benjaminkoll

Throne Wallpaper! 👑

Added 2025-03-04 15:28:20 +0000 UTC

Hey guys. As I revealed yesterday, I just finished my chemo rounds, and six months of that is a lot. Now it's time to recover not only my body but also my mind 😉.

Because chemo is not only hard on your body, after all you're filling yourself with poison to kill bad cells; it also affects you psychologically on many levels, like chemical imbalances (what they call chemo brain), and well... as I explained to a friend the other day, most of the time it feels like being drunk, but without the fun side of it. You get confused, forgetful, clumsy.

So now that I'm finally starting my real recovery, I'm using music, design and photography to lift my spirits, and this is one of the pictures I made yesterday. It's like visualizing, but without having to imagine it. Maybe just looking at it is a way to manifest. I'll be sharing more of these images over the next few days. I can't wait to start taking new pictures, hopefully by the end of next week.

Have a great Tuesday ❤️.