Happy Halloween!
Added 2019-10-31 11:57:11 +0000 UTCHope everyone has a spooky, safe, and fun time today!
I'm having a few friends over later for social and help with trick or treating (I live near a few schools, so with luck we'll come close to running out of candy). It's still pretty early in the day here, but after thinking it over (and noticing how drained I am) - I'll be posting what I did get done of the Honey as Princess Peach piece, and some sketches of other compositions I did for it, but going to take a little more time doing it as I'm not satisfied with it. It sounds funny, but I'm happy to be saying that, as its been a struggle and to have that much awareness to know when I feel I can do better is a good sign. The Lu piece taught me I'm feeling investment again. Its been hard, but I've been doing a lot of work on myself for the past few months - new professional help, exercising, stretching, and some new medication. I think I'm starting to leave the deep, dark, sad forest of grief.
Thanks to Cody for giving me a reminder - I started to freeze up and get overly worried about making any art, if it'd be liked, if I was doing it right, if it would be what others wanted that I essentially shut myself down to art - and depression n anxiety kill my creative drive - but he said the right things at the right time and I'm working on doing what I need to art healthy now. I owe this Patreon a fixing up, I need to get back into work and earning (I haven't in months, so again - thank you all for helping keep some rain off my head - I'm not 100% to as functional as I was before the surgery/mom's death but I am moving generally forward again) but I'm starting to feel a bit more.... alive again. ;3
Stay Spoooky friends!
<3T
