Topsy Turvy

The End of October

Added 2022-11-02 03:20:44 +0000 UTC

I'm sorry I didn't meet my content quota last month, and I'm sorry that this has become a pattern for me. I had some writer's block, and I fell into a severe depression that kept me from getting off my couch for two days. I feel like I'm making excuses, which I don't like to do, and I feel like a failure. I think what's happened is that the pressures of being sick, trying to deal with every day life, and keep up my posts here finally got to me. I need to give myself a break. That doesn't mean I'm going to stop producing content or even take a break from doing so. I just think I need to approach it differently. Instead of trying to hit certain numbers every month, I think I just need to get back to having fun with what I do while keeping a mind on mixing it up and producing content that falls into all three tiers. Right now, I'm going to finish last month's captions, and then I'm going to go back to working on my audios. After that, I'll consider the month a wash and just start doing what I think will be fun at that moment. If anyone wants their pledge from last month refunded, message me, and I'll take care of it. You'll still be a patron and have access for this month. Other than that, it's time to get back to what led me to start this blog in the first place: a desire to produce unique content that I enjoy and that others can enjoy with me. Expect new uploads very soon. I want to thank all of you for your interest and support in sticking with me through a very hard time, although I don't blame anyone who's gotten frustrated with my lack of output and canceled their pledge.