I know that in many respects I live a very privileged live, photographing and knowing so very lovely, so very open and so very young girls, often from closer than I dared to dream, who allow me to see and portray all of their sensual charms without any limits.
On the other hand there always remain some wishes, don't they?
One of my personal wishes would be to find more women of a bit more years, in their 30s, maybe in their 40s, attractive and very sexy of course, who would model for me, because - although as you know I truly love the mix of innocence and lust for experience that only a very young model can offer - they are more experienced, their beauty isn't just the perfection of (almost) untouched youth, but their security, their already formed personality, their expression and power of seduction that comes from knowing who they are and what they want or not.
I had such wonderful models earlier, when it still was possible for me to place ads, my website was visible in search engines and I was not blocked by an anonymous and criminal power who controls the internet and against which I cannot defend myself...
One of those very special models was Marisol.
She has been actor in alternative theaters, a wild artist herself, and later turned into the director of such an alternative theater. Of course, as all artists, at that time she was looking for side jobs to fill up her always short finances, but as the very self-confident woman she was, she would only do what captures her interest.
And the luck was, that what she wanted to express and what I wanted to photograph matched perfectly.
The series I upload today are from the first session with her and show very clearly how very good we got along with each other and how literally open and unembarrassed she was from the beginning.
After only very few sessions she moved to Madrid where she was fully occupied with her theater project and after some phone calls and emails we lost contact with time. But I stumbled over those revealing images of a real woman and I decided to upload them for you, while I am dreaming of finding more models like her...
Oh, to give you an impression of the kind of relationship and the kind of self-confident openness of this marvelous woman, here's a little story:
At that time I was still married but a man alone in Barcelona. One evening I walked trough the beautiful small streets of the old town, looking for a place to have dinner, and by chance met her. You must know that in Barcelona girls usually refuse to be invited for a drink or even a coffee, because the Spanish man might interpret that as an agreement to much more and even make her feel that she owes something tho him. So, when I innocently (innocently because at that time I didn't know about the habit described before) asked her if she'd accompany me for a pizza if I invite her, she answered: with a lot of pleasure but we are not going to f***. In those words. Well, in Spanish.
It was a very nice evening, a very interesting and even intimate talk as if we were old friends, and then we went home, she to hers, me to mine and we did not f***. Never.
A woman without limits, who knows and sets her limits, openly, happily and clearly. There should be more women of this kind :-)