This set of pictures are here to show you, how my beginnings looked like with female photography. These photos are far from ideal but I've always wanted to keep them soft and elegant. Before I started taking let's say - boudoir photos (although I now stay away from that term) I was making outdoor portraits, took pictures of my Kindle with covers of various different books in nearby park, and took a lot of different meaningless and bad photos. Give yourself a time, learn, develop, breathe and move forward. Take baby steps. It's all it takes to become better.