Hey guys!
I hope y'all had a good end/start of year! I know a lot of people isn't really having a good time and unfortunately myself included...
QUICK TL;DR: [I've been dealing with the same serious belly issues again, and unfortunately, they're worse this time. After seeing doctors and having an endoscopy, we're still not sure what's going on. I'm following treatments, but I'm also looking for a second opinion. I’m feeling a bit better, but I apologize for disappearing without updates.]
I want to talk about this because quite a few people have reached out to ask about me and why I disappeared, so I feel I should make this public. As a lot of you know, a while back I had some very bad belly problems, and unfortunately, they're back and worse than ever. I won’t go into much detail this time, mostly because it's the same as what already happened, and also kind of... ew xD
But yeah, terrible belly pain, diarrhea, nausea, and all that. Mostly pain all over my belly. It happened right around the New Year, so it took me a few days to get a schedule with my doctor. The guess was food poisoning, but from that, I just got worse and worse. It got to the point where I couldn’t leave my bed again and just had to wait for the next appointment. We are still investigating; today I had an endoscopy and still feel a bit weird from it, but I felt I couldn’t let another month go by without at least telling you guys what’s been going on, so I apologize if my writing is a bit off today!
The endoscopy didn’t show anything special in case you’re wondering. My guess from the beginning was that it’s an intestine problem. The doctor disagrees, and they’re pushing the anxiety/depression button again. While I don’t agree with it this time, I’m trying to follow the treatments he’s suggesting, but I’m also looking for another doctor who can give me a second opinion.
I am a bit better, yeah. And as always, I’m sorry for just disappearing, but unfortunately, social media isn’t really my thing, and just when I was trying to improve on it, I got sick again. Twitter/X will probably finish burying me in shadowban graveyard after this disappearance =(
Anyways, I want to also thank every single one of you who continuously supported me even in the months with no content. I had a huge influx of supporters in the last few months for some reason, and unfortunately, I couldn’t deliver enough to keep most of them, but I’m still thankful for everyone who joined and supported me and my past work so far! Also, a big thank you to everyone who messaged me on all the social media platforms to ask how I was doing, etc.
I want to also clarify that I haven't fully stopped working on the content, and that Ive tried to answer your messages as I go!
In the next post right after this one I will show you guys what I've been working on during this period and what's in the works for the future!
Dtox
2025-03-18 01:03:47 +0000 UTCJustin
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