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when friends with benefits gets complicated

you call me at two a.m., the time where decisions are raw and unfiltered, and just like every other time, i show up. we tell ourselves this is the last time, but the pull between us makes liars of us both. you’re focused, determined, your goals leaving little room for anything else, and yet, here we are, tangled in the quiet hours of the night. every touch feels fleeting, like it comes with an expiration date, but it doesn’t stop me from wishing you’d let this be something more. maybe we don’t need to keep pretending this is temporary. maybe, just maybe, we’re fighting something that’s already written.

when friends with benefits gets complicated

Comments

Can we turn comments off after midnight cause what am I actually talking about?

ªmena

Haha Rose I was all for Chuck until the last season or twoish? Throwing tantrums and destroying all the worlds....wtf. and if he was gonna go for it, it could have been much better. 🤣😡😤 sir you are supposed to be the final boss. All powerful. The BIG BAD of big bads. Filming during the panini didn't help jack shit either. But it is what it is. 🤷🏾‍♀️

Kay Jay - Celestial Aquamarine🌙🔮🌌

i literally was like “well, yes!” 😭

bev

It really is! When I say it, I MEAN IT. I’d literally be like “okay, bye 🏃🏻‍♀️ “

unholy babygirl

Because you’re intimacy-deprived, Destiny 🤪

unholy babygirl

ªmena

“I know you’ve been hurt before” oh boy if you knew 🧍🏻‍♀️this hurt has been hurting for too long

Lani

I can’t explain it, but when we he says things like “look at me” or “don’t turn away,” it just cuts me to my core 😭

Destiny

that line shouldnt have hit me that hard

Lani

I wish my FWB had told me this. Instead, I get mixed signals😅🥲🥹

_Cloudy2904_

7:36 - 8:12 made me all 🥺🥹 especially the “ I don’t want that from you” part 👏🏼 masking out in the world is how I’ve survived. It constantly takes so much of my energy. it’s nice when I don’t feel like I have to put it on. I can just let my layers show.

Rose

Aww I love a good high school sweethearts story 🥰 (high school friends, in this case lol)

Anna

“am i speaking too much sense?” ohh we’d be fighting 😠

linds

That's how my mom and dad met. They were high school best friends at first for nearly 8 years and then ended up getting married until now ❤️

Flower

This audio should be 1hr long, a series even 🥹

Anny

💋💋💋

Michaela Ameise

At least one of us feels safe 😭 those walls and safeguards are there for a reason 🧱 “You have to promise me you won’t fall in love with me.” 📒

Destiny

HAHAHAHA i have my beef with chuck but for the most part he’s cool.

Rose

Me: Yes, it is shocking actually.

Rose

Is it casual now?😓😓

ReneeX

I honest to goodness have no idea how anyone ever makes FWB work. Is it actually a real thing people successfully do? Like conceptually I get how the “benefits” part works. People have sex all the time without being in a committed relationship, I get it. I’ve done it myself. But are you ever REALLY “friends”? Like real and true friends? What happens when the other person meets someone & gets in an actual relationship? Falls in love (with that someone else) The benefits go away but the friendship otherwise remains unchanged? Really? I dunno, I call bs. That’s just me though. I just can’t wrap my head around it.

Anna

“is it shocking that somebody would actually like you?”🧍🏽‍♀️get outta my head🤺

bev

So...what are you cooking for us, Knight? 🤔🤔🤔🤨🧐🧐😁😂

Kay Jay - Celestial Aquamarine🌙🔮🌌

😘😘 I'm just delulu 😂😮‍💨😩🤡🤡🥲💀😒

Kay Jay - Celestial Aquamarine🌙🔮🌌

I like that creativity, you’re the best 🙌🏻🖤

unholy babygirl

I 😭 KNOW 😭 BABYYYY 😭 NO 😭 ATTACHMENT 😞😞

⋆. 𐙚trina ⊹ ࣪ ˖

Haha!! Eye of the Tiger came on shuffle too. I had a good laugh, did my best Dean impersonation.🎤 What season/episode are you on? I did another rewatch with my Mom and sister a few months ago.

Kay Jay - Celestial Aquamarine🌙🔮🌌

Hahaha you don't have to change anything Unholy boo! I don't do FWB. So I guess this is my version of a "choose your own adventure" ending. 😘🤣😂

Kay Jay - Celestial Aquamarine🌙🔮🌌

My poor brain is so confused 😩 I thought we wanted FWB and we knew the definition of FWB 😩 Why do we now need to change that? 😩

unholy babygirl

Give it to Zeal and Ardor and I’ll listen on repeat

unholy babygirl

as you shoulddddddd im doing my millionth rewatch of the show!!

Lani

😂🤣😂🤣 it's 9:45pm my time. I'm about to go out, have a short drive. I'm gonna listen to Carry On My Wayward Son and act like I'm on my way to a case. 🤘🎸🕵🏾‍♀️📜🍚🧂🔫🔪🗡 it's one of my fav shenanigans to do!!

Kay Jay - Celestial Aquamarine🌙🔮🌌

not Chuck himself the man the myth the legend.

Lani

😂🤣😂 ahh, have I found another SPN fan in the wild, Colleen?! 😘😁😁 and yes, Chuck. Who the hell else would be writing out the fuckery that's happening in my life?! 😮‍💨😩😩😭🤡💀💔💔❤️‍🔥😂

Kay Jay - Celestial Aquamarine🌙🔮🌌

not Chuck 💀🪦🕊️

Colleen

Maybe she knows that she wants more than just being 'friends' but doesn't know how to approach him romantically, if that makes sense 😬

Flower

K your descriptions are so captivatingly beautiful. They literally take my breath away before I even start the audio. It has such a magnetic pull to it that I just want to come back again and again❤️

Aiza

I love this so much. I love how you create this safe space for her, where she can let her hair down (whether you pull it out or not🤭) and let go of her worries, even if it’s just for a short time. You understand that shes been hurt and you let her know that you want her in all ways❤️ Talking about cooking her dinner and convincing her to stay over just for a night was so sweet🥹🥰 I love those soft, delicate kisses. They were so passionate and sweet 💋 The gentle way you talk to her, full of such care and love <3

Aiza

Relationship me: There is no way I could fuck and run on a man that says things like "beholden" Ho Me: See your first mistake was staying in bed grab your panties and bra and go! Lingering=feelings we ain't got time for that.

Carrie

You’re so valid for that tho

K’s babygirl

I’m not afraid of most forms of change. Change is natural. It’s normal that things take a different shape when different people, habits, activities come into your life. I personally feel like I’d be ready to freefall into something fresh and new even if it’s "terrifying." It feels like I’m running into a brick wall right now with all the progress I’m making. 🧱🧱🧱🙃😒😮‍💨

Kay Jay - Celestial Aquamarine🌙🔮🌌

I love a little friends with benefits tag 🤭 in real life I would absolutely fail at FWB because I’m a hopeless romantic but it’s one of my favorite tropes 🥰

C.J

Maybe, just maybe home girl knows exactly what she wants. A relationship built with a strong foundation of trust, friendship, honesty, reciprocity, quality time, and hard work. Doesn’t need to take it at a snail’s pace but is willing to if that’s what the other partner needs.🤷🏾‍♀️ Said partner has to communicate that shit clearly, and do their part to show interest in the specific ways that the girl needs to feel validated and reassured. I bet she’s even more happy, fun, free, loving, amorous, etc when she gets what she needs from him (besides the 2am night cap). 🥰🥰❤❤ Oh relationships are just so much fun. 🙃🙃🙃😁🤣🤣🥲😭🌧💔❤️‍🔥

Kay Jay - Celestial Aquamarine🌙🔮🌌

“maybe, just maybe, we’re fighting something that’s already written.” Who the fuck is writing my love life then, huh? Is it Chuck from Supernatural? (Iykyk) Idc, I’m ready to square up. 😮‍💨😒😤😤😤💥👊🏾🤬

Kay Jay - Celestial Aquamarine🌙🔮🌌

And yes it is 2 am and I'm awake leave me alone 🥲

•°•° [K]°•°•

I went to watch the music video after posting this 😭😭

•°•° [K]°•°•

First thing that came to mind when I read Easier is Luke being chained in a cave

K’s babygirl

a hundred percent

Lani

Conan Gray - Yours🩶 5 Seconds of Summer - Easier 🥀 Cigarettes after sex - Touch❤️‍🩹 Chappell Roan - Casual 🖤 Lana Del Rey - Fuck it I love you ❤️

•°•° [K]°•°•

Fwb is not for the weak, kinda my situation atm

smithers

This one made me cry at 2AM. 🥺

Kickis

That’s why we never do hook ups and FWB 🙌🏻🙂‍↔️ The worst thing ever. Friends are friends, thamk yuo. Honestly, knowing me, I’d be like “I don’t feel anything, leave me alone” 🙂‍↕️ 🏃🏻‍♀️ 💨

unholy babygirl

Yea this character ain't me, I'd be attached dangerously fast

Caitlin

As he should!

unholy babygirl

His keyboard really catched flames of fire when he was writing that masterpiece we call description. HE COOKED.

Pame🌜

this is exactly why i’m not built for hook ups

⋆. 𐙚trina ⊹ ࣪ ˖

shakespeare is actually shaking in his grave bc hello???? the description 🥹

⋆. 𐙚trina ⊹ ࣪ ˖

"...every touch feels fleeting, like it comes with an expiration date..." The caption deserves an award. 🥹😭

WatchTheStars

I need this description to be turned into a song.

Destiny

I didn't plan on being in my feelings today, but yet here I am

Jess

“Maybe, just maybe, we’re fighting something that’s already written” THIS PART RIGHT HERE😮‍💨 “The pull between us makes liars of us both”🫢

Aiza

I feel like it’s never an easy thing tbh wires always get cross with a FWB🤣

Lani

No, please. The description already has me feeling so torn. How dare you call me out on my terrible decision making in the wee hours of the morning 😤

Destiny

ho is you a poet 😭 THE DESCRIPTION

jenny

AAAAAAAAAAAH

Pame🌜

I love friends with benefits audios🫠

Aiza

Ok but we love fwb audio

Kiera Kennedy

I’VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS ONE!!!

Aiza


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