smolsuccubus

"What's been going on, bruh?" - You, most likely

Added 2021-05-08 16:23:58 +0000 UTC

Hey guys, it's been a bit of a bumpy ride lately, with not much being completed and mostly giving radio silence. I've been going through a lot behind the scenes and want to discuss what is going on so we're all on the same page.

I, Shay (SmolSuccubus), have autism and it took me far too long in my life to figure that out. Because of this, it's made being an online artist so much more difficult for me. Because of the fact that I've always been this way without answers on how to help myself drained me.

So it's beyond relieving to have a way to explain and handle what I'm going through. I have an answer to why I always feel so overwhelmed. Now I'm more capable of handling what I'm feeling or at least know why everything can feel like too much.

I feel guilty about how it's gotten in the way of me making art, SFW or NSFW. It's been a battle of trying to find the worth in what I do again after feeling like I don't bring much to the table.

I'm okay, I'm getting back into drawing regularly with new adaptions.

I'm also a transguy (He/Him), so that's also swag but I'd prefer to not get much deeper than that.

Thank you for the support and patience, I'm gonna work hard to make stuff that deserves it.