Over time, I found myself powerless against the onslaught of obsessive and forbidden sexual fantasies that enveloped my mind like misty shadows. I was ashamed of them, feeling a burning fire of embarrassment every time they broke through to the surface of my subconscious, piercing my inner silence with a whisper of secret desires. This prompted me to register on a very specific dating site dedicated to the world of S&M and create a profile reflecting my hidden desires. I endowed my alter ego with those traits that I was afraid to express in real life, turning into an image capable of awakening the most secret fantasies.