exaggerated? (preview)

It may surprise you: but I don't like commercial pr0n (must write it like this because of the censor algorithm here). Although there are certainly countless beautiful actresses who really have everything I like so much and obviously also have qualities and talents that more than attract me in real life (I sometimes admittedly wonder a bit enviously where and how the producers find them :-) ) - it has no exciting effect on me.

Even a scene in which a fantastically beautiful young woman does things that I wish would happen to me much more often, her expression causes me to immediately extinguish any beginnings of arousal: the exaggerated posturing, the feigned excitement, and the fake moans get on my nerves, and everything arousing disappears when I see in the supposedly heated eyes the expression, "when is this session going to end so I can cash in my fee and go home?"

Mouths contorted in false ah's and oh's, "hot" tongues stuck out on command - I can't see it.

I don't think I need to emphasize that I really don't have the slightest thing against female arousal. On the contrary, it certainly makes up a large part of my photographic work. It may sound like big words, sorry, but for me truth and authenticity is the indispensable basis of everything exciting. By the way, not only in my work and not only in the intimate: my whole life is driven by the search for truth and authenticity, in relationships, in the political, in everything.

That's why I never work with professional pr0n actresses. I want to work with people who have a normal (albeit open) relationship with their eroticism and sexuality. Of course I try to give my models a good feeling of security during the sessions and to bring about an erotic-sensual mood (which I often, but of course not always succeed) and if she then gets into a hotter mood: Bingo! But please just natural, without exaggeration, just the way she is.

(Side note: my directness, my rejection of any hypocrisy is my perfect failure secret! Who does not speak after the mouth of others and reveals his intentions and motives, often offends. I would certainly have more success in finding models, if I would manipulate them slowly, step by step, to what I finally want from them. First talk about fashion photography, then let them try on a sexy transparent lingerie set (only for lingerie fashion, of course), then maybe a topless photo, while we're at it. Next time tugging the panties a bit until she finally lies naked and wide-legged in front of me.... But no: I can't do that. I speak plain language right from the start, I show samples of my most candid pictures, and some who probably could have been seduced slowly, withdraw immediately...)

Why am I telling you all this?

Sofia, the beautiful young woman in the series I uploaded today for my patrons from the Motivation level and up, really enjoyed being photographed erotically. It was obvious.

But I was initially bothered by her strong expressions of excitement, the way she moved and opened her sensual lips, the way she looked at the camera, the way she showed me her body. I felt it was exaggerated and played and more than once I took a cigarette break and asked her: just be as you are, completely relaxed, you don't have to represent anything.

Later I had a bit of a guilty conscience, because at the beginning I accused her of trying to play me something and only later in the session I realized that Sofia wasn't pretending anything, but that she was simply expressing herself the way she expresses herself when she finds a situation exciting and wants to seduce her counterpart.

So today I see the images of these moments with different eyes and find them more exciting than when I photographed them.

I hope you like them!