Straight Ahead
Looking down
Opposite Side of the Room angle
Ok now here are some of those premade town maps that I was looking at to take some locations from for the huge city map. 
I figure some of these external areas could work for things like the Dock area, Alley area, Inn Exterior, Guild Office (Demon Continent) Exterior, and the Market area. What do you think?
Comments
Ok. 2 Issues. 1. We do not kink shame in any way shape or form on my page. Why? Because just so you know to the people that like the NTR stuff they also think that people that into Harem stuff is disgusting. But do you see them calling you out or taking shit to you based on your comment? No. Does that mean they are not here and reading what you write? also No I am sure they are. See the thing is There may only be 350 members of this Patreon but more than half of them are actually here for the Her Fall game and not the Mushoku Harem game. So see that puts me in a situation. Continue making content that over half of audience likes and appreciates, or ignore them completely, well ignoring half of ones audience sounds pretty dumb so probably best to give them something right? So whats the solution? Simple continue making 2 games at once as it is good for me so I dont burn out as easy. and its good for the audience too. 2nd thing do not try to tell me what I think about more. Because I go out of my way constantly thinking about both sides like im in the middle of a fucking gang war and trying to keep the peace between both of yall. See the solution for you is simple. If you enjoy one game but don't like the other, dont play it. There is no need to hate on it. Or try to act like a little bitch, which lets be real that is exactly what you are doing. I literally just said a few days ago about my issues with commenters just like you and you go and do this, why? To try to get under my skin? Nah mate fuck that. So you can fuck right off. Am I getting way to heated over a dumb ass nonsense comment that I also could just as easily have ignored? Yea. But there is a difference this isnt you talking shit on a public forum, this is you coming to my patreon to do it. Thats like coming into someones house and trying to call them a bitch. Shows nothing but disrepect. And you were acting like you were trying to hype up the people that would read your comment. Notice anything? No one said or did anything? Yea because they know better. There have only been 2 times I have gotten truly shitty at anyone during my history of making these games and funny story both times has been defending people. I have said it multiple times. Because someone likes NTR that doesnt make them a bad person, hell most NTR enjoyers are not into getting cucked, but being the one cucking someone else. Yea that is still NTR. All forms of cheating in any way shape or form is NTR. Though I have also spent quite a bit of time defending people like you from the other people. Because see here is something you probably didn't realize.. Mushoku Harem is a game that walks a very tight line. If I did not age up the characters like I did, then anyone that liked the game could very easily be called a Lolicon which is much MUCH worse than some random dude who likes NTR. Like we are talking prison for life touching minors kinda sick fucks. But again did you see anyone be rude or mean to you about your preferences? No, because I try to foster acceptance here. Generally the people that Prefer one game will reply or heart things about one game, while completely different users will comment or heart things for the other game. Now onto one last thing. See MH has enough content stored up in the storyline to continue for a couple of years. But what do you think I should do when its over? Not start a new game? See as a developer I try to make as many people happy as I possibly can. While being fully aware 1 game can never make everyone happy. But I can do 2 games at once and split the audience and try to please 2 of the largest groups at the same time. The only audiences I really am unable to help with my games is stuff for the LGBTQ homies as I have no existing knowledge in that area. As a straight dude the best I could even attempt to do would be to try to make some sort of Lesbian stuff, but as a straight dude that would more than likely just offend someone rather that get them into it so whats the point in that. Then the only only group I really cant do much for is the furry group. Thats something that doesn't do it for me so I have no idea where to begin with that. Heck I bring in friends that are furries just to read over the stuff written by Linia and Pursena just to make sure it works as that is kinda furry adjascent. But yea. Enough of all of that. The ranting and raving and all of that is done. Look bro simple stuff if you are not tolerant to other people leave. No one needs that hate here. Other than that. Just chill and feel free to let me know what you think about stuff. Contrary to popular opinion I can take criticism but I will defend my player base, both of them, yea that means you to. From each other. So at this point I have said everything I need to say either 1. Fuck off or 2. chill vibes homie. if you cant choose one, I will be start silencing you by deleting every comment you make at all that has hate speech on here or on F95. But I am also choosing not to delete this first comment so you can see that I did have the option to just remove it but choose to leave it there for you.
Timothy Jenkins
2025-02-16 21:12:10 +0000 UTC"So why am I not working on that game instead? Honestly because it would be over to quickly, and I am trying to get myself to stay motivated again like I used to be." Gross. Bro really cares about NTR more then anything else huh. Even thinking about making another NTR game, wait till F95 hears about that one. SMH
Charlie Brown
2025-02-14 14:22:06 +0000 UTCThanks for the insight into your sex life. I'll definitely be looking at your games differently now :D I'd rather not ask any more questions just to be sure. I'll let you work.
24ron24
2025-02-13 00:13:24 +0000 UTCI had an ex move across the US, cheat on me, get pregnant, then tried to get me to raise her kid. - I left her, I then started dating the girl next door. We were together for 2 years. After we broke up she got with a different dude, and kept calling and messaging me. She would tell me he was better in bed than I was, had a bigger dick than I did so on and so on. - I ended up meeting up with her, since I knew everything about her and how to get her off. I ended up fucking her, and nutting inside her, on her boyfriends bed, and leaving right after she had multiple squirting orgasms. Telling her hmm.. Seems he wasnt that good. And never talked her again. I then went on a sex binge where me and one my best friends had a bet - Who could meet and fuck the most girls in a week. The only rule was they could not be anyone we already knew. He won the bet. But I still fucked 8 girls that week and had my first 3 some. After that happened I moved out of my parents place, and moved in with one of my best friends. Started talking to chicks on myspace(Remember that.. god I'm old lol.) I had a couple different girls I was chatting with, deciding which one I wanted to try to make a move on. I ended up picking this chick that was 19 and a mother of an infant baby. We dated for a few months our relationship was weird. Like the first night I went literally just to hang out we ended up fucking. But before that happened she wanted me to tell her that I loved her. Weird right? But it got her going so whatever. Our relationship became a thing of I would spend the weekends at her house with almost the entire weekend being nothing but sex and maybe 2 hours a night of sleep? That got old pretty quickly but I mean she was hot and not like normal girl hot, but like model hot. So I was willing to put up with a lot lol. We ended up breaking up over the dumbest shit to, it was over Eminem, the rapper. She knew I didn't like Eminem but played his music one day just to get a reaction out of me, but when I started humming along she said I clearly had to be lying about not liking him, and didn't want to be with a liar....really that was why we broke up. Then I got bored and decided I wanted to get with a virgin for the fun and challenge of it. Mainly just to see how long it would take for me to get into her pants. Answer 2 months btw. She and I were both 21, and we used to go to school together. So it was crazy that she was still a virgin. During that 2 months that we were dating the super hot ex came back and wanted to get back together, apparently she left me to get back with the father of her child which was why we had the dumb argument in the first place. But as I was already a man on a mission to see how long it would take to corrupt a virgin, I told her sorry but no. And stayed with the virgin, who ended up getting pregnant the first time we had sex, which is why I have a daughter that a lot of people do not know about. We stayed together for 5 years and eventually I ended up breaking things off. And somewhere in all of that story there was a few gfs I didnt mention, ones that I had multiple 3 somes with MMF and FFM 3 somes. Had sex with 1 very overweight chick because I was mad. Basically the story behind that is there was this incredibly attractive chick that I was friends with but we just stayed friends, I never made any moves because I was like she is WAY to hot for me. But we did do damn near everything but actually have sex, like felt each other up, massages, she gave me a BJ, among other smaller things like showering together and getting drunk and making out. But one day she ended up fucking my best friend, I was PISSED that she chose him and not me so I fucked her best friend. Which is the story on how I banged a fat chick out of spite. The worst part is - Or best part depending on how you look at it? After they finished she came into the room while I was still inside her friend, and got upset because apparently he was terrible in bed and she said she should have gotten with me since she knew I was better. Side note - I banged her 18 year old younger sister before which is how she knew that. As she was complaining that was when I nutted inside her friend lol it was a hilarious story. So yea MORAL OF THE STORY is I have plenty of personal experience to pull from to make stories feel more "real" and things I have no personal experience in feel fake. Which is why if I dont have experience in an area I tend to avoid it, even if I don't judge people no matter what they are in to. But yea basically in my life I went through multiple man whore phases, a mr steal to girl phase, a sharing phase, and just about everything in between but I have never had any experience with getting off to someone else with my girl. The only thing close to that would be the ex that tried to make me jealous so I fucked her in her boyfriends bed. Which is a win in my book lol.
Timothy Jenkins
2025-02-12 23:26:29 +0000 UTCRoadmap is like this: - MH Demon Continent Update #1 - Her Fall Final Update - MH Demon Continent Update #2 - In between these updates I will be doing research on Unity. I have ideas on making a new game but I would like to attempt something in 3D Engine. So Unity or something Similar. - MH Demon Continent Update #3 - Around this point I should have enough info to either make an alpha of a new game or at the very least a dev preview kinda thing - MH Demon Continent Update #4 - And around here I would like to have (Depending on how the learning process goes.) Either an Update 1 or Alpha build ready for the new game. I know working on 2 games seems weird to a lot of people. The best way to look at it is like this. If you do the exact same thing everyday it leads to burnout. Which is why its a good thing to be able to bounce between projects. I know Hagren wants to create an entirely new game from scratch and we were discussing that. Then there was also a commenter on F95zone that messaged me awhile back asking me if I was ever going to make another NTR based game in the future. She said she wanted to work as a writer for the story for that. So I have been debating it. I don't mind the NTR concept depending on what form of NTR content we are talking about. Sharing - I have no issue with Being the one stealing the chick - I have no issue with Playing as the female character and cheating - I have no issue with. Playing as a male character and cheating - I have no issue with. Playing as a male character and enjoying when your gf cheats on you, sissyfication, getting cucked, that whole genre of type of game. - I have no interest in making at all as I do not enjoy that type of content. Why does that matter if I enjoy the content? Mainly lets be real here, when I am reading a story if I don't think its hot I can tell the author wasn't into it either, as they are describing things in a way that sounds like they don't understand it at all. Does that make sense? Like idk kinda like they are just going through the motions pretending about something? Sorry idk a better way to put that into words. So when I write things I try to write about things that I find hot. That way the characters react in a way that feels natural. I often am pulling from my own history when I write sexual content. Which is why I have made jokes about turning my own history into a game as I think a lot of people would like it. I mean let's go over some IRL stuff in my life that could easily be turned into a game: Deleted the rest of this as it was a HUGE reply already and didnt want to make it too much. But if you want to read it I am adding underneath in a separate comment, but yea its long. Long story short just the TLDR version: I have been with 27 ladies in my life, and had multiple long and short relationships ranging from 2 months to 5 years.
Timothy Jenkins
2025-02-12 23:26:16 +0000 UTCOMG man, chill chill :D Thank you very much for monstrous answer. I admit I'm a little lost. Will you release part 1 of MH and then Her Fall complete, or will you release all 4 parts of MH and then Her Fall complete? I have time, I'm happy to wait, don't worry. It's important that it's finished, because I'm curious and I'm certainly not alone in wondering how the whole thing will turn out with Misaki and Ryou.
24ron24
2025-02-12 19:19:17 +0000 UTCI have decided that I am going to release the first Demon Continent update for MH first. Why? Because the Demon Continent content will spread across 4 updates with the 1st one being the largest in terms of laying the groundwork, code, and all of that. Making an entire new world map city, buildings, interiors, battles, introducing new characters, and all of that. Which I can then build upon that easier with the following 3 updates. BUT with Her Fall it has 2 total updates left until it is completely done. I am probably going to compress that into 1 update. NOT make it smaller or anything but just make 2 updates worth of story and scenes and all that in 1 update since people have waited so long for it. I want to finish it with a bang. So I will start the work on that update as soon as I finish this update for MH. The final Her Fall update will have Chapter 10 part 2, Chapter 10 Part 3, and the Gallery Update all in one. So expect that to be rather large. But in terms of how long that will take to make? About the same amount of time it will take to make this MH update. As each MH update has as much if not more content per update than Her Fall does. I mean Her Fall updates have more animations usually but the coding, scripting, and dialogues in Her Fall is only like 1/10th of MH. So it balances out lol. I think I can safely say I can finish the MH update within the next 3 weeks, But I also do not want to give an exact date and then feel bad if I can not achieve that date. But right now that is what I am aiming for. I have around half the dialogue for the update written, and I am literally right now writing out the bulletpoints and organizing my thoughts for the rest of it to plan out what will happen and when, so that I can write the rest of the update. During writing I am making little notes like Camera should be looking at X with Y in the background, so on and so forth to make getting the Images and Animations faster. Once I have all of the images, I can then make the imagebuttons, which are used to move around the world. After the buttons are done, I have to code them into the game, drop in the dialogues, tell Renpy "When you see this line of dialogue, show this image". Then it will be around 75% complete as I will still need to code things, like the new battles, new region ranking, and all of that stuff. But then it will just be testing and release. Thats when I already have the vast majority of the map making done. If you wanted to know why Her Fall is so much easier, its the no imagebuttons, no world to move around in, no extra things like a summoning system or battles to be accounted for, its just write the dialogue, get the images and videos made, and then the step with renpy when you see this dialogue show this image. Thats basically it. The hardest part WOULD be making the gallery but as I already coded one for MH I am just going to be essentially copying and pasting that ones code. Then editing it a bit so I can do things like... Show only scenes that X person is in. And NTR/Futa, on or off so it knows which scene to show. So that wont be anywhere near as much work when it comes to the coding side of things. or even the world building and ideas phase, as I already have a bulletpoints list written out for how Her Falls Chapter 10 part 2 and part 3 go. Which I made when I made Chapter 10 Part 1. I know that this is A LOT of info so most people will probably TLDR this comment but it should have all the info you should need if your a fan of either game.
Timothy Jenkins
2025-02-12 18:59:07 +0000 UTCI'm also glad you're feeling better. Personally, I'd like you to finish Her Fall since you're so close to the end. But as someone else has said, do what you feel like doing. That's the most important thing, I think. Good luck.
24ron24
2025-02-12 11:08:56 +0000 UTCI won't say anything in particular, I'm just glad you've recovered from your problems. For work, do what you feel like doing and move on! I wish u good work!
Chris 19
2025-02-07 02:34:30 +0000 UTC
