Slow progress, but still here
Added 2022-06-12 05:00:34 +0000 UTCLast month was really busy for me. I had a huge explosion in content, releasing new stuff seemingly every few days - or at least, it felt like it. But that's not sustainable, and it was never intended to be. I just got ideas and the motivation to make them a reality, so I pumped out more stuff in a month than ever before (at least I think).
This month, however, has kind of been slipping away. I released my 2-part commission, but that's been it so far. I'm almost done my next commission, and after that, I'll be back to personal projects unless someone else commissions me. I fully intend to post more than just the two commissions I've had this month, but my productivity has dropped significantly since last month.
May was also the most successful Patreon month I've had so far, with lots of new patrons who have joined. I'm just worried you've joined expecting the high volume of content I put out last month, and I will tell you with certainty that that was above normal quantity. I just want to temper expectations. I'm one depressed queer mess living with abusers, so my output will fluctuate: on one hand, this is a great creative outlet and source of escapism, but on the other, it's still work and takes energy and mental power. Oh, that and tangible power too... being starved really doesn't help energy and cognitive functions... That being said, I do try to put out the best content I can.
It especially sucks because I was hoping to do a lot of cool stuff for pride month, but most of those plans have already fallen through.
Anyway, I wanted to put out this heads up. I know June has been slow so far, and likely will be for the rest of the month. I appreciate your support so much, you're helping me feed myself. All your support helps me no matter how little. $3 CAD from a patron has been the difference between being able to afford a meal and not being able to.
Thank you all so much!
- Amanda, aka KneecapRock
