Brie

stressed T_T

Added 2024-09-16 20:49:40 +0000 UTC

to say i’m stressed would be an understatement. istg my anxiety has been on a high lately. my grandma in law just passed away yesterday. my moms have been gone since thursday and i’ve been taking care of the house and stuff (which is fine). but we have like no food so i walked to get some which is whatever but i’ve lowkey been limiting my eating to barely once a day. i have enough food so idk why i’m doing this. idk. and on top of that i’m stressed cuz my moms haven’t worked in two weeks, which i’ll willingly help more with bills and stuff. but it’s so stressful cuz not only do I need to make sure we as a family have money, food, etc. i’m also trying to save for a pc so i can progress in my career. which all of this is something i don’t need to worry about but i am cuz i’m an over thinker and thinking about all the bad things that might happen.

anyways small lil rant 🫡 on the bright side, my coping has turned to me putting my blood sweat and tears into content creation and sleeping.