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i don't want you to change

i know what you're asking, and believe me, i understand why. i want forever with you too, but eternity is more than just endless nights together. it is a burden, a weight i wouldn’t wish on anyone, especially not you. i love you more than words can express, and because of that love, i can’t curse you with this life. the hunger, the isolation, the endless passage of time are all things i wouldn't want you to endure. if you truly want it, i won’t deny you, but i need you to know that i love you exactly as you are, alive, full of light, with your heart beating with mine. every moment we have now, fleeting as it may seem, is precious to me. you are my light in all this darkness, and i wouldn’t change a thing about you.

i don't want you to change

Comments

I’m back here😔❤️

Aiza✨🫶🏼

I watched the Twilight series on movie night a while ago. I think I know more about the main character's heart haha😽

Ss

Yesssss vampire knight is back 🦇

Nic

Yeah, you’re wrong 🤣🫶🏻

unholy babygirl

I feel like usually my comments are just a jumble of words that don’t make sense 😭

Destiny

K actually crying in the club rn 😭

aates

Girllll….just bite me already 😂😫😂😫

MB

Ok I slept on it, give me the new audio vampire boy 😑

JC

This, it’s so heartbreakingly beautiful ❤️‍🩹

Aiza

🥺 i wuv you! you unravel my thoughts and transform them into coherent sentences 🥺🤌🏻😻🫶🏻

unholy babygirl

I’m sorry in advance for the novel. I love this audio because it shows some of the most beautiful parts, and, some of the most painful parts about love. You know that saying that the grass is always greener on the other side? On one hand, I can understand why she would want to be turned. She loves him so much that she wants to spend eternity with him. Whatever that cost may be. But, from his perspective, he doesn’t want to turn her because he knows the pain and sacrifice that comes with that. And he doesn’t want that for her. He’s trying so hard to protect her. Both of their wants are coming from a place of true love, but they are so different.

Destiny

🫥🫥🫥

unholy babygirl

GIRL-💀

KK Slider

☝️☝️☝️☝️☝️

Caitlin

2:26 - 2:34 the voice break❤️‍🩹🥺 6:43 6:56 - 7:22 my heart😔❤️‍🩹 8:00 - 9:10 “One more night where you are warm and I feel your heartbeat”

Aiza

I thought my pussy would be wet, not my eyes 😭

unholy babygirl

the summary is so Bella and Edward coded, you’re about to have me back in my twilight bag.

Caelum

I'm not a vampire girly but the line "Just give me one more night ... one more night where you are warm and I feel your heartbeat" made me feel things. 😩

Kickis

I've been repeating this audio for god knows how many times <3

gaby

Lowkey wanna cry 😭

Angelqiqi

I’ve listened to this multiple times and I can’t get over it. “Look at me, look at me”🫶🏼😔 “A good woman can make a good man”❤️‼️

Aiza

“you have touched my life in ways time did not” and you have touched mine in ways space never will.

T.

Part 2!!!!

Gyanna J

"You have touched my life in ways time has not." 🥺😭

WatchTheStars

I... I wrote this from the description only 😭😭 Ok let's pretend I'm not writing this after I listened to the audio and that I slept on it of which I did give it careful consideration. So here we go: I thought about what you said and I don't think that turning me would be as self serving as you think ,not when I enjoy your company as much as you do mine . I know the prospect of changing me is a scary one and I know the main reason you don't want to change me is because you are scared and I'm scared too. Not of the change or living forever but of the unknown. What you don't seem to understand tho is that my love and longing to be with you overrides all my fears. I know what scares you the most is that my my view of you would change. That is why you would rather feed on me than ' take ' from other people because you were scared I would see you as a monster more anything else . That is not true for I have seen you for more than what meets the eyes. I have seen you for the loving,kind , compassionate and considerate person you are and these qualities that you poses are part of the reason for your hesitation. You wish the roles were reversed because you know you would wish for what I wish for only that,that wouldn't change the way you viewed me because you love me. I love you too and that very same love is the love that will always lead me back to you and in doing so, lead me back to myself. Your heart may not beat ,but that is the very same heart I fell in love with . It does not beat, yes but it is capable of loving and there is peace in silence ,in loving you and that would be enough for me Forever. My mind has not changed one bit. With that being said,maybe you should sleep on this too because this is your decision as much as it is mine . Sabrina Carpenter - shadows ❤️❣️

•°•° [K]°•°•

A better love story than Twilight 🥺😭

Jewels

Thought: You sweet sweet spring child, This is not a matter of change,it is a matter of time , a matter of forever . Forever for you is quite literally forever and forever for me is 60 years, a few months ,days and maybe hours, for a human life is a fleeting one. Changing would buy us more time and I know living forever can be a burden at times because life is full of tragedy and struggle buy there is another side of this coin .A side where things are brighter and are full of beauty . You,sir,are the brightest star in my darkest nights and the most beautiful thing about life . The best gift that life has given me,a gift that keeps on giving,and that My Love is what makes you worth Forever. I always preferred nights over days anyway. Ashe,FINNEAS - Till forever falls apart.♥️ Are convinced? If not I give up.👀😂

•°•° [K]°•°•

K....I don't have the words to express the feelings that I had listening to this. Your absolute mastery of words, story telling and emotions have made this series more than just a halloween audio. It's a love story that rivals Tristian and Isolade, I honestly can't wait to see where this goes. If this was my choice there would be no doubt what I would choose. I wouldn't want to force you to do the one thing that you wouldn't want to do. Although it would break my heart that one day we would be separated, I know if I chose to be turned, there would always be guilt that could possibly drive a wedge between. (Sorry for the ramble...cold meds make me loopy and wordy)

Kitten🐈‍⬛

Yes this! Because I don’t want to be turned because of the sustenance we provide for him. Or how we are his warmth. He got me with the wanting for it to be the opposite where he could come to our side 😢 But I get it for the people that want it 🥺🤍

Tori

This is the sweetest and yet saddest

A

I’m in love. Just…the way he has with words, ESPECIALLY when I don’t have a way with words

Caitlin

Oooh I’m excited! I just started watching True Blood so I’m in a vampire mood!

C.J

And cue the existential crisis 😭

Destiny

Now it's officially spooky season 🖤

Carrie

Petition for continuation audio, like 2 alternative endings 😭

Riri

shut up the poetry this man holds

lyd

I'm fairly certain I would always choose to stay human. I just can't imagine never feeling the sun again. And the thought of eternity is painful to try to comprehend.

Bed_full_of_Crumbs

The raw emotions❤️ the start ❤️‍🩹 “Just give me one more night”🥺 “I need you to know that”♾️ I would be somewhat conflicted but eternal love is beautiful. Why am I crying from this audio?🥲❤️❤️

Aiza

hey so why does this have me in tears

harmony

Vampire tag, we are so back 🫡🫡🫡

Lyn

yay vampire K 😍

Angelqiqi

Nicely done, K boo! Oh snap!! One of my old favs (vamps 🧛🏾‍♀️🧛🏽‍♂️🦇) combined with my new fav (yeah, I mean you). 😍🤩😁🥳 I would love to hear a version where we love you dearly but are hesitant to become a creature of the night and you are using all your masculine and supernatural powers to seduce us into joining you for eternity. - a la more Eric Northman vibes. 🤣😉😘 iykyk. We could join the night with you. Trade the Sun for the Moon and stars. 🌠🌌 You could teach us all you know, and we could learn so many new things together. You would own us…..completely. Eternally. You know you want it. 😇😈 Either way, can we get a continuation with NSFW vamp on vamp rough loving?! Pleeeeeeaaaasssseeeeee? Pretty pretty please with fangs, bites, snarls, vamp strength and speed and all the bloody cherries on top? 🩸🍒🍨🤣

Kay Jay - celestial aquamarine🌙🔮🌌

Not me CRYING at this

Pame🌜

<3 Yassss <3

gaby

It hasss been omg like this man has become even more poetic

Kalilea

The description game is on a new level recently.

Destiny

VAMPIRE IS BACKKKK

grey !

The description 😭 “you are my light in all this darkness and I wouldn’t change a thing about you” 🥺🥺🥹 Can’t wait to listen to the rest of the audios later once my work day is done. It’ll be like a reward 😌 Who tf let me have 2 jobs. It’s been a long day, But as they say, “Money don’t grow on trees”. Aight, gotta hustle 😤 deuces🏃‍♀️

Rose

The only Halloween content I like. 🧡

Destiny

These descriptions just keep hitting harder and harder. Making me want to cry but also making me think which decision is made hmm hehehhe

Kalilea

It's the best time of the year!!! Our vampire boy is back 🧛🏼‍♂️🎃

Elizabeth

studying abroad in the UK at midnight and my email alerted! First time to be the first one! perhaps a little bit later due to the network? Thank you for this wonderful video and script. This is my treat for the spooky month🫶🏻

Yu Jin

Every time K posts lots of audios in one sitting I’m always weirdly afraid that he’s like dead or hurt or something and it’s a bot just posting all of his recorded but unreleased stuff 😭 This is amazing tho 🫶🏻

May

again alrd in my feels bc of the description YIPPIEEE

trina raquel

The description has me in my feels already! K your descriptions are always so beautiful, I love them so much🥹❤️

Aiza

Aaaaa vampire k is back omg

Kiera Kennedy

HALLOWEEN

Aiza


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