Golden Mask - Susanna Mercado
Added 2024-11-18 11:47:30 +0000 UTCBut there was one more significant BUT, which inspired me with deep insecurity and made me feel my inner inferiority. I was fascinated by the theme of BDSM, strict restraint and control, this world, shrouded in mystery, beckoned with its unknown. The image of a woman submissively kneeling before a strong man who could read her most secret desires without words, captivated me. In my fantasies, I saw myself chained, naked, with a feeling of complete vulnerability and submission, under his unyielding power, when he used me only for his pleasure. It was an indelible, firmly entrenched image that was repeated over and over in my thoughts, although it remained unimplemented in reality. Over time, my passion grew stronger, but remained within the limits of literary plots and dreams. In every S&M novel I read, every such description awakened hidden desires, and I felt how deep inside me these aspirations were gaining strength, although they existed exclusively in the world of fantasy. It seemed to me that all this could not be reality, that such experiences were possible only on the pages of books. But my subconscious seemed to have already made a decision: it persistently pushed me to search for an opportunity, to meet someone who could realize my most hidden and secret desires.
