Good morning guys, let's play a game... what was I thinking on this set of pictures? π€ππ€ͺ
These were taken by Evert ArraΓ±aga in September 2021 and I thought they would make a nice #throwbackthursday βΊοΈ we played a little game of character study.
Things are slow this week, the last days of each chemo...
2024-11-28 13:54:42 +0000 UTC
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Hey guys! Today I have a nice demo for you. I think I actually like this one better than the one I released π
As you know, with chemo I have a lot of downtime. Those pills really sap my energy, so I can't do much more than rest and lie on the recliner for most of the second week of each round. What do I do to keep myself occupied? I lis...
2024-11-27 17:11:23 +0000 UTC
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Good morning guys, I've been super busy editing the new music videos and almost forgot to post the final gallery from this photo shoot π
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It was supposed to be a two part post, but since I got delayed, here's the full set, hope it's not too much for Patreon π€ͺπ
Editing is going well, I was able to get a little more than half ...
2024-11-25 13:06:07 +0000 UTC
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Good morning guys, a friend told me yesterday that he was planning to visit Maspalomas beach in the Grand Canary Islands and I remembered this photo shoot we did there in 2013. What a beautiful place. ππΌ
It was around 6pm, we had the beach to ourselves and took lots of pictures that I've been able to edit and make look better than ev...
2024-11-24 15:20:40 +0000 UTC
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Good morning guys, today while going through my vault looking for stuff to use in the music video I'm working on for "Turn Back The Clock" I found this selection of pictures from my first "official" photo shoot as Benjamin Koll πΌ
The pictures were taken by my (now) husband during my first visit to Guadalajara (Mexico) o...
2024-11-23 14:23:18 +0000 UTC
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Good morning everyone! As we approach this year's Christmas season, I'm preparing for you a December full of Santa joy and surprises π
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I'm going to keep yesterday's new "Can I Be Loved" music video pinned to my profile for a few more days so you don't miss it. Now I'm working on two other videos, which...
2024-11-22 14:16:02 +0000 UTC
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Hey guys, it's finally here! This is the "Adamite" version of "Can I be Loved", a music video that has been a long time in the making.
I shot this video last year and released a YouTube version and another uncensored version here and...
2024-11-21 18:39:09 +0000 UTC
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Hey guys! Let's put on our singlets and enjoy a playful afternoon π
I just realized I didn't share these with you π
so here they are, hope you enjoy them.
Yesterday I was able to start filming a new music video (won't say more so as not to jinx it π
) and I have 75% of the new "nude" version of the "Can I Be Loved" music vide...
2024-11-18 21:42:43 +0000 UTC
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#tgif wallpapers with a Lego twist βΊοΈ Because every person is a puzzle waiting to be solved + a B side for those who like cake π°π
My chemo break is going well, my facial skin is almost back to its optimal state (the things you learn on this journey...) and I am 1/3 of the way through the "Can I Be Loved" video. So far so good, an...
2024-11-15 18:02:49 +0000 UTC
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Good morning guys! What is it about hotel mirrors and lighting that you can't help but take a selfie... or two... and then some π.
I woke up and remembered these pictures and thought they would make a good #throwbackthursday π°οΈ They were taken at Hotel Axel in Madrid on December 2022 βΊοΈ
My chemo break continues. I'm editi...
2024-11-14 16:11:19 +0000 UTC
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Hey guys, just as I shared yesterday's post about the new version of "Can I Be Loved", I found the first five stills in this post. They are the original screen and FX tests I did for this special version π.
The last 4 stills are actually from the new cut. Some of these ideas may or may not make it into the final cut. In my experience, I...
2024-11-13 16:31:36 +0000 UTC
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Hey guys, I'm finally ready to edit the alternate version of "Can I Be Loved" that I filmed. A full frontal video, raw and maybe a little too intense...
I found the term "Adamite" and thought it was a cheeky way to refer to the lack of clothing and avoid trouble with the censors. It's a word that describes ascetic individu...
2024-11-12 18:15:02 +0000 UTC
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Hey guys! Join me on the couch, let's have a nice long chat and maybe more π
I have very little time today, so I edited this picture for you that I made for the Halloween special this year. There are three more, I'll edit them when I have time π
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Why such a hurry? Well, you know I have limited energy these days, I can usually d...
2024-11-08 16:19:29 +0000 UTC
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Hey guys! I was thinking that after what happened this week, we need to go to our happy place, relax, and just stop worrying about the things we can't change π .
These pictures depict one of my happy places, skinny dipping in the water, just enjoying the simple pleasure of water on my skin. π¦πΌ It was the afternoon of my 54th birth...
2024-11-07 16:22:01 +0000 UTC
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Hey guys, musical genius and one of the best music producers of all time (if not the best) Quincy Jones passed away yesterday. And I thought I would share this rare item in my vault with you so you can see the influence his work has had on me.
And I am not going to get into his work with Frank Sinatra here, although I...
2024-11-05 16:20:27 +0000 UTC
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Good morning guys! Here are two of my favorite pictures ever, for the first time exactly as they were taken ππΈ.
Then I included the two additional ones we took, not as good, but just as revealing π.
Evert ArraΓ±aga was the photographer. I just blurred the background and fixed the color, the rest is as it was. I've used some...
2024-11-04 15:14:59 +0000 UTC
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Good morning guys, just imagine what you would do if you found me sitting on a bar stool like this? π
FYI I've been in this situation twice and it was great, maybe we should try it π€ͺ
We're about to say goodbye to this series, only three more posts left that will be coming soon. I was finally able to edit the pictures properly a...
2024-11-03 14:15:37 +0000 UTC
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Hey guys! My dear and very talented friend Saul Aguilar did this artwork inspired by my "pool party" series galleries you can find here. I love how he reimagined everything, but I'm scared of those nipples LOL π
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Good morning everyone! Here's the second part of this year's Halloween special, pumpkin or not pumpkin? your choice πππ»
I've also included a square version, just in case you want to use it on your phone, it's easier to resize.
Yesterday was a good day, I had a lot of energy, enough to do these special pics and.... something...
2024-11-01 13:51:13 +0000 UTC
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Hello again, as promised I was able to do something special for Halloween this year, here's you're exclusive wallpaper version and the square version I'll post on social media.
I took this pic and other I'll share with you as soon as I can edit them (this edit took me like 3 hours) this morning after posting. it's inspired by the artwork o...
2024-10-31 19:23:53 +0000 UTC
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Hey you, wanna help me with this? π
Here's another newly edited gallery from the "power suit" photo shoot, with pictures you haven't seen before βΊοΈ
Hope your day is going well. I will try to do some Halloween related pics later, but feel free to browse my history here and the "halloween" tag in this post today for some past ...
2024-10-31 14:12:47 +0000 UTC
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Good morning guys! take it all off and strike a pose, my favorite kind of photo shoot ππΈπΌ
Going through the posts I had to take down three years ago, I found this series and I think it's time to test the waters and see if they will stay here this time. So I took a moment to edit them again for you, and there's at least two you did...
2024-10-30 15:29:57 +0000 UTC
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Good morning guys, today is my third anniversary on OF! πππΌ
Can you believe it? Three years since Patreon suddenly decided to almost kick me off and I was "compelled" to open a profile there...
I have mixed feelings about it, but overall it's been an incredible journey for me on so many levels, because with your continued su...
2024-10-28 15:35:48 +0000 UTC
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And here's a little extra, 5 pics from the studio this morning βΊοΈ
Bearhugs β€οΈ
2024-10-27 19:10:39 +0000 UTC
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Hello stranger... what are you up to? πππ
Here are three more pics from this "lost" photo shoot from last February.
Sorry for the silence the last days, I finished the second chemo cycle and felt more tired than expected, so I was mostly resting and taking it easy.
I was also a little disappointed because another idiot...
2024-10-27 17:58:51 +0000 UTC
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Hey guys! I was thinking about a request one of you made here yesterday and remembered this set of photos. We took so many pictures that only a few were posted back in February, so here they go, again a selection of photos that I hope will satisfy the request, many of them new βΊοΈ
Today is my second day off from chemo and it feels great...
2024-10-24 16:17:40 +0000 UTC
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Good morning guys! One of you asked me if I could post some of the pictures I've been posting on social media the last few days, and here they are, the two full series, some of them didn't make it into those posts, but you can see them here βΊοΈ
I'm finishing my second cycle of chemotherapy today, and overall I can say it's been better. ...
2024-10-22 13:58:13 +0000 UTC
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Good morning everyone! It's boxer appreciation day, so let's start by helping me take them off π
Here's another newly edited gallery from the "power suit" photo shoot, with pictures you haven't seen before βΊοΈ
Things went well the last two days, no pain, though still with limited energy, which is why I didn't post yesterday, I ...
2024-10-19 15:48:41 +0000 UTC
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Good morning everyone! Here's the exclusive wallpaper version of my post yesterday on social media πΌοΈβΊοΈ
I posted an edited version of this photo on social media yesterday (I added a different background), and this morning I edited this wallpaper version, taking out the strong lights sir you can safely use it as a wallpaper for you...
2024-10-17 15:30:03 +0000 UTC
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Hey guys! Let's go back to where we were π€ͺ who's going to help me out of this suit?
Here's the third gallery of freshly edited images from the 2022 photoshoot. Most of them will be new to you as I haven't been able to get them properly developed yet.
After a few rough days, the sun seems to be out again and I'm feeling a little be...
2024-10-15 16:23:13 +0000 UTC
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