you'll always matter to me
Added 2024-11-09 03:54:50 +0000 UTC
in the quiet of the evening, you start to spiral. doubt creeps in, and you fear that your life matters little. we are in a new relationship, uncharted and tender. we have not said those three words yet, but we both feel them. i take your hands and pull you close. i speak softly, telling you how much you mean to me and so many others. i remind you that a human life is beyond measure. if yours could be measured, it would be boundless. in that moment, i share the secret pressing on my chest. i am in love with you. i say it to reassure you, and because it is true. you deserve to know.
Having a miserable, rough day. Feeling so sad and alone. I just don’t matter. 🥲💔😭🥺
Kay Jay - Celestial Aquamarine 🔮🌙🌌🪐✨️☪️
2025-03-23 22:42:34 +0000 UTC
“If you have the ability to love, love yourself first” Charles Bukowsk
Xee
2024-11-17 12:32:12 +0000 UTC
the descriptions lately??
sonji
2024-11-10 22:01:01 +0000 UTC
So many qualities I picked up from her too. If my grandmother and your mom are chatting rn, my grandmother has probably already told her if she is hungry and made her a full ass meal too 😂
“There are never far away” This 🥹
Rose
2024-11-09 19:51:01 +0000 UTC
Bless your heart, Rose. Your wonderful grandma sounds A LOT like my beloved mother. My mom could make a friend out of anyone and within minutes make them feel they'd been free friends forever. i'd like to think she passed that on to me. Perhaps your gram and my mom are sharing a chat over tea right now, eh? Perhaps...
As long as we keep them in our hearts, keep their memories close, they are never far away, no further away than a thought and a heartbeat from us.
🩵☘️🥀
stayce rene'
2024-11-09 19:27:04 +0000 UTC
as someone who’s been chronically single her entire life, i dream of the day someone feels this way about me ❤️🩹
madeline
2024-11-09 16:24:05 +0000 UTC
“you’re not small”
oh, but i am 🥺😬 me is smol.
"I couldn't bear to lose you" ,3
unholy babygirl
2024-11-09 11:22:09 +0000 UTC
2:35 - 3:00 💯 🎯
4:28 - 4:36 🫂 ❤️
5:15 - 5:32 mhm 😔 ↕️
8:13 - 8:21 I love that this has a double meaning.
“For a long time I was afraid to feel it. Cuz I’ve lost everything I’ve ever loved, and if I love you, I couldn’t bare to lose you too” I relate so much to this.
(My apologies for the long read that’s coming up but I just gotta express it)
For the longest I believed that if I never said I love you to the people I deeply care about and keep an emotional distance then it would hurt less if I were to lose them (Good ol self sabotage 🙃) But that’s just not the case. If anything it just creates more hurt and causes regret.
My fear of losing people originated from losing my maternal grandmother when I was 8. she was the first person at the time to truly show me what unconditional love feels/ looked like. so when she died I lost that. I also lost That emotional safety. So much more happened that added to my fear but that’s where it originated from. My grandma was everything. So the emotions I get from most of the sfw audios… it’s like having her back in a way. Reminding me of that unconditional love and the safety/ comfort that she gave. Her influence has always been like a compass. Guiding me towards where I’m meant to be and to the people meant to be in my life. And knowing what I deserve.
Dude, I wish you could’ve met her. …I wish so many people could’ve met her. The selflessness and her big heart were beyond measure. She was a giver. She was also a hard worker. She had an incredible work ethic. She was in her late 60s and she still wouldn’t retire no matter how many times she was told 😂 until she got sick. She was also caused so much hurt in her life and despite that, she remained good. she was a special human. Anytime I walk towards her grave I always get emotional before I reach it. No matter where I go she’ll always be a part of me. I’m glad I got time with her, even if for a few years. It’s crazy how it’s almost been 20 years… time flies.
Rose
2024-11-09 11:21:52 +0000 UTC
You know as someone who has no sense of direction. I've learned that getting lost is not as scary as it seems sometimes because you always find something new , something you would not have found if you knew how to get to your you destination.
And as someone who has been very very very lost this year ,still am more lost than I've ever been . I've learned that what I've said above also holds true about life . Yes losing my path cost me time and I might be late to my destination but I've learned to following my path blindly with no time constraints, no expectations,no goals ( I literally scraped all my goals) and I've learned to find myself in the darkest of places.
I have also come to realise my life has never had a map, a sense of direction like myself. I've always gained more whenever I just let myself get lost.
So, contrary to popular belief I have no life goals , no plan just winging it and doing what feels right,after all life is an adventure , it has no rules and no guide.
Coldplay - Adventure of a lifetime ❤️
•°•° [K]°•°•
2024-11-09 10:32:43 +0000 UTC
Alexa, play you matter to me from waitress
Beanybaby
2024-11-09 10:10:41 +0000 UTC
This audio hits home in so so many ways right now ❤️🩹 Thank you for making this masterpiece ❤️
Carolina
2024-11-09 08:44:05 +0000 UTC
The descriptions are always so precious, I can't 😭🤍
◦☽ Fátima ☾◦
2024-11-09 07:59:21 +0000 UTC
Thank you K ❤️
steph fiore
2024-11-09 07:27:03 +0000 UTC
The description is so precious 🥹
Sassypants
2024-11-09 07:07:52 +0000 UTC
This whole audio was so heartwarming! The little lead up to that first I love you was especially so beautiful and emotionally raw, I felt my heart flutter so much it nearly burst out of my chest.
K never fails to talk me over the edge and feel loved..his vulnerability would make me swear on the spot to live 100 years at least for him
Caitlin
2024-11-09 06:34:27 +0000 UTC
These descriptions are only a paragraph long and still each one is the most heart warming, beautiful love story I’ve ever seen
Caitlin
2024-11-09 06:16:44 +0000 UTC
6:50 “because I’ve lost everything I’ve ever loved”🥺❤️🩹
6:53 “and if I love you I, I couldn’t bare to lose you too” sobbing 😭
8:18 “your always crystal clear to me”✨
K you have such a beautiful soul and it really shows, especially in this. This is so precious and so wonderful. Thank you ❤️
Aiza
2024-11-09 06:10:53 +0000 UTC
As this has been the spiraliest of spiraley weeks in a long time this was perfect. ✨👌
Kickis
2024-11-09 05:55:39 +0000 UTC
This is so needed lately. Thank you so much🥺❤️😭 I’m absolutely loving your descriptions❤️
Aiza
2024-11-09 05:54:08 +0000 UTC
I felt that in the depths of my soul. This whole audio hits hard in the feels department. I'm so glad that we found K. He really has a way with words like no other. Now excuse me while I cry into my pillow....😢
Kitten🐈⬛
2024-11-09 05:47:17 +0000 UTC
It's almost like he knew I have severe self-worth issues today
Jess
2024-11-09 05:37:00 +0000 UTC
Hm listened to this once all the way through and might need to put it on repeat. This is me manifesting a love like this finding me irl
JC
2024-11-09 05:13:48 +0000 UTC
🎶 Because you matter to me
Simple and plain and not much to ask from somebody. You matter to me. I promise you do, you, you matter too. I promise you do, you see? You matter to me🎶
Destiny
2024-11-09 05:02:42 +0000 UTC
*cries into my ice cream*🍦🍪😭😥😢🥺❤ You really are so talented K. It's not just the way you put together words, though that's amazing too - of course!! 🤩🤩😍😍
It's the mood you set, the tone you use, the pacing, the authenticity of emotions, your energy, your lived experiences. It's not too much or too little, just right. I can only begin to imagine how many people you have a positive impact on in life and online. The world is better because you are here in it. ❤
Kay Jay - celestial aquamarine🌙🔮🌌
2024-11-09 04:38:33 +0000 UTC
"Because I have lost everything I ever loved" That cut deep I felt that. This was just beautifully vulnerable. You are just so damn talented K! 💗
Carrie
2024-11-09 04:21:52 +0000 UTC
🥰
Kitten🐈⬛
2024-11-09 04:11:18 +0000 UTC
How is this such perfect timing. Right as I’m pulling the covers over me starting to get warm I see this notification. Such impeccable timing always it’s insane I’ll never understand it.
Reading the description every time hits in the feels always so well and beautifully written!
Kalilea
2024-11-09 04:08:00 +0000 UTC
i desperately need a new series. new relationship to marriage proposal to marriage to conceiving to family (or i might literally just be ovulating)
trina raquel
2024-11-09 04:07:23 +0000 UTC
The way you can convey things with words is truly a special talent. Thank you 🧡 I hope everyone knows they are important, and that they matter.
Destiny
2024-11-09 04:06:17 +0000 UTC
my brother was feeling this way today. it’s important to let the people in your life know that they matter.
wand_and_a_rabbit
2024-11-09 04:06:14 +0000 UTC
❤️🥹
Angelqiqi
2024-11-09 04:06:04 +0000 UTC
Yes. A book of a relationship from beginning to forever
Destiny
2024-11-09 04:05:25 +0000 UTC
right 😭🫶
grey !
2024-11-09 04:03:43 +0000 UTC
i’m begging u on my knees please write a book
trina raquel
2024-11-09 04:02:48 +0000 UTC
🥹🥹😭😭
Samiosa
2024-11-09 03:59:16 +0000 UTC
I *need* a book with these captions, they are absolutely beautifully written
Ally
2024-11-09 03:58:12 +0000 UTC
I really needed that!!💜
Joy B
2024-11-09 03:56:57 +0000 UTC
sobbing
grey !
2024-11-09 03:56:40 +0000 UTC