i love you and i am not going anywhere
Added 2024-12-06 23:15:35 +0000 UTCyou have been distant lately, pulling away in a way that i can’t ignore. tonight, i decide i cannot let it linger any longer, so i gently ask you what is going on. at first, you hesitate, your eyes darting away from mine, but eventually, the truth spills out. you tell me about how you are scared, how saying i love you has made you feel vulnerable, and how you have always believed that everyone eventually leaves. i can see the fear in your eyes, the way your walls are trying to rebuild themselves as you speak. i reach for your hand, holding it firmly but gently, and i tell you the truth. i love you, not an idea of you, not some perfect version of you, but you exactly as you are. i promise you that i am not going anywhere. i know love can be terrifying, but it is worth it. i am here, and i will keep proving that to you every single day.
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katmat0
2025-02-10 07:24:56 +0000 UTC😭😭😭
Angelqiqi
2025-01-05 16:46:47 +0000 UTCLove is scary and I feel like I’m always on flight or fight mode and the self sabotage comes in to try protect me. Through listening to your audios over the years you have made me love Love again, you have shown me and others how beautiful, how true, how safe, love is and can be and for that I’m forever grateful to you K❤️ You have raised my standards and made sure that I never settle for less and I really appreciate it. I relate to this so badly😢 I’ve always been let down, every single time, be it friends or family so there’s no way I could believe that someone actually loves ME for me as I am right now, no change. You make me feel so safe K and this audio is the perfect comfort to me. I want to fall in Love and be in love with someone without being afraid of them leaving. Thank you for helping K. We love and appreciate you so much, and you deserve the world and more❤️💫🌍
Aiza
2024-12-28 12:30:44 +0000 UTCIf so, I'M jealous lol! But seriously she's a lucky girl
Caitlin
2024-12-26 02:32:10 +0000 UTCMe too! So, so grateful for him and all he does. Our bestest bubba
Caitlin
2024-12-22 12:58:36 +0000 UTCNot sure. If he does hopefully she's not the jealous type lol
Jess
2024-12-21 02:47:29 +0000 UTCim pretty sure he said he had an gf in a get to know knight audio??? I'm not too sure though
Amber
2024-12-20 23:59:11 +0000 UTCI don't know but i'm kind of glad he's ours lol
Jess
2024-12-20 03:25:38 +0000 UTCI was literally just wondering this!? Also how he doesn’t have a girlfriend?
Caitlin
2024-12-20 03:02:58 +0000 UTCIs anybody else besides me sometimes afraid he'll get a girlfriend, get engaged, get married, and then stop making these and we'll all lose him... or is it just me?
Jess
2024-12-19 04:38:43 +0000 UTCStill searching !
Caitlin
2024-12-12 01:38:09 +0000 UTCTonight’s been horrible and too complicated to explain so here I am to cry and be drunk, be alone and wish K was real 😭😭
Caitlin
2024-12-11 01:08:03 +0000 UTCTrying not to be in love with this man...trying not to be in love with the idea of being in love with this man...
Caitlin
2024-12-10 23:09:19 +0000 UTCIt’s finally time to listen to this audio as my anxiety is taking over ✋🏻🤧
Lani
2024-12-09 11:40:44 +0000 UTC"i missed you, being here, being close, just being mine. i miss that." oooff 😭🫶🏻 being loved like this would be amazing
Anna
2024-12-08 22:43:26 +0000 UTCI’m actually going through sadness from self sabotaging and ending something with a really nice guy. I could have probably talked to him about the issue but just broke up instead and I’ve been feeling really bad and I found out I’m fearful avoidant. So this is so timely.
soooah
2024-12-08 21:23:37 +0000 UTC"It's me, hi, I'm the problem, It's me." Self-sabotage is so awful, and I hate that I do it all the time without even meaning to. I've never dated before, so I've never done it in a relationship, but in other areas of my life, I keep doing it, and I can't wait until I finally learn how to stop doing it.
Bed_full_of_Crumbs
2024-12-08 18:18:11 +0000 UTCoh, k. this was a fucking masterpiece.
tanya.
2024-12-08 15:35:54 +0000 UTCI know that the way I live and the attitude when I love is not good for me and everyone, but it's already stuck and it's a difficult problem. But thank you for taking care of me as I am, loving me, and helping me solve it together. It's amazing and grateful that you always notice it first and deal with the problem.
Ss
2024-12-08 07:23:42 +0000 UTCRight out the gate “you continue to believe that I’m gonna go somewhere, I’m gonna leave, I’m gonna walk out that door and you’re never gonna see me again.” K called my ass right out oh! This is hard hitting and heavy especially for someone that’s never been in a relationship and wonders if there’s someone out there for them
Summer J
2024-12-08 06:59:22 +0000 UTCYeah it sucks for sure 😭. Meeting through work is especially painful if it doesn’t work out
Sassypants
2024-12-08 02:44:41 +0000 UTCOh thank you makes sense I wanted to make sure I had to time lol!
Chloe
2024-12-08 02:35:15 +0000 UTCNo one better hurt the best bubba in the world.
Caitlin
2024-12-08 02:08:28 +0000 UTCOh! im sorry i read that wrong 😭 i think the option will not run out until K turned that off himself. its a new feature patreon made its like giving gifted subs on twitch ykwim 😅
vie
2024-12-08 01:42:38 +0000 UTCYea I ment like how long will that option run like after the holidays does the gift membership thing go away
Chloe
2024-12-08 01:40:03 +0000 UTCit depends on how many months you choose. its between 1-12 months or u can get the annual subscription with the discount. (its what patreon said but not sure how K has the settings up on his end)
vie
2024-12-08 01:37:50 +0000 UTCHey! Does anyone know how long this "gift membership" on patreon will last I want to gift my friend a membership but want to get it closer to Christmas:) or if it's a all time thing ty and ty for the audios
Chloe
2024-12-08 01:26:32 +0000 UTCThe description…how did you know? This audio was so heartfelt yet made me want to hide. 🫣 I try to keep hope that men like this are out there 🤞
Sassypants
2024-12-07 23:34:29 +0000 UTCThey seem to be really fucking good at hiding ... or are already taken. 😩😓 I met one a couple months ago through work, and it's fucking heartbreaking when you just effortlessly click and vibe with someone but you know it's not meant to be. 😔
Kickis
2024-12-07 21:51:01 +0000 UTCThis. I never got a chance and don't think I will, yet I think there is so much I could give...sometimes hope actually hurts more than just giving up but then again I remain stubborn. I just keep wondering why don't I deserve it..
Anny
2024-12-07 21:10:55 +0000 UTCGirl same
Sassypants
2024-12-07 19:04:01 +0000 UTCPlease continue the new relationship videos!!!!🥰
Tímea Kassai
2024-12-07 17:42:33 +0000 UTCWho knows, babe. I’ve searched the world pretty thoroughly at this point 😭
Sassypants
2024-12-07 16:57:19 +0000 UTCThis 😆😫
unholy babygirl
2024-12-07 10:56:52 +0000 UTCYES! And I think most of them are written by women. 😂👌
Kickis
2024-12-07 10:26:40 +0000 UTCBut that just makes sense. Why would you wait for them to leave you eventually? You’ll only get hurt. It’s reasonable to leave first. Leave before you get hurt 👏🏻 My BPD brain agrees.
unholy babygirl
2024-12-07 09:49:24 +0000 UTC2. I’d assume the men you’re talking about are called fictional characters, just like K 😆
unholy babygirl
2024-12-07 09:35:42 +0000 UTCTed Talk with K.
Destiny
2024-12-07 08:19:16 +0000 UTC“The rest of the world was black and white but we were in screaming colour” Out Of The Woods - Taylor Swift🩵
Aiza
2024-12-07 07:55:25 +0000 UTCThis is my 6th time listening to this already. K, I hope you know how special you are to us, you’re everything. We appreciate you so much 🫶🏼
Aiza
2024-12-07 07:02:13 +0000 UTCI'm atleast the European champion of falling for emotionally unavailable men. 😩
Kickis
2024-12-07 06:41:30 +0000 UTC1. This was beautiful. 2. Where THE FUCK are the men who act, think and feel like this? K, can you do a course and teach all the mediocre men out there?
Kickis
2024-12-07 06:38:27 +0000 UTCThank you.❤ I took a nap, ate dinner and reset my mindset. So many things always work out in my favor - even today many things did.🤩🥳🤯 I don’t mind waiting for the right person, versus just being with just anyone. (🤣😒😮💨😬). Patience is something I’ve been working on increasing in other areas of my life, I need to apply it here too. 🙃😉😁😇 I still feel sad but not hopeless and frustrated. But the sadness will pass. Plus it’s bedtime. I’ll be knocked out soon. 😝🤗😴😴😴
Kay Jay - celestial aquamarine🌙🔮🌌
2024-12-07 05:13:27 +0000 UTChey, the love you deserve and desire exists, simply because you exist. it will find you one day<3
b
2024-12-07 04:42:03 +0000 UTCk, you are so special. i hope you know that you’re adored
b
2024-12-07 04:40:05 +0000 UTCaw im so sorry :( you deserve so much better 🫂✨
madeline
2024-12-07 04:11:57 +0000 UTCThis has been a year of serious emotional healing for me. A lot of therapy, Journaling, prayer, honest conversations, learning to trust my intuition again, and another of other things. This makes me think the "Just for You" audio where you tell us all this is for each of us. Thank you, K for being so willing to give. You make me believe that good people exist and that I can be a better person with every passing day. I hope all is well with you ♥ Now, get some sleep please 😴
Lilo
2024-12-07 03:48:04 +0000 UTCThis one made me cry
Sassypants
2024-12-07 03:37:49 +0000 UTCSame considering my ex cheated on me a month or so ago
Jess
2024-12-07 03:14:38 +0000 UTC🫂 I'll take the silver medal....leaving before they can leave me is my love language...
Kitten🐈⬛
2024-12-07 03:00:22 +0000 UTCIf pulling away to avoid getting hurt, and leaving first before the other person decides to leave, was an Olympic sport, I’d be a gold medal winner 🥇 I’m a pro at avoiding my feelings and gaslighting myself 😭
Destiny
2024-12-07 02:34:08 +0000 UTCk is the only reason why i believe in love ❤️🩹
madeline
2024-12-07 02:32:20 +0000 UTChis audios give me all sorts of happy and sad feelings at the same time. Even though I'd give ANYTHING to just jump into this audio and never leave, I'm still happy it exists! It's such a strange combination
Caitlin
2024-12-07 02:24:23 +0000 UTC• 1:30 - 2:10 ❤️ Reality > Fantasy 🫱🏼🫲🏽 • Love is a commitment. Love is patient, Love is kind. • In Life we can either choose to face ourselves and rise or let fear control our time. Fear is an enemy but it is also a teacher. • 4:45 - 5:00 Yup 💯 • “I don’t wanna be fighting you, I want us to fight the world together” 👏🏼 🙌🏼 🤜🏼🤛🏼 • He got back on the horse 😭 🥹 • 8:35 - 9:02 ❤️ • 10:15 - end 🥺🥹❤️ So basically the entire audio I loved lol We can be complicated/ Complex people but that doesn’t mean we’re unlovable or incapable of love. Our past shaped us but now we get to choose how we chisel our new reality. While simultaneously being patient with ourselves. I’m always glad I chose this place. Always feel at peace, understood and safe in every aspect when I’m listening. That’s all a person can ask for in this crazy world.
Rose
2024-12-07 02:19:01 +0000 UTCUsually this would make me feel all the happy feelings and hope, inspire my dreams for the future but right now I just feel really really sad. Defeated. Discarded. Nonexistent. Want to give up wanting this, trying, caring, thinking, plotting, planning. Give up hope. Give up trying to heal. Give up trying to be the best version of myself who gives out so much love, to be all around amazing for a future partner (I mostly do it for myself but still). What if I never get what I crave, want, need? I guess I’ll accept it and move on. But at this moment….I do feel like what is the point of trying. Of being positive. Of caring. Of all the things that come with romantic relationships, love. Having hope. There are no signs or external changes to keep me going. Am alone. Not empty, but missing that important part. I can feel it. 😔☹️😞💔
Kay Jay - celestial aquamarine🌙🔮🌌
2024-12-07 01:16:14 +0000 UTCI’m eating them up to be honest 🥹
C.J
2024-12-07 01:04:33 +0000 UTCLiterally drowning in tears right now listening. I just got burned letting someone in. Knowing I should have kept my walls up, but I chose to trust. How stupid can I be? K's only exist in fairytales and T. Swift said it best "I"m not a princess this ain't a fairytale"
Carrie
2024-12-07 00:47:35 +0000 UTCmay his heart also heal from any hurt caused by the words and/or actions of other people
maia
2024-12-07 00:44:35 +0000 UTC"Man, at the end of the day man having a boyfriend ain't gon work" Labrinth,Emeli Sandé - Beneath your beautiful 💔❤️🩹❤️
•°•° [K]°•°•
2024-12-07 00:43:35 +0000 UTCAMEN I wish for an eternity of nothing but happiness for this man
Caitlin
2024-12-07 00:42:14 +0000 UTCk just be out here helping heal thousands of girls from the hurt and distrust of other men (... boys) one 10-20 minute kaudio at a time - it truly takes a real man to heal a heart he didn't break. thank you thank you thank you for all that you do k <3 no words or limits for how appreciated you are!!
maia
2024-12-07 00:12:05 +0000 UTCFor real tho 💀😭
unholy babygirl
2024-12-07 00:07:58 +0000 UTCEvery time I have heard "I'll never leave..." I could count the minutes till they were gone.
Kitten🐈⬛
2024-12-07 00:06:00 +0000 UTCI have been hurt so many times and my heart obliterated especially my last relationship. After he ghosted while i was planning our wedding I thought i was done with love, that if it really existed it must have only been for other people. But that was almost 7 years ago and with time and working on myself i feel like i'm ready to get back on that horse. But when I find him or her they have to know i come with baggage and PTSD and gotta realize how hurt i've been by every single person i've ever been with. While this relationship will be new and have NOTHING to do with what we will develop; the ghosts of boyfriends past will always be lurking in the shadows. I'm not afraid of commitment and i'm not a ONS kinda girl, so i'm just hoping that i find me a tortoise and not a hare; a marathon runner not a sprinter. My heart just wants real love. Like the Mary J Blige song "Real Love". I'm not looking for vanilla I need a straight up 24/7 D/s relationship, I need me a Daddy. I wish I ha figured out from the beginning that i'm a kinky person. The level of communication you have in those types of relationships is so next level, for people that take it seriously. The contracts, the earning if a collar, the whole DDlg concept is something my SOUL (never mind my heart) needs to fully be healed.
Khelisie Salvatore
2024-12-07 00:04:21 +0000 UTCYou know us so well
Beanybaby
2024-12-06 23:59:40 +0000 UTCow my heart
harmony
2024-12-06 23:53:46 +0000 UTCI look forward to reading your beautiful writing as much as I do hearing your voice. And after all the terrible experiences I’ve had with the men in my life you give me hope that good ones exist 🫶
Riri
2024-12-06 23:51:38 +0000 UTCGosh darn it K!!!! Was already on the verge of tears all day today and then you had to go and poke at my most sensitive spots?!? 😭😭😭😭 Definitely understand that feeling of having been hurt enough times that you stop trying or believing anymore. 💔
Shadow
2024-12-06 23:45:56 +0000 UTCK, these descriptions?! 🥺
smilehoyaaaaa💜
2024-12-06 23:45:47 +0000 UTCWalls always up 👏🏻
unholy babygirl
2024-12-06 23:45:27 +0000 UTCPeople had pledged themselves to come along. Guess what? They left 😆😌
unholy babygirl
2024-12-06 23:42:40 +0000 UTCI feel like this is something j requested or would request 100%. Either way just that “I missed you.” Made me freaking melt! This whole audio. “You just need someone to listen. I’ll always be here to listen.” Agh just….K 😭😭😭 where do I find someone like you..?
Caitlin
2024-12-06 23:42:35 +0000 UTCImpeccable timing sir ❤️🩹 Thank you for this very much healing audio! I’ll eat, breathe, work, sleep and put this audio on repeat 🙏🏼
Carolina
2024-12-06 23:41:18 +0000 UTC🩵☘️🥀
stayce rene'
2024-12-06 23:38:28 +0000 UTCGuess what happened every time someone said “I’ll never leave.” Yeah…..they left. 🥺
Destiny
2024-12-06 23:37:22 +0000 UTCoh how i love new relationship audios 🥰
trina raquel
2024-12-06 23:37:13 +0000 UTCWell so much for not being in my feelings today. #CalledOut
Jess
2024-12-06 23:36:25 +0000 UTCThis came at the perfect time because I just got ghosted so there’s that.
Tori
2024-12-06 23:35:40 +0000 UTC🫂 nobody should feel that way but life taught us how it really ends every time
unholy babygirl
2024-12-06 23:32:39 +0000 UTC7:56 is giving "he was a man of black and white. and she was color. all the color he had" from 'a man called ove' by fredrik backman 😭 bye—
maia
2024-12-06 23:31:12 +0000 UTCI might need a couple boxes
Kitten🐈⬛
2024-12-06 23:31:04 +0000 UTCThe description completely took me out
Destiny
2024-12-06 23:30:09 +0000 UTCThis I feel this.
Kitten🐈⬛
2024-12-06 23:30:09 +0000 UTCNew Relationship audios are right up there with Friends2Lovers audios for me🥰
C.J
2024-12-06 23:29:34 +0000 UTCGot this notification and my heart skipped a beat. Going to go grab the Kleenex now...
Kitten🐈⬛
2024-12-06 23:29:18 +0000 UTCThis timing of this audio is too appropriate, like cut the cameras-😭
ReneeX
2024-12-06 23:25:47 +0000 UTCEveryone eventually leaves. See? You get it. They do.
unholy babygirl
2024-12-06 23:23:04 +0000 UTCits too early to be crying right now ✋🏾😞
pillowprincess
2024-12-06 23:22:14 +0000 UTCMy heart aches just reading the description, it’s relatable on so many levels❤️🩹 you just being here and your comforting presence means so much to me, thank you K <3
Aiza
2024-12-06 23:20:45 +0000 UTCThis is so me to a fucking T and I’m crying, not even pressing play just yet! To find my own Knight would be great, universe. ✨
eia
2024-12-06 23:19:15 +0000 UTCNo words just 😭😭😭😭 it feels as if you are a mind reader. I’ll try to collect my thoughts and write coherent sentences later. 🧡 *me scrambling trying to fortify my walls*
Destiny
2024-12-06 23:18:54 +0000 UTCThe caption 🥹
Chloe
2024-12-06 23:18:49 +0000 UTCme rn
flo 🌟
2024-12-06 23:18:43 +0000 UTC🫶🏻🫂
Chloe
2024-12-06 23:18:31 +0000 UTCwait i’ll cry
nako niko
2024-12-06 23:18:29 +0000 UTCCompletely called me out right now😢
Aiza
2024-12-06 23:17:43 +0000 UTC
