I want to weep.
Added 2024-10-31 15:31:17 +0000 UTCAs you all know, my friend have gone far away. I have felt responsible for my lack of strength
And about Gaijin. I also found out that I cannot conclude a partenership with them. My motivation for the game has dropped and I have become severely depressed.
My heart is in tatters, but I am still enduring.
I started Youtube for the first time in March of this year and have been making videos ever since. At that time, I was happy to be able to express my art in videos.
However, recently my videos quality has been declining. Especially the art quality was terrible.
Many people must have been disappointed.
I was a Youtube newbie and did not have a deep understanding of the algorithm.
I subconsciously lost confidence and did not know what I was making videos for.
And I didn't even enjoy drawing.
I decided to be objective.
First, I thought carefully about the composition. I don't compromise.
As a result, my last video had twice as much engagement as usual.
When I gained confidence, I realized that, come to think of it, today was Halloween.
I wanted to see what would happen if I draw in a state of increased confidence.
I was able to draw art I really wanted to draw. And in a short time.
I also learned that the more highlights in a video, the better.
Confidence is essential to create something.
I hope to make it with that in mind in the future.
Thanks for reading this.
Comments
my inner demon: blud, gg for exam
Leopard 2A7
2024-12-16 10:35:04 +0000 UTCyou two have mental problems (on my honesty), i can draw insanely quick but same problem: VOR WAS? (and thats why i work as a game dev)
Leopard 2A7
2024-12-16 10:34:01 +0000 UTC私は初期の頃からあなたの動画を見てきました、最近もよくコメントさせていただいています。私はこれまで生きてきて嫌がらせを沢山受けたことがあります、でもどんなに辛くても、私のことを支えてくれる人がいてくれたから今こうやっています。私はあなたにとってその支える人になりたいと思っています。私はあなたのことを応援しているので、これからも無理をせず頑張ってください。新しい動画や絵を投稿してくれたら私はいつでも訪れます。辛くなったなら支えている私たちを思い出してください！
みかん 07
2024-11-02 05:18:31 +0000 UTCYour quality of drawings is only improving though, don't take haters too serious
Александр Пономарёв
2024-11-01 08:20:00 +0000 UTCReta, we will support you no matter what. I hope you will continue to improve and everything works out for you. You became our second Daebom and we are grateful to you for that. Take care yourself
Soria
2024-11-01 05:52:47 +0000 UTCDo what you can do, Reta. We're here to support you. If people are disappointed, that's them, not you or us here. You can't satisfy everyone, and you shouldn't. That's too much of a burden for any single person to make. If there's a voice in the back of your mind telling you that you'll never be good enough, remember that you're the one in control. Your inner demon wants to make you upset, not happy. Do your best. That's what all of us are doing. We're rooting for you, Reta.
FreelanceZero
2024-11-01 03:27:15 +0000 UTCI know something about daebom, if you want to know I can tell you. You can DM me, I don't want others to know
Martin
2024-10-31 21:11:13 +0000 UTCHey do not worry about it, and remember we are all here to support you in any way you need, things will get better.
BirdOS
2024-10-31 18:28:24 +0000 UTCI agree, and I hope so too, Honestly we are all here, to help or even play, Games are a way to distract yourself
Christetia Land
2024-10-31 18:00:27 +0000 UTCI assume that "your friend" is Daebom, i miss him too I always liked your drawings and animations, you aren't obligated to give people what they want Youtube isn't an easy place, for anyone. I hope that you and Dae will be able to find a place that you find yourself safe in I couldn't do anything for Dae, but if you want i can try to help you, in any possible way i can, you can DM me or anything, and i'll be listening
Oshida_BCF
2024-10-31 17:15:50 +0000 UTCTake plenty of rest. Your talent and hard work are truly worthy of the success you've achieved, so stay confident! I'll always be here to support you!
西水峪一
2024-10-31 16:31:14 +0000 UTC絵師さんとして活動している上自分の腕に満足いかない時は沢山あると思います。ですが私達がそれに不満を抱く心配は不要です。 人間辛い時、スランプに陥る時なんで沢山あります。そんな時は気分転換が大事だと思います。いつもとは違う事をやってみて一度気持ちをさっぱりさせるのはいかがですか？ 支持者の方々を満足させなければいけないという気分は分かりますが、結局その責任感に押し潰されてしまっては元も子もありません。マイペースに、自分がやりたい事をやった方が良いかと思います。 私達はいつも通り次の作品を楽しみに待っています。それが明日、来週、来月だろうと楽しみに待っています。なので今は少し自分を落ち着かせ、少し絵描きとゲーム以外に何かやってみたりして、本当に自分を取り戻してから次の作品を描けば良いと思います。 いつも応援しています。頑張ってください。
BKSWN
2024-10-31 16:16:15 +0000 UTCNah, Beautiful dreams in your drawings, the important thing is determination when you draw, Remember draw and Create what you like to do, don't force yourself to do it, Think about what you like, and Publish, You don't have to make war thunder drawings, it can do other things too... we'll still like it in the end
Christetia Land
2024-10-31 15:56:00 +0000 UTCWe are all here for you, your content is amazing, keep on going!
Lord_Daniel_DE
2024-10-31 15:41:22 +0000 UTCDoes anyone know what happened to daebom? Will he come back?
Martin
2024-10-31 15:36:40 +0000 UTCI like your style of art, and love how you implement it into your videos. I will say, it is more fun when you enjoy it 😊
SuperNick
2024-10-31 15:33:18 +0000 UTC
