This is not Clef. This is simply Laurence, the girl behind the costumes and drawings. No cosplay trick here, no wig, no body shaper, no heavy makeup, no heavy photoshop editing. Just me, not even holding my breath XD, with the pain and my love of life despite everything.
To tell the truth, I was only trying to understand how to get sha...
...set and ready in my living room since last week. I wanted to take more pictures of my latest costumes but I can't find a day where my body is strong enough. I was thinking : " Oh yeah , maybe tomorrow !" And then today I'm having a bad herxeimer reaction ( die off, body overloaded with toxins due to the treatments) which means the fatigue and pa...
2017-08-26 12:44:58 +0000 UTC View Post
I'm halfway through my antibiotic treatment for the first part of my illness, and I'm starting to feel better. My Liver / gallbladder pains are starting to be easier to bear depending on the days, (it's possible the bacteria have invaded that part of my body too). Another 14 days of antibiotics and then I will go for three new months of...
2017-08-24 16:41:13 +0000 UTC View PostI had found an option to suspend my patron but obviously it didn't work as I still have been paid this month despite everything.. I don't understand this website.
So I'm gonna delete my account . just need the time to find how . Than you for everything.
2017-08-06 10:40:59 +0000 UTC View Post
Here it is, I found a way to suspend my patreon so you won't be charged until I come back healthier ( you can keep your subscription, you won't be charged until I un-pause my account , I'll let you know ). I really was feeling awkward getting money without making any new post. I hope when I come back from this hiatus you'll still be there ! &...
2017-07-19 20:16:19 +0000 UTC View Post
Hello everyone.
This is a reminder to tell you I'm not posting anymore regular content until my health is better. I don't have the energy to do it.
Please feel free to delete your pledges because I won't be back this summer I guess.
(I'm still waiting to attend the 3 weeks stay at the german clinic, but bef...
Hello my dear patrons. I hope you are doing okay with this beautiful weather.
I know I don't post much, Like it told you before I'm downgrading this place until my health is fine enough to be able to post regularly.
I'm leaving for my first appointment to the German Lyme Clinic tomorrow and just before I leave I wanted to share...
Hello everyone. Like most of you noticed, my health is not improving and I'm actually not able to publish content anymore. The days where I am able to draw or do something are rarefying. Patreon has permitted me to try several treatments for the disease but Lyme seems to be stronger every month passing. I'm here today to say thank you t...
2017-05-09 10:16:42 +0000 UTC View PostHello everyone,
I may take some time to get all the prints and everything ready this month. I'm going through really tough times. Long story short : I'm going through hell again.
I don't know what to write because I don't have the strength to tell you what is going on at the moment.
Please take care, your life is too im...
I wanted to post interesting things but I'm once again being so sick that I'm barely functional. I'm staying in bed all day because I don't even have the strength to stand up . I'm probably having another Herxheimer reaction and it will soon sooth until the next one.
My skin had pretty weird reactions too. Look at this:
I was able to work on my tinkerbell !!! Here is an exclusive WIP. it's far from being finished.
I have been trying a new treatment for one week now. And it looks like something is happening in my body. I felt less pain for a few days ( but it's back now) . I know it's treatment which only works on the long term so I ...
2017-04-25 10:28:54 +0000 UTC View Post
After weeks of being ill like hell, I finally got a day where I've been able to do something !
Thanks to your help, I started my new treatment and well I don't know what's going on but I have been feeling a bit better for 2 days . (probabely a placebo effect, time will tell) I'll tell you more about the treatment in a few week...
Thanks to your support on patreon, I'll be very soon able to start another treatment (along with Infrared treatment that I need to continue), it's is a treatment based on magnetic scalar waves, it is called rife machines. This is also something that doctors are not allowed to practice in france (yes viva la francia !....)but they treat lyme d...
2017-04-13 16:34:30 +0000 UTC View Post
English : ( français en-dessous)
Finally I found the energy to stay in front of my computer and upload this video. This past week has been really awful and I couldn't walk and stay up for 3 days in a row. I finally understood that I was having a reaction to one of my organic treatment : an herxheimer reaction. It means the t...
Hello my dear patreons. I wanted to share with you a video of my latest drawing and start preparing the prints to send to you but I have been feeling so bad these past few days that I will need some more time to do so . Lately everything has been awful. For example, yesterday my body was'nt responding to me. I couldn't even stay &...
2017-04-05 09:54:00 +0000 UTC View Post
I just processed to the random draw. This time I didn't put all the name on papers since there were too much names. I used a drawing app.
And then, March's Winner is : Watch the video above :)
Congratulation, you won a quick sketch of the character of your choice
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So, tomorrow I'll proceed to the monthly random draw and will offer the chance to one of you (5$ and higher pledges) to get a free drawing. See you soon :)
2017-03-31 16:49:25 +0000 UTC View Post
after 3 months hiatus I'm back on my tinkerbell costume. I work just a tiny bit on it everyday because Im too tired and painful to do more . I believe at this rhythm it will be finished by the end of the year. sigh
2017-03-30 17:08:07 +0000 UTC View Post
Some people asked me how I did the Haruka photo manipulation.
Everything on this picture is obviously fake and since I'm no hollywood /ILM professional artist , it is not really realistic. But if you are curious to see how I made this picture , you'll find a downloadable *.rar* file below.
It contains :
-1 P...
2017-03-26 13:12:51 +0000 UTC View Post
Duh ! I takes so long to edit a background ! Would be a lot easier if I could go outside take a few pictures XD.
Instead of wiping my messy home on each pic XD
I really really wanted to go to that tiny event on friday and saturday. But as I feared, I wasn't able to go. Too much pain and fatigue.
Everything was ready, even the cat.
So instead I took a bit more rest and today I decided to take a ...
2017-03-19 22:57:19 +0000 UTC View Post
ENGLISH / FRENCH
This time a longer one and slower one to let you see more in details how I apply colors on a drawing.
You'll also find an attachement piece , a file containing actions to reproduce some Instagram filters on photoshop, I used the Clarendon filter on the illustration above . You'll find:
• Sti...
Just a WIP I recorded 3 weeks ago. It is not impressive but it may still interest some people. Enjoy ;)
2017-03-06 10:09:40 +0000 UTC View Post
English :
Hello my dear Patreons, I just got back from Georgia.
I'm very tired and I wish I could say I'm in super shape but I'm not...yet!
But I'm satisfied anyway. Not once during my stay did the doctors say my problems were mental and that I should see a psy ( like they always love to repeat in F...
2017-03-04 15:03:04 +0000 UTC View Post
Hello everyone.
As you know I'm still receiving my treatment in a Georgian Clinic. My tummy seems to go slightly better but on the other hand, the pain and fatigue going through my muscles and articulations are almost worse. Well, I went to this clinic to start healing my digestive system, I know I will ha...
2017-02-27 16:34:37 +0000 UTC View Post
Hello Everybody !
Just to let you know I arrived in Tbilissi to start my phagotherapy treatment. I hope this will cure my infections ( dysbiose and co) and let me be strong enough to fight the whole lyme disease complex. (these are separate things)
Just wait and see.
I also like the picture I took on the first day...
Prints :
Like I told you in my previous message, I didn't have time nor enough energy to get all the prints set for february. January has been really tough. So when I return from my health trip to Georgia , I'll send all the prints to 12$ pledges and higher. I'm leaving tomorrow. Wish me luck !
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