It's never enough

Sometimes I wish I had some 30 years less but with the experience I have  now. Not that I am unhappy with my age (I enjoy it a lot), but its an  undeniable fact that I don't have the same energy anymore that I had  when I had half of my years.

I especially feel it when I am with such a very playful, almost insatiable young girl as with Danielle...

Apart  of being very sexy and full of relish, I think Danielle is a very nice  model for beautiful nudes, and, although we both know that most probably  the photo session sooner or later will turn into something more  personal, I try to work really seriously with her, as you can see in the  other series I just uploaded.

But then Danielle gets excited  very soon. I don't have any illusions that it is because I am such an  irresistible man (I maybe once was one?), but because here in front of  my camera and with me she can live things in a way she obviously can't  in other situations of her life. She enjoys to play with me, to  experiment to what extent she can "manipulate" me, to live her hot  desires without any obligations, without the need of swearing  love-words, feeling absolutely free and still knowing that she's in full  control of what happens, because she knows that I wouldn't even touch  her with one finger if she wouldn't want it.

When I think about  it, it's almost like an unconscious ritual. Sooner or later during the  session, Danielle starts to play more directly with me, while I still  try to reach my photographic goals. She enjoys to distract me from my  work, she enjoys to make me see her more like a heated girl than a model  for my photography.

Not that I do not enjoy that, of course. But  that's when I realize that I am not 30 anymore. As much as I like her  playful games, while I am still concentrated on photography I don't get  really excited. Or not as fast as I'd like to.

This doesn't  slowdown or discourage her, all the contrary. As you can see she uses  all her weapons to get what she wants, and she gets it... Taking photos  is straining for me, physically, fulfilling the desires of a young girl  even more and so, a bit later I lay on the sofa, quite exhausted, but  this doesn't mean, that Danielle lost her lust to continue playing. And  she wouldn't stop trying until again she reaches her goal...

Obviously  she's happy with what she reaches, but me, deep inside, sometimes wish  I'd have the energy of a younger man to make her completely exhausted so  that she just wants to sleep.

And then take photos of the lovely angel, sleeping for exhaustion.