"A day like any other, I dream of love [...]
And suddenly I saw her
17 years, blond hair,
that's how she stood in front me"
While editing the photos of the two series of this lovely, very young and sweet first-time model of only recently reached 18 years, that I upload today for power- and special-level patrons, this old German song came to my mind, although I'd have to change it to 18 years and brown hair everywhere :-)
The song was by Udo Jürgens, one of the most famous entertainers in the past century, with more than 1000 own songs, 50 disks sold over 150 million times, from his beginnings in 1958 till his last concert in December 2014 (shortly before his death only a few weeks later). His sang his song about the teenage girl of 17 years who made him dream of love in the year 1967, and thinking about the new puritanism that hits me and other artists so hard, I wonder what would happen if today a famous senior entertainer would sing about his desire for an underage girl...
Well, with my newly discovered model Nadia we're just out of danger and on the safe side because, as said before, she recently celebrated her 18th birthday and now is officially entitled to show her charms to my camera and to you.
Still, she seems an innocent and inexperienced young girl, and this time I am not talking about the contrast between innocent and consciously exciting as an adult, because Nadia seems really very innocent...
As so many times another of my models and friend of her recommended me to her. When we met for the first time I first asked her for her ID, because she could as well be only 16 or 17. After knowing that the shy girl is of age, I explained her very detailed that my photography is sometimes very erotic and that I like to portray her sensuality from her most intimate and personal sides.
She said that she doesn't know if she really can model this way, because she never modeled (not even in clothes), but that she'd love to try it, if I give her the chance, because the idea seduces her, and also the photos she had seen of her friend.
Well, the idea didn't only seduce her...
All this was just before I went to Colombia and I didn't have the time for a session with her, so we agreed to see us after my return. You and know that so very young girls often change mind in a short time and something that pleases them in one moment could bore them a little bit later, and so I was very happy that she appeared here for the first session recently.
As one can see in the series on power-level, she was really very insecure and shy in the beginning, although absolutely willing to show herself without limits. But her beautiful eyes and her lovely face tell clearly that she didn't know if she does it "right", if I am happy with what I see and what and how she shows it to me and also, as I know now, if that man behind the camera really will stay professional...
I love this expression and, of course, the slow but complete change with time, when she not only completely forgot her shyness and concerns and really and obviously began to enjoy the session, as especially the patrons of special-level can see clearly.
(Although the first two images of the power-level-series are not "good" photos (I took them while setting up the light) I leave them in the series to show how all began...)