Update

Gonna just kinda come clean because I just don't really see a point in being all mysterious about it, and why i've been kinda absent here, discord, ekas, or really anywhere outside of my home.

So, I don't want to seem dramatic, but uh, I think I might be dying. I mean everyone is technically, but before I completely elaborate on that with the whole full story (I mean, if anyone even cares to hear it), I want to be sure this is avoidable, still seeing doctors to find out why my body is just strait up garbage all of a sudden. In short, since December, i've just...CONSTANTLY been sick. I wish I was overexaggerating, but it's gotten so serious, I've lost a ton of weight just because im now having a hard time keeping food down. Puked 6 times today to put it into prospective, and that's not even the record, sorry, tmi, but hey, come on, people puke, natural. Really, it's kind of my fault for putting it off for so long like nothing was happening and not seeking help sooner. Now I am just in bed most of the time, where I pop painkillers on the regular to kinda get my body moving. Last thing you wanna see is an 88lbs man...Anyway, dont ever do what I did and just ignore your problems. 

So, what does this mean for art though? The real stuff you all are here for? Well, though it doesn't take even the dumbest person to see, i've slowed down considerably. Elephant in the room. It start just because I spent more time at the foster home at 1st, just had more hours, but the sickness became a thing, so I cant even go near the foster kids anymore, can't go to work, so that does mean more art...Kinda. My only issue now is actually holding a pen which has proved to be a HUGE issue for an artist. Due to whatever has been in my body, it has been the most difficult task to hold my pen for like 5 minutes. Super shaky and weak. I do have good days though. 

Ultimately, art is still gonna be a thing from me, but only the already existing things requested from me. Still a lot to do. Afterwards, im gonna just take a step back for a while, get my health together if I still can. I'll probably still draw since it is kinda my hobby, but just for self improvement really, so when all my tasks are done, i'll officially retire this page, focus on living. It might seem counterintuitive to close my page here considering it's one of my sources of income in a time where I cant go to my main job, but I thought about this for a while, and i'll be fine financially. I've got backup money that can keep me going for a long while without working. I think this is for the best...for me.

Well that was long. Hmu on discord if you need something or want to talk about a pending request or something, get the deets on those. Heck, another reason to shut er down. Remember how fast I use to be? Knocked out like 3 images on a bad day. Now it's like 3 on a good week. Just can't keep up anymore. Anyway, rambling over. Discord. Don't bother trying here or ekas. I check them...VERY rarely. Welp, see you there, or in hell if I kinda just kick the bucket soon, and none of this mattered.

Oh right, be sure to grab anything here you want to save. Gonna shut-er down soon. Maybe a few days, give folks some time, because I do NOT typically keep all of my art on hand, clean my pc of old things I personally don't like, and might not be able to really send you old work. 

byyyyyyyyyeeeeeeee