Visual Representation of how life was treating me today.

I felt like everything just stopped for a secound. So yesterday after a few hours of worki in the computer, I was tired and comfortable with the progress done on my work, so I decided to turn off my laptop, I closed every app, everything I was working on and I checked to save the changes manually and once everything was done I said "lets give her a rest, she deserves it.". Opened the windows tab, turn off and that's it, a normal day.

So I go to sleep, everything went fine, good morning, taking care of the house, the dogs, etc, normal sunday, well, then I went to my desk, sat down, turned on the laptop and... that's weird, is taking longer than usual, maybe there was an update or something.

Well, my heart shrank for a moment when the loging into profile went crazy, saying that my profile couldn't be accessed or something, which was scary, to say the least, but I thought, maybe I should restart, so I did.

It started booting up like normal, and the screen went normal to the loging interface, I was pleased, my PC profile appeared on the screen, reassuring my comfort at the moment, I logged like normal... its taking longer than usual, by a LOT, but I thought again on the windows update so I ignored it, suddenly, the scale of the screen changes to the orginal state, I don't like where this is going, the desktop appears and... is the default one, my background is gone, my apps gone, my folders, my games, etc, have all dissapeared!!! WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED?! I could feel my heart on my neck pounding! I'm a very anxious person but I was able to hold myself from bashing my head on the desk, I opened the windows tab and restarted the Laptop like normal, thinking, maybe is just a hickup, I will give it a secound chance. It went normal, taking a little longer than the usual, but faster than last time, I loged it like normal, the scale was also how I like it, smaller than the default, is taking a little longer to log in my profile, but, I can take it, just have your time, and just like that, It was fixed, it went back to normal! My apps were there, I opened my latest file and here it is:

Then I go to check my Koikatsu captures folder and

There it is, the latest work is there.

Everything went back to normal.

You have no idea how much relief I felt at that moment; first of all, all my koikatsu content is here, scenes, models, cards, renders, overlays, etc, etc, all that work in koikatsu, but most importantly, and the reason I thought I would have lost my mind, were all my designs, years of work in blender are in this laptop, thousands of models by now, renders, scenes, STLs, etc, etc, I had docens of GBs packed with those, not to mention references, pictures, blueprints, etc, etc.

You may say "Why don't you have a backup" and I do, I have a Solid State Drive and a Hard Drive with copies of my models, but the thing is, I haven't backed them up in like a month, so there was an entire month of work that could have been lost in a single night, all that progress lost in a puff of smoke.

I'm making a new back up of everything, but I almost felt like I had lost everything for a secound, I'm still shaking, my hands are shaking still.