Felt some thousands of years ago, in my other life, when in love I liked to give flowers to the girl I loved. Not only for birthday or "special occasions" but just because I wanted to give some pleasure and express my feelings. The girls liked it.
But not my first wife. When I came home after work with a bouquet of flowers, she said "for what do you want to excuse?". She assumed that a man gives flowers because he wants to hide something, because he just left the bed of another one and gives the flowers out of guilty conscience. That was, for many years, the last time I gave flowers. I remember a situation, when in a restaurant talking about the consequences of our divorce, a rose vendor came by and I absolutely ignored him, she burst into tears because I didn't even think a millisecond about buying her a flower.
Actually her accusation when I just wanted to express my love prevented for about 15 years that I bought flowers for a woman. Every time I felt like buying some, her accusation came to my mind, and my desire to give a bunch of roses or spring flowers vanished immediately.
Fortunately those bad feelings that my ex-wife implanted into my hurt soul disappeared with time and I realized that she was the only one who had bad thoughts when receiving a gift without a special reason.
But I haven't forgotten it. And when I took the photos of this session I asked my lovely model to express some skepticism and not the usual joy when receiving flowers. I told her: imagine that you receive those roses because of a hidden reason, because your lover wants to deflect your attention away from thinking why he came home so late; imagine that he gives you those roses because he wants to get something from you; imagine that you don't know if you should be happy or sad, how you should react, what you should do with the flowers...
As those of you who can see the complete series can detect, she did her job very good. Still, as the session was very happy, she couldn't stay in those doubtful feelings for the complete time, and so there are also many images with her irresistibly lovely smile and her natural tenderness that shines warmly...
The total of 177 images that I divided into two series was the first part of the session. Later she laid on the floor and I shot extremely beautiful artistic nudes as well as very explicit photos of a girl that really loves that she received those flowers... I am now editing them and my Patrons of Power- and Special-level can look forward to very different images with the same model and the same flowers very soon...