i saw you in the distance at the edge of the pool, texting and walking, not entirely paying attention. when you slipped and fell in, i knew something was up, and when you didn't immediately surface, i jumped in after you. something was wrong when i pulled you to the surface, you weren't moving, you weren't breathing. there wasn't time to think, only enough time to act. i called over to my friends to call nine-one-one before immediately starting chest compressions and trying my hardest to bring you back from the brink.