Lets restart
Added 2025-09-26 15:15:13 +0000 UTCHey pervs,
let me start this post with an apology for going quite again.
I'm still struggling with mental health but I have made some progress in the time I went quite.
Its far from perfect and I still have very rough phases but I have learned a ton of things about myself over the last month. I was working on new stuff behind the scenes over the last weeks and initially planned to do this differently but after learning and re thinking quite a bit I decided to just fuck it all and go a different approach and stop overthinking every little decision and go with my gut feeling instead.
So we are going to restart later today.
There will be a few very important changes though.
1) There will be no release schedule.
If I feel like working on new stuff I will work on something If I feel like its a job and not something fun I will take a break.
2) Plans may shift depending on what I enjoy at that moment.
I started this because It was fun. I then later started treating it way to much like a second job which burned me out. This will have an impact on the kind of contend I release. If I feel like doing something funny it will be funny. Same goes for monster, futa ....
3) I will do this because I enjoy creating stuff.
If I notice forcing me to finish something I will try and take a break from creating new things or that given project.
4) I will try and not lose myself in meaningless details. Not everything has to be perfect I'm an amateur after all and therefore small mistakes on projects will happen. There is no need to redo everything a billion times and still not be satisfied because its not 100% perfect. If it looks good with a small mistake it still looks good. Going through older works I noticed that my quality is on another level compared to back when I started. This feels great opening a project from a month ago and thinking damn that looks pretty nice myself.
I want to thank everyone who stayed subscribed over this long period without content.
Like I mentioned before I was working on stuff. On a lot of stuff!
I learned new things and had fun doing it. Nerveless frustration is one of my main triggers at the moment and therefore I still need to be careful with how I approach this, but I just finished 2 projects and decided to release them over the next days starting with a small image set and an animation later today.
Comments
First of all, I'm glad that you are alive and doing well. However, 4 months without updates (I don't check the Discord regularly) is a lot, not talking about only in content but even a simple update on how your IRL is doing, since that in the past you had notified us here. A lot of artists go through stuff that keeps them from creating content. Its a good thing that, in the meantime, you were learning new things. But as a supporter, I would ask you that, next time your are struggling and in need of a long break, at least say something like after a month or two. I've been a member since 2022/2023, and I believe this was your longest "disappearance". I totally get that creatives need space and time to rethink stuff, since my dayjob also involves creativity and try to find solutions, but I also believe in communication with your audience. Either way, I'm glad that your are back Sanmie.
Luckas097
2025-09-26 18:32:01 +0000 UTCI was getting worried about you 😔
Bruh
2025-09-26 15:50:24 +0000 UTC
