Toolategil

Almost end of the year! + Personal thoughts

Added 2024-12-28 02:18:09 +0000 UTC

Hey! Almost end of the year! I want to thank you all for the support, for every message I've received, and every penny you guys have shared with me!

I'm enjoying being a 3D artist so far, and I would have never achieved the technical level I have, on my own as a mere hobby. And I don't have plans to stop learning.

But right now, I'm exactly that Squidward Tentacles meme (Calamardo en español). I’ve had my ups and downs, but it seems I haven’t learned A THING from my downs. It makes me question what I'm doing right, and why I don't do that more often. What I'm doing wrong, and WHY THE HELL I keep doing it.

Why haven’t I given animation another try?
Why do I still spend more time WRITING than doing the 3D work!?
Why is my discord server a mess? (and my patreon, and my mega folder… and my DA page…)
Why am I always, ALWAYS improvising? (I ask myself everyday, “Now what?”).

No one will come to me and fix my shi. I’m the one in charge, and I'm the only one responsible for making it better. And I know I can do 100x times better.

I will take a few days to be with my people. To think about my patreon, and my art. Write down everything, organize my stuff, and come back with a plan, AND STICK TO IT!.

I know this phase as a digital artist isn’t forever, so, the time I’m here, I’ll make it count.

(This is clearly a happy new year's resolution haha!, and it might be the first time I do this!)

Again, thank you guys so much for the support, I hope that all the content I created this year has been to your liking, and I will put all my effort into making it better next year!

And I wish you all a Happy New Year (in advance)!

-Toolategil